Thin Line Between Hate and Love

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Lisa's POV

Once I saw her transfer in our school

Walk like she own the place

Smile, and capture everyones' attention

I HATED HER

I hate that gummy smile

Hate the way that she pout

It's not really cute you know

It's cute and you hate it

Yeah, yeah, shut up brain

Back to the list I hate about her

I hate those cat-eyes

I hate how if seems like she can look through my soul

I hate that I always see her wherever I go

I hate that no matter how bad I treat her

She just smile

She's so kind

And I hate it

I don't know what drives me to hate her

There is just this something that push me to hate her? Like, I don't know.

I also can't understand myself.

It's like, I want to criticize everything she does and feel that I don't want to see her, but when I don't, I always panic? I'm always worried. I always want to know where she is. I don't want her out of my eye sight.

The hell is this !?

I'm confused!

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