I gave him the chance

To attend my three month clinic

He was excited

But I couldn't stand being near him

Knowing what he had done.

I deserve better.

My savings are getting bigger,

Since Alistair pays me a lot

And is paying me more

As if money will fill

The empty void he has left

In this dying heart

He had ruined me.

In two months time

I'll have a million!

Enough to flee and start a new life

I'll move to Texas

And to hell with this city!

For the wife of the man I love

Only shows me pity.