It's already 6 month , jimin and I become best friends . About Black pink ? Yeah I still with them .

I want to confess my feelings to jimin, yess today . But I'm not confident about it .

As usual I wake up in the morning , I go to my bathroom and change my pyjamas to my school uniform .I look at myself at the mirror .

"Huhh , relax y/n , relax . Today gonna be a good day . I guess ?"

I was sooo nervous about it . What if he reject me? Arhhh y/n, Think positively!

A walk downstairs and eat my breakfast . After eat , I go to jimin house and waiting for him.

"Anyyeong jiminie !" I said in happy mood . "Hi y/n"

he give me a simple smile , goshh his smile can make my heart pop out from my chest . "Why are you so happy today ? I never seem that smile before" he giggles .

"Nothing!" I smile to him and we walk to school together .

Jimin and I walk to our class . As usual he sit next to me . After 5 minutes we waiting for teacher . The teacher come with a girl . She was sooo pretty , I was so jealous , why cant I born to be pretty .

"Okey , listen. we had a new student , please introduce yourself " the teacher smile to the girl.

"Hi , my name is Kang seulgi , call me seulgi. I hope we can be friends" she smiled.

I look at jimin , he was staring at seulgi , stare into the soul .

Jimin smile while he staring at seulgi .

The seulgi sit beside jimin .

Jimin is between seulgi and I .

Kang seulgi , what a beautiful name . Suddenly y/n face pop up on my mine . I had feelings to y/n but .....When seulgi come I was soo confuse . Should I confess

y/n , or not ? Huh maybe next time .

Class dismissed , it's lunch time . I find jimin everywhere but I couldn't find him .

Then jimin come , "hi y/n" he smile to me . I look at the person beside jimin and it's seulgi .

Wow how can they become closer that fast ?

"Hi , jimin can I had lunch with you?" I asked . "I'm sorry y/n , I need to show seulgi around the school , so she can be lost " jimin chuckled at look at seulgi . Seulgi give me a smirk . Fish what wrong with her .

"Oh okey" I said . They just walk past me.

I never seen jimin smiled like that before. Jimin give seulgi the sweetest smile . My heart broke into million pieces. Should I confess him ? I think it's better to not confess him . When seulgi come , jimin the freaking Park jimin ignoring me .

I walk to Jennie and her friend .

"Hey can I join?" I asked .

"Yes sure" Jennie patting the chair beside her . I sit down at start to eating my lunch .

"Hey , is there something wrong?" Rose speak.

"Hurmm? No , I'm okey" I answered.

"I you sure ?" Lisa added .

I nodded slightly.

"Come on girl tell us , I know there something wrong ." Jisoo speak .

I tell them everything about jimin and seulgi since they know who my crush is.

"It's sokey , you still have a chance to confess your feelings" Jennie hug me , and then the other start to hug me.

I walk out from school and waiting for jimin because we always walk together. I waving my hand up so he can see me . I walk to jimin "hey jiminie , let's walk together " I give him a smile a force smile. I was happy outside but deep down I was broken .

"Sorry y/n , I need to walk seulgi home" he said . The I look at seulgi , she was smirking at me . Uhh can I pull that smirk out from her freaking beautiful face .

I sigh and said "it's sokey , maybe next time ?"

They just walk past me .

Why jimin ? Why , you ignoring me. I'm so tired listening that from you.

I see seokjin Oppa , I walk to him and we walk home together.

I just go upstairs to my room and throw myself at the bed .

I skipped my dinner because I'm not in mood .

I cry and sobbing so hard . I cry loudly . Why the person I loved not noticed me . It's been 6 month Park jimin , and I still not confess my feelings to you . I cry harder and harder .

I was on my way to sleep , until I heard crying voice from y/n's room. Is there something wrong ? I quickly go to y/n's room and open the door . She cry ? Why? I look at those puffy eyes . Why is she crying ? I walk to her

"Y/n sweetie what wrong?" I asked.

I heard someone open my door .

"Y/n sweetie what wrong?" A sweet voice come . I know who is he . It's seokjin Oppa . Seokjin Oppa hold my face and start to talk "what wrong sweetie , is there something wrong ? Tell me , I ready to listening ."

I suddenly hug him and cry on his chest . " Why I loved the person who didn't loved me back ?" I cry harder at his chest.

"Shh gwaenchana (it's sokey) , forget about it . You still have chance to confess him" seokjin said while patting my back.

"Okey now change your clothes and sleep ." He said and leave the room .

I go to bathroom to take a shower. I opened my diary .

I closed my diary , a tear come from my eyes . I can't help myself but cry . I walk to my window and see if he was ther9 . Yes he was there sleeping peacefully. But when I look at him. My heart feel more pain than before . It's really hurt to see the person you loved but he didn't notice you .

I go to my bed and close my puffy eyes .

(Btw no hate on seulgi !! she is my fav baby :) )