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Taehyung was in his room, thinking about the younger as a pang of guilt was rushing through his veins for yelling at Jungkook but he snapped when he heard footsteps.

He tilted his head up, about to call out Eunbi's name as he thought that it's his daughter but he shut his mouth when he saw Jungkook.

"Kookie, what are you doing here at this time?" Taehyung asked, checking the wall clock as it's 10:00 pm.

Jungkook didn't say anything, just rushed towards the older and smashed his soft lips with the other's rough ones but he felt a sting in his heart when the blonde male pushed him.

"Kookie, we can't do this. This is wrong." Taehyung said as he ran his slender fingers through his hair.

"What do you mean?" Jungkook asked with furrowed brows.

"This kissing and all. We shouldn't do this. Fuck! It's all my fault. I should have already stopped you but I didn't. I'm sorry." Taehyung mumbled, his tone was low.

The younger stepped forward as he put his cold yet soft hand on the older's right bread cheek before speaking, "Don't say sorry, Tae and this isn't wrong."

Taehyung looked at the younger and found the younger leaning forward to his ear and whispered, "Tonight, let's do more than kissing." His tone was so seductive and the blonde male could feel himself hard.

The more he is trying to stay away from Jungkook, the more Jungkook was making it difficult for him.

He snapped when he felt a hand on his pants belt, "What are you doing, Kookie? Stop this." He yanked away the younger's hand.

"What's wrong with you Tae?! Don't you want this?! Don't you want to fuck me? Don't you want to hear me moaning your name? Don't you want my lips around your di____"

"SHUT UP! JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!!' Taehyung screamed from the top of his lungs, disappointed by the younger's words.

"What rubbish are you saying? Have you lost your mind?!" Taehyung shouted, ruffling his hair.

Jungkook remained silent for a moment but then confessed, "I love you." His doe eyes were on Taehyung who wasn't looking surprised at all.

Of course, Taehyung knows that the younger has feelings for him. In fact, he loves the younger too but he can't accept the younger because of Eunbi.

"I'm sorry." Taehyung said in a blank tone and the younger felt like someone stabbed his heart.

"W-Why are you saying sorry Tae?" He asked with his glossy eyes.

The blonde male let out a small sigh before scolding himself, "This is all my fault. I should have stopped you before. It's my fault."

Jungkook curled his hands into fists as tears welled up in his eyes, "Yes! It's all your fault! It's your fault that you made me fall for you! It's your fault that you kept kissing me! It's your fault that I thought, you love me too!"

Taehyung felt his heart clenched to see tears in the younger's eyes as he stepped forward, brought his hands up only to cup the younger's gorgeous face and wiped the younger's tears with the pad of his thumbs.

"K-Kookie, look, I-I'm fifteen years older than you and I-I have a daughter." Taehyung stated in a helpless tone.

Jungkook looked at the older with his teary eyes and said, "Age doesn't matter but what does matter is true feelings."

"I-It does matter Kookie. I-I---We c-can't. Y-You'll find someone better, someone as your age." Taehyung said, not looking at the younger as he felt his chest getting heavy by his own words.

"I-I can't love anyone else the way I love you. It's just impossible." He said as a tear fell on his cheek.

Taehyung didn't say anything as he backed away from the younger, turned around, feeling his own eyes getting watery.

He knew that one day, these feelings will hurt him and Jungkook too.

Jungkook wiped his tears as he didn't want to give up on the older so easily. He walked to the older, grabbed his arm, stopping him, and then just connected his lips with the older.

Taehyung tightly shut his eyes as he wanted to push away but he couldn't and he pulled the younger closer by his waist because he is getting addicted to the younger's soft lips.

After a while, Jungkook broke the kiss and rested his forehead on the older whose eyes were closed while tears were falling on his bread cheeks from his closed eyes.

Jungkook smiled as he wiped the older's tears causing the older to open his eyes and then they just stared into each other's eyes but they snapped when---

"What the hell are you doing here?!" Eunbi asked through gritted teeth.

Taehyung instantly gave a soft push to the younger, giving pain to him.

"Eunbi, T-This isn't what i-it loo____" "Stop lying to me, dad!" Eunbi grumbled angrily.

The blonde male gulped as he stepped towards his daughter, about to touch her shoulder but Eunbi backed away and Taehyung felt a pang in his heart.

"Princess, I____" "Why dad? Why are you not thinking properly? He is gay and he wants you to be gay too!" She said while giving a disgusted look to Jungkook who just stood there silently.

"Do you want me to be a part of gossip in my school? Or do you want yourself to be a part of the news headlines?!" She said sarcastically, rolling her eyes.

Taehyung didn't say anything, feeling so fucking bad after hearing every single word from his daughter's mouth.

Eunbi took a deep breath as she looked at her dad and said, "Dad, if you love me then tell him to stay away from us. Tell him to not come in our house again."

Taehyung bit his lip, moved his head, and looked at Jungkook who had tears in his glorious bambi eyes then he looked back at his daughter who was looking so angry.

He felt tears in his eyes as he was so confused, didn't know whom to choose? His daughter who is his life or Jungkook who is his love? Whom should he choose?

His life or his love??

After thinking a lot, he exhaled a breath as he spoke up, "Kookie, you should g-go."

Jungkook felt another pain in his heart as he shook his head in denial, tears were flowing from his eyes, "N-No! I won't. I love you and I know, y-you love me too." He walked to the older, hugged him tightly, and buried his face in the older's chest.

Taehyung's eyes teared up too as he curled his hands into fists, stopping himself from hugging the younger.

Eunbi got furious as she walked to them and pulled apart Jungkook from the blonde male.

Jungkook couldn't help but get furious too as he looked at her with his watery yet red eyes, "It's all your fault! Can't you see Tae loves me? Why are you doing this? Don't you want your dad to be happy?!" He spat angrily but his voice was trembling.

"I want my dad to be happy but with a girl. Not with you so just go." Eunbi said bitterly, pointing towards the main door.

Jungkook gritted his teeth as he burst out in anger, "You know what?! You're a fucking bitch! You don't seem like Tae's daughter! Oh--wait! You must be like your mother who must be a bitch too!"

She flinched at the other's harsh tone as she didn't say anything, bowed her head as a few tears rolled down her cheeks.

Taehyung immediately rushed to his daughter because he knows that his daughter is sensitive to the 'mother' topic. He didn't waste any time and just embraced his daughter in his arms, rubbing her back and Eunbi broke down in her dad's arms and this time, her tears were genuine.

"You can make your dad a fool with your crocodile tears but not me so please, stop your drama!" Jungkook huffed, rolling his eyes.

"Kookie, shut up and just go!"

"If I'll go this time then I won't come back to your house." Jungkook said in a low voice.

Taehyung closed his eyes and said, "Leave." He opened his eyes after speaking and felt a sting in his heart after seeing the younger's teary eyes.

"F-Fine! B-Be happy in your life and I-I'm sorry for wasting your time b-but don't worry, I won't come again." He said, eyes teary.

He turned around and started walking towards the main door, wanting the blonde male to stop him because he is sure that if the older wouldn't stop him this time then he won't come back to him.

Maybe...

Taehyung didn't stop him as he was hugging his daughter while tears were flowing from his eyes like a fountain and then Jungkook just disappeared from there.

Taehyung started crying more while thinking, "I'm sorry Kookie."

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