《Am I really though? (Sanderssides HumanAU)》Twenty-three: Patton
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The door swung open and Roman wrapped patton in his arms even tighter.
"Relax nitwit, I'm not here to hurt either of you I brought you a guest." Roman stiffened and Patton looked up seeing someone get dragged through the door.
"Dee!" Roman glared at the other patton standing in the door.
"He's okay, I just sedated him." He pushed Janus forward and Janus stumbled forward.
"Ro..." he nodded and Patton ran towards him. He pulled Janus from the other Patton and towards Roman.
"He gets to stay here until Remus decides his fate. Bye losers." He left the room. Roman looked worriedly at Janus.
"Kiddo can you hear me?" Patton asked. He nodded his head.
"I feel weak.." he mumbled. "I know I'm here...but I'm so tired I..." he wobbled a little. Patton helped him over to the table.
"It's alright we've got you." Patton whispered. Roman walked over and held januss hand.
"Why are you here?" He asked. Janus held his head.
"L-Linus said he'd take me to you because the other two couldn't come..." Janus looked up at them. "Don't be mad I-."
"So that's that bastards name." Roman growled. He looked at Patton. "We'll get out of this when Remus comes back we'll just have to..."
"Play his stupid game?" Patton asked. "He's gotten us so many times already it's obvious he can do it at any moment in time Roman! I'm scared..."
"Patton I will not let him touch you again, I promise." Patton pulled the sweater around himself more.
"Sometimes we shouldn't promise things Ro..." Patton looked away. Roman grabbed his hand.
"Patt, I promise I will not let him touch you! Please Patt believe me on that." Roman looked at Janus. "He May have us trapped here but that doesn't mean we have to follow his rules."
"But Ro he will hurt the others..." Patton pulled away and looked at Janus. "Kiddo you feeling any better?" Janus nodded and looked at Roman.
"I agree with dad, we should...we should at least fight back." Janus looked back at Patton. "He's hurting you, look at what he's forcing you to fucking wear! Come on you can't just...let the idea of him hurting anyone force you to submit to anything he wants to do to you that's not right!"
"Janus...please stop it." Patton shook his head. "I just don't want anything to happen to any of you again because I was too stupid-."
"YOU ARENT STUPID! HES A FUCKING RAPIST!" Janus screamed. "He hurt Logan, he hurt you...he almost hurt Virgil. You aren't stupid trying to fight back Dad."
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"He keeps threatening you all!" Patton cried. Roman froze and Patton covered his mouth.
"Patton..." Roman looked at Patton as tears flowed down his face. "Did you just...has he hurt you like that before!?" Patton pulled away from Roman and Janus shaking, and wiping his tears.
"R-Ro your s-scaring me..." Patton flinched when Roman tried to reach for him.
"Patton, please...did he hurt you?" Roman asked calmer. Janus stared shocked at Patton who nodded his head.
"I only know because one day Linus was talking to Remus and..and Remus was bragging about it." Tears filled Patton's eyes more but he calmed down enough to talk. "I... I don't know what to do I don't remember it...I mean I sort of do but I also don't and I am just scared..." Roman walked over slowly to Patton and held out his arms.
"Patt, can I get a hug?" He asked. Patton jumped into his arms.
"You aren't disgusted with me?" He asked. Roman gently ran his fingers through Patton's hair.
"No, I'm not. I will never be. You are my fiancé Patton, nothing anyone ever does to you will ever make me hate you." Roman leaned forward and smiled sadly. "Can I kiss you?" He asked. Patton looked up and kissed Roman. Janus gagged.
"Gross you two." Roman pulled away and laughed.
"Oh you hush." Roman playfully shoved Janus. Janus just smiled at Patton who looked down. Should he tell them what Remus did? Probably...but then they'd probably be disgusted with him. "Patt?" Roman asked. Patton looked up and sighed.
"It...it was a long time ago before we met...Remus-he...well I didn't think anything of it being a freshman at the time...but we were really good friends and he just got really close to me and I just...well I never told anyone this so this is kinda hard to talk about...." Patton looked at his hands.
"Patton oh my god did he touch you?" Roman asked. Patton looked up at Roman and nodded.
"It was back then before...before my dad had him sent away. I was...I was sad and upset and-."
"Patton, you were a kid." Roman kissed Patton's forehead. "God...I can't believe him."
"I can, Hes an asshole." Janus grumbled. Patton got lost in thought. How did he not realize that Remus raped him? God he was such an idiot....
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Patton smiled excitedly as him and Remus walked into the empty theater.
"Oh my god Remus I've never missed a class are you sure we should-." Remus suddenly had Patton against the wall. He forced a kiss on Patton's lips and Patton kissed back. Remus started to play with Patton's shirt and suddenly it was over his head and on the floor. Patton pulled away from the kiss for a moment and Remus stopped.
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"Just shut up patton." Remus smiled at him. Patton smiled back unsure as Remus suddenly dragged him towards the stage, and took him behind the curtains. Patton looked at Remus.
"Remus I...I don't know about this." He whispered. "What if we get caught?" Remus just laughed and shoved him to the ground. He winced in pain.
"Caught? Your dads the principle just make up an excuse, say it was your idea or something." Remus started to take off Patton's pants.
"But he doesn't even know I'm gay remus...if he thinks this was my idea l-." Remus just leaned over and kissed Patton shutting him up. They kissed even more passionately and suddenly Patton was naked. He widened his eyes and shook his head. "Remus if we get caugh-."
"We won't be." Remus cooed. "Don't worry about it." They continued and Remus continued touching Patton who just melted into the touch. It felt wrong but Remus didn't want to stop. They stopped after awhile and Remus got up.
"Where are you going?" Patton asked sitting up, wincing slightly.
"To the locker room, we should clean up." He laughed. Patton looked down and flinched then smiled when Remus leaned down and kissed him gently. "Besides I know you have that meeting with your dad later you don't want to miss." They went to the locker room and both hopped into the shower. Patton looked down at his legs as they were shaking. Why did that feel wrong? He cared for Remus so why did that feel wrong?
****days later: up on the rooftop****
"Remus...can we talk about...about the day in the theater?" Patton asked. Remus smiled and moved closer to patton kissing his cheek and drinking from the bottle he had.
"Wasn't that fun? I mean, we can do it again if you'd like?" He smirked as he got closer to Patton. Patton pushed him away.
"I have a meeting with my dad soon Rem." Remus frowned.
"Ah fine, lets talk about...swearing!" Patton giggled and they got right into a conversation before he took a swig of remuss drink...and things went downhill from there. Patton sat in his dads office. He missed Remus.
"I can't believe you..." he growled. Patton bit his lip trying not to fight back. Remus was already gone there was nothing he could do.
"Remus was my...my boyfriend. My best friend. I can't believe you just sent him away like that!" Patton cried. His father just shook his head and left the office.
"Find your own way home." He growled as he slammed the door shut. Patton lived an hour away from the school...his walk was about to be hell. Thunderstorms were on the way. He sighed and walked out of the office leaving the school.
"Oh, Patton right?" Patton looked up and saw Remus...no...Roman his twin. He sighed and looked down.
"Hi Roman." He mumbled.
"You look like shit, where you heading?" Roman asked. Patton looked up at the storm clouds and back at Roman.
"Home." He mumbled. "My dad and I got into a fight and he...told me to walk home."
"That's not good, come on get in. It's about to thunderstorm and I would hate to see you walk home in this and get sick." Patton got in and they drove to Patton's house. Patton bit his lip as everything was silent between them.
"Roman...can you...is Remus okay?" Patton asked. Roman parked the car and looked at Patton shocked.
"He outed you to your father, and forced you to-."
"He didn't force me to do anything! I wanted to be with him." Patton bit his lip. "Remus was my boyfriend..."
"But you denied that earlier." Roman pointed out. "Or tried to before your father interrupted."
"Can you not pry for once?" Patton growled out. Roman pouted.
"Geez I'm just trying to help you...besides we haven't heard anything from Remus. My parents signed the paperwork and told them to not contact us about him unless he's dying."
"Oh..." Patton looked away. Why did he feel so guilty about this? "Okay...thanks for the ride."
"No problem."
Patton looked up at Roman and Janus who were curled up asleep. When did they move to the couch? He sighed and looked at Roman a small smile on his lips. He loved Roman with all his heart and will do anything to protect him. Patton bit his lip and looked away sadly. If that meant Remus used him...then so be it.
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