The patchy drizzle of the dark warm clouds shows the dull yet misty. I was soaked completely as I tried my stiffening muscles to warm. These clouds and dark sky always reminds me of her. I close my eyes and feel the deepest and silent screams of those painful tears which I never noticed before.

The guilt eating me internally and agonise me. I undergo great mental anguish where it's impossible to get back to the previous state and fake it anymore. The low bass of someone could be heard with the chirping sounds of birds.

I felt like under this drizzle I wanted to rinse all my doings which hurts someone and sends them into the deepest pits of ruining and damage. Every second is like heavy for me to breathe.

I felt like I'm lost in a desert and when I try to find water it was visible to my eyes from far away but then when I got closer it gets disappeared. It's all lie, lie to my eyes. And this same occurs with me when I was blinded in vengeance and did not think how much I'm sending pain and agony to someones.

I was ruining someone's poor innocent heart, someone's pure love. And I did I destroy and damaged it.

"Taehyung" a loud noise came from behind as I tilted my head to see jungkook screaming. The expression of him showing that he was so desperate to say something as I knitted my brows in confusion.

I went near the room as I was on my balcony under the drizzle. Whenever I miss her I came to the balcony or under the sky to feel her. Indeed she is in my heart and I don't need her to visible to my eyes. My love for her is something which I don't need a person to love.

But I realised too late.

It was a blunder mistake of my life.

And I regret it.

Her love changes me a lot.

I stopped all the illegal stuff.

For two years I was in prison for kidnapping young ladies and making sex and drug trade. Actually I myself submitted to a police station when I open my eyes in the hospital after that day and also after hearing the most painful news.

She is in a coma.

When I remember about my beautiful yet painful time with her I always get calmness in my heart. She brings calm to my heart.

Still, her presence is missing.

I missed her.

A lot!!

The pain In my heart raises every single second in the hope of her consciousness. But she never woke up in these two years. I even completed my punishment lawfully but see she is not coming back to me.

When will she?

She is giving me very good punishment by staying away from me. I mentally chuckled how she chases me and her smile? Her smile is the most beautiful one and it always melts me. Her smile is the first thing which I fell for her and then the way of her loving me is a secondary thing that teaches me a lot.

Angels love is a pure and exciting one that excites me to love her more but Hana's love is deepest and innocent which teaches me true intentions and the real meaning of loving someone.

It teaches me how crazy love is and also how beautifully damaged.

Yea our love is beautifully damaged.

"Hyung" Jungkook panted while bending and touching his knees for support. "What happened?" I asked curiously. "Hyung I have news for you" my eyes went narrowed as I gave him a questionable look. "Hyung she moves her finger today" after hearing this a chill sends to my spine. My whole body becomes frozen.

Did she move her fingers? Does it mean she showed some movements after two fucking years? In these two years, I never talked to jungkook. Because he tries to kill my queen. He was guilty of doing such a horrible thing but I can understand he is unaware of her but he tries to take an innocents life and that is completely unforgivable and unforgettable.

I locked myself in a room for two months after I realises from prison. I stopped talking unnecessarily with Jimin, jungkook and yoongi Hyung. After that incident I never saw him I don't know how much time will it take to see him one more time but through Jimin, I ask for his details.

Yoongi hyung is doing fine with his newly wedded wife. Yes, he get married a month ago. He waits a lot for Hana to woke up but recently, he started losing hope. But not me I'm not gonna lose hope and I'm damn sure she will wake up one day and here I'm waiting for her.

Because I need to make her queen of my heart officially.

Tears of joy filled in my eyes after hearing the news. I was so glad for her and I'm already doing so hard work for her.

I got ready and was leaving for the hospital to see Hana. I was excited and so happy. My prayers for her started working and my hope with patience I know one day I will be satisfied with it. I quickly hopped into my car and left.

After reaching I went first to her ward and opened the door to see her lying unconscious as always. Painfully guilty tears fell from my eyes. The past is still raw to me to remember all those things which I had with her. The first encounter, the highway kiss, the first date, when I first tasted her favourite ice cream kulfi, our first 'it's everything I remembered and recalled it occasionally and repeatedly.

How can I forget these beautiful memories with her?

I sat near her on the stool and gently held her weak thin hands in my hands. I sighed as I saw how thin she became in these two years. My chest heaved up and down as pitiful tears came out. An unknown gush of painful pang hit on my heart when I remembered how badly I treated her in the initial days.

My chest tightened when I observed her facial expressions which were showing dead. No emotions nothings only dead. I caress her forehead before kissing her and stayed in that position for some time. As I felt like I'm so close to her heart.

I'm right?

All the tubes with an injection needle injected her at the back of her palm. The iv fluids were attached and also a pulse oximeter to her index finger which shows her cardiac readings and oxygen levels. Her pulse is so slow I hope it increases a little bit so that she could show another movement.

My tears imprinted on her face as I sadly chuckled at her even not having a chance to complain. I practically soaked her face from my tears. I once again kissed her forehead multiple times. "Wake up soon baby I'm dying to see your smile."

A door opened as I tilted my head to see yoongi Hyung burning in rage. I dropped my gaze in guilt which never gonna disappeared he ran to me and pushed me hardly making me stumbled back, still I stayed quiet and did not utter a single word.

"How many times shall I warned you not to come here next time." He again pushed me aggressively and what I see next thing makes me fell on the ground he punched on my face. "H-Hyung" I tried to say but he yanked me and spoke bitterly by showing a rage-full finger on me "DONT." A tear welcomed from my eyes as I saw young hyung's burning gaze yet hatred for me.

If he could hate me that much then what about Hana? What if she also started hating me when she woke up? No no no she can't otherwise I'm gonna die. I can't handle or tolerate her hatred for me.

This shouldn't happen.

The drizzling over my face witnessing how broken the sky is along with me. The guilt already washed away as I remembered each painful gaze to me. Those days were badly damaged and I didn't realise how badly I tortured her poor soul and pure love for me.

A sigh escaped by seeing an unconscious figure laying on the hospital bed. I dragged myself out of the room before hopping into my car. "So why am I here?" I sat down comfortably on the car seat as I tilted my head only to see jungkook my best man and my protector Aka ex-bodyguard staring at me cluelessly.

"I want you to protect Hana" I could see his brows furrowed in confused I thought for a while before clearing out him. "I know there is no danger revolving around her but you know I still think she needs someone who can give full safety and in my view, you are only the person to whom I could trust blindly."

He imitated the way I spoke and I rolled my eyes. "Can't you just take a breathe and forget for some time Hyung? I can see The guilt eating you" the younger one complained. "Hyung you are having a hard time and I think I can't understand the pain your feeling right now but you know what you're destroying yourself and making yourself thin day by day because of this shit stress and guilt"

"Oh please shut up jungkook and do as I said" I somehow commanded him like a young master I did years ago. His eyes bend down automatically and simultaneously agreeing on the fact I'm his young master and he needs to obey my order. After all the guilt not only me I'm facing but also him for mistakenly trigger a bullet on her.

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"Wait let me adjust your collar for you" plump pink lip with a broad smile exclaimed to her man. "Thank you" she fluttered at his comment and stood silent. He could see a pink shade already formed on both of her cheeks which only shows how shy she is.

"Can I request something?" He nodded at his wife's comment. "Can I come with you too?" Both of them stayed silent for some time filling an awkward atmosphere. "I just want to see Hana" he again nodded at his wife's statement and both are left for the hospital.

"My name is iu can you please show me the room in which miss min Hana is admitted?" She asked front desk women. "Sorry mam who are you to her?" She gulped before answering as already a voice comes from behind making her jumped a little bit.

"My wife" she quickly bend her gaze to the floor as he came closer to them. "Oh, Mr min yoongi I'm sorry I did not know she is your wife" the front desk woman apologised. "Can't you just wait for me till I parked my car?" Yoongi scolded his wife.

"Sorry" she muttered and left as yoongi followed her from behind. She was a little bit upset at her newly wedded husband who scolded her in front of front desk women. Yoongi notices her childish angry behaviour but stood quiet and observed her carefully. He finds her cute. And a small unnoticed smile crept on his gummy lips.

The newly wedded pair enters into ward and as soon as they entered they gasped in shock and their eyes widened. They find an empty bed and room. A sly smirk form on someone's lips which did not get noticed by older one.

"Where did she go?"

How did you felt by sudden IU new entry? All though her role is so minor.

What do you think about Empty bed? Where did hana went? Or get kidnapped or took away?