I remember the moment

I first saw you.

You were walking tall

With a smirk on your face

I was only 18 then,

But of you, I wanted a taste

A taste of your touch

The feel of your hands roaming

My skin.

I yearned for your attention

Just a little look.

You had a wife then.

She was a witch

But you cheated on her

With a barbie bitch.

You started messing with me.

I thought I was special.

You took care of me

Like we were meant to be

You treated my family

Like your own

Though your mother forced you

To marry another soul.

You planted your seed in me

Aliston was the outcome

It took a while for you to see

I was the right one.

You married Natalie

Then I fled.

You chased me

You searched

And showed me that we're

Meant to be.

None of this would have happened.

If I wasn't your maid.

If I wasn't cleaning floors

For my family's sake.

If I wasn't dusting,

Your billion dollar China

If I hadn't let you

Into my vagina.

If you had just let me be

And didn't run after me

When I flee.

If you allowed me

To pursue my own life

If you hadn't made me your

God forsaken wife!

I wouldn't be here,

Standing at the door.

Wishing that I could die

A little more.