This chapter left me in a mixed mood of emotions I'm sure you also felt something at the end of this chapter. 💜

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I lifted my gaze and see him... There he is standing with a young lady beside him like a king smiling brightly making my heart dropped instantly.

Taehyung shook hands with my unwanted fiancée my eyes become watery, he's not alone he's with some young lady and both were smiling brightly. The lady comes towards me hugged me. Congratulating me as well.

I didn't know what's happening and can't able to process what's going on. My hands are shivering as my eyes diverted at my fiancée. My eyes widened when I realised who is my fiancée. He's none another party spoiler... at the bar. I insulted him....!!! I still remember that scene.

" ARE YOU OUT OF MIND? LEAVE MY HAND."

"Please help me I don't know how to swim."

" IDIOT CAN'T YOU SEE, HOW DARE YOU TO PULL ME WITH YOU WHEN YOU KNOW YOU'RE GOING TO FALLING ."

" what now? Why are you staring at me, say sorry to me?."

" why would I do? It's a mistake."

" I'm the owner of this bar and I'm one of the most successful and famous businessmen of South Korea."

"So what should I do? Did I ask you? Who said you're famous?."

how dare- ."

" stop your fucking dares I'm not scared of you to listen, mister, it's a mistake so take it easy and yeah your not so beautiful or handsome man so whatever you want I'll accept I'm not one of your sluts who will fall for your charms and kneeled in front of you and begged lol."

As soon as I was about to leave he swiftly grabbed my arm furiously but I yanked it and I slapped his cheek in reflex.

All the mouths and eyes were wide opened by seeing the front scenario, " don't touch me" I spoke in gritting my teeth. I can see his cheek turned red hot but I didn't bother to react more so I ignored his condition.

"If your a man then live like a man" I spoke cooly as I can see his face turned into more red.

I then snap out of my thoughts when someone interrupted me by saying.

"My heart dropped when I realised his smirk playing on his face. I didn't know that his smirk signals me all I know is my love, my breath is standing in front of me With another girl.

Taehyung gave me a slight smirk as well and left from there. My eyes are glued to him... He was smiling and talking and giggling as nothing had between us.

It means he didn't care, he never cared about me.

"Seeing others men and drooling someone's man is a crime...Mrs Park." Jimin stated teasingly. My eyes diverted at him with a frown he chuckled at me as he answered. "You're seeing him...he's my best friend and the lady beside him is his fiancee...Kim Krystal."

My eyes widened in shock and surprise as if the floor slip away under my foot. My entire body shivered when I tossed my head back to see him and he was already staring at me with empty and emotionless eyes making my heart churn and burn under his powerful gaze.

"I think you didn't forget how you insulted me and slapped me... So how does it feel too broke?." Jimin's vicious words confused me more as I look at him as he smirks and spits venom, " obviously I'm talking about Taehyung with you...I only told him to play with you and show you the real place where you belong." His again vicious words shattered my heart into minute pieces.

It was just a game for him...!!

"Now it's my time Hana... to break you more." By saying this he came close and side hugged while smiling and posing at the camera. I saw Oppa smiling but I noticed his smile not reaching his eyes and then I noticed Taehyung going towards him as I frowned in confusion.

Oppas figure stiffened when he sees Taehyung coming towards him, his expressions become serious when he comes to him. Taehyung whispered something to his ears as Oppa closed his eyes and I can see his tense figure. What did he tell him? And how does he knows him?

Does Oppa know everything? Everything about me with the? That's why Taehyung went near and whispered? No no no it's not like that.!! And then I noticed Taehyung left with a smirk on his scarlet heart lips.

Everything that is happening to me today is too much for me to understand and know everything. I just wanted to disappear in the thin wind.

The engagement party was over and I was laying on my bed gazing night sky with my aching eyes. My heart is bleeding right now, it was just a game for him. Just a game for him.!! And nothing.

Just a game for him.... an act of revenge for his best friend and nothing much.

I kept repeating those words... that's why he told me in a hospital that I have to bear more pain and this is nothing much. He succeeded to break me.!! Just for a foolish reason, he played nicely with me. Wow, Taehyung wow you won and I lose.

You must be happy right now knowing how it will break me and shattered me under your gaze and for your forbidden love.

I smiled while crying and crying as I started laughing and crying at the same time. God, he succeeded in breaking me in every possible way. He just gave me the most beautiful darkness in my life.

I still remember his empty and emotionless eyes looking at me is killing me more. I wish I could die that...I wish my eyes never opened. This is too much death for me living like a dead person and that Jimin his best friend is threatening me to give more pain and wanted to play with me.

God, what did I do to deserve all this pain? I just loved him that's all, loving him is the crime? This was more killing than dying. It is better to die than to live with him.

I beat my chest to lower the pain but it's not happening, only a week is there for my MARRIAGE, and I couldn't help but do cause of my appa and eomma, for my family. Otherwise, he'd be upset with me.

I don't want them to know... Now it's impossible cause I to Taehyung was just a game and that's all..!!

Eomma and appa were so happy and started preparing for my wedding. Yeri didn't call me nor messaged me since that day, I wonder what happened to her.

I wish she come to my wedding.!! Only she was there who can understand my feelings and emotions. On the other hand, Oppa becomes so silent these days and I don't know what happened and what gotten him?

Is he alright? I wish he could cause after me he needs to stay alone and spent the time alone. I chuckled while crying by recalling the sour and sweet memories of us being jerks and ranting. It was the best memories of us.

I sighed and wipes my tears. I don't want to marry him. What should I do? Knowing my love with someone's else is so much killing me, tearing me apart. I then heard some noises and saw some figure is trying to come inside through the window, my eyes are widened in fear.

"W-who are you." Then the light comes on his face as my breath hitched my meeting with the coldest mesmerising eyes. "T-Taehyung" I stammered.

He was smirking and exclaimed, " was my baby missing me?." My throat becomes dried and gasped. No words are coming out of my mouth and looking at him shockingly.

He came closer and stood in front of me wrapping his muscular arms around me as I stood there frozen in his warm arms. He brings his face near my ears as his lips were slightly touching my cheeks having goosebumps all over my body.

My entire body shuddered by hearing his deep yet calm voice, I couldn't able to protest him nor able to push him away. It was just a game for him. This line only roaming all over my mind.

"I asked you something baby and you know I don't like being ignored" He gawked at me straightly as he didn't get my answer. My eyes become watery by looking at his empty eyes which freezing my entire body and shuddered.

I noticed some strange emotions pass by in his eyes, as I couldn't able to understand what's that? He came closer to me and his warm lips locked with mine giving me goosebumps all over my body. The kiss was warm, euphoric and ravished. He deepened the kiss by pulling me to him more by my neck.

He groaned when I didn't open my mouth for him to enter his tongue as he harshly bit my lower lip making me winced in pain as I opened my lips making him enter his tongue in my mouth exploring every inch of mouth.

I gasped when his cold fingers inserted in my top at the back roaming. My hot tears falling on my cheeks... even though he didn't stop and kissing me harshly this time making me winced in pain more.

I struggled under his strong arms but again I was failed. He then slowly pulled out from the kiss when he noticed I was going out from the air. He then attached his forehead with mine. "Do you love me?" His question froze me.

"But you didn't love me" I back questioned him making him groaned. "Answer my question baby" His tone was cold like icy making me shuddered at his powerful gaze. I nodded.!! "I need words" His voice comes out hoarse.

"Y-yeah" I answered in whispers, "then let me have you tonight Hana" His statement makes me froze at my place. My ears couldn't believe what did he just said. I shook my head in disagreement as he sighed. His hot breath fanning on my face this much closer we were.

"Let me love you tonight, anyhow your going to marry my bestie the day after tomorrow" His tone comes out like mocking as I closed my eyes in embarrassment as I remembered how foolish I was to fell in love with a heartless creature.

"Let me savour every inch of your beautiful skin" His nasty comments making my heart bleed more. To be honest I too want it but then only a question comes out.

Why can't he .......love me back?

"I know you want it too, you just controlling yourself Hana" Taehyung cooed.

Why can't he .....just see my painful tears?

"Allow me, Hana, I'll make your tonight more pleasurable and memorable" Taehyung purred.

Why can't he......see how badly my heart is bleeding?

With his comments he softly placed me on the soft mattress, I melt it. Yes, I was defeated under him. I'm allowing him to destroy me and ruin me completely and I don't have any regrets cause I'm submitting myself to my lover, my Taehyung. My first time is going with my forbidden love.

"I'm allowing myself to you to ruin me and destroy me completely" I hissed.

He smirked before answering, "to be honest I don't need someone's permission to destroy and ruin, I was just being gentlemen you know before destroying you completely" Taehyung muttered. I closed my eyes as the tears are falling Causes cheeks to wet.

He kissed my hot tears softly and mumbled..."not today Hana, make this night memorable and pleasurable" I opened my eyes to see his strange eyes who was showing kind of emotions that I couldn't process whats that.

He pressed his lips on mine and deepened the kiss by exploring every inch of my mouth. I hissed when he tried to take my top. I stopped him from taking out the top, my helpless and pleading eyes met with his empty eyes. I try to search for some love and care for myself but I couldn't find it and this makes me broke more.

He leaned and kissed me both eyes signalling it'd be alright as he takes my top and throws it on some corner of a room. His cold long slender fingers were all over my bare stomach and cleavage as I shuddered.

His kisses going from my mouth to my neck giving open kisses and slightly sucking making light purple and pink shades. I Moaned when his wet kisses pressing against my sweet spot giving impressions.

I arched back at the most euphoric feeling which I had never experienced before. I clutched his soft fur-like hair in response to his sinful touch. His sinful Aroma making me insane for him more now.

He groaned when I unintentionally pulled his hair while feeling ecstatic as he brings his face right in front of my face as my breath hitched witnessing the coldest mesmerising eyes off him which were full of the deep ocean-like.

He leaned and kissed my forehead softly as I felt this gesture of him is genuine and more pleasing. It was more blissful yet enchanted. He then went to open my bra as my breath hitched when his long slender comes in contact with my bare warm back.

Now my top was completely bare under him, I was shy and closed my eyes in response to his purred kisses over my two nipples. His warm kisses shuddered me, as a shiver sends down to my spine.

He started biting at one breast and from his other hand is massaging me giving me an orgasmic feeling. I moaned his name as I pulling his soft fur-like hair. "T-Tae" I vaulted. As soon as I take his name, he harshly bites my nipple causing me to moaned louder his name.

He diverted his lips on my next breast and continue with breast massaging with his other hand. I wonder how he's so flawless and good at giving me someone's pleasure, it seems like he's pro at this. Then again something clicked in my mind, did he ever before did the thing?

By thinking of that hot tears fell from my eyes as I curved under him making him confused at my sudden behaviour. "What happened Hana? are you not liking it? Should I give you some more pleasure by doing it another way?" I closed my eyes in embarrassment and pain.

Why can't he see the pain in me? Just why? "Hey, look at me" He purred as I opened my eyes and look at his deep ocean-like eyes making my heart somersaulted instantly. How beautiful and handsome he is.

"I wonder how so you know so perfectly to give pleasure someone, I mean did you-" I stopped as I gulped not daring to complete the sentence. He understands it and smirked while exclaiming, "jealous?"

I look away from his powerful gaze as my chest hammering up and down at a fast pace as he looks at it giving me shivers. "You so beautiful and I loved it when I make you weak for me" His out of nowhere statement makes my heart ponded. My chest heaved up and down as he smirks before continuing his thing.

"But let me inform you, baby, you are the first one which I was enjoying fully with so much ecstasy and euphoric, I felt like I'm over the moon, Hana" Hearing his compliment makes my cheeks heated up and a pink colour crept on both cheeks.

His wet kisses travelled to my tummy, I was so insecure about my body, in the first place he didn't love me and secondly, it's bothering me what if I can't able to please him?

I gulped when he positioned himself his thighs on both sides of my hips, he detached himself from me and was taking out his shirt as I immediately looked away making him chuckled.

"I loved it Hana making you all flustered underneath me" My heart trembled by hearing his statement. I wish I could make you fall for me also. By thinking this another hot tear dropped from my cheeks as on the next second his warm lips kissed my tears.

I saw his toned body but he didn't have 6 packs like others as he having a tummy, this makes me smiled. Taehyung notices it and asked. "What? You like it?" I was flustered by his smirk and gulped down.

"Gosh, you making me weak for you" He purred while kissing on my cheeks tightly not like softly. He's becoming weak for me? But why? He kissed my neck softly to proceed more.

"If your Oppa witness this then your Oppa would bite me raw" He exclaimed. His finger deepened more as the hot tears fell from my eyes. He was enjoying seeing me like this helpless under him.

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He detached himself from me as my eyes got teary again by thinking it's over now, and he will leave me and didn't opened my eyes as I kept my eyes closed not daring to meet my Weak eyes to his powerful eyes.

I heard he was wearing his clothes and then he again whispered as my heart dropped instantly. "I let out soft sobs and pushed my face into a pillow to cry out more. Taehyung sees how badly I was breaking as I said.

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He kept silent and left the room, without uttering a single word to me and this breaks me even more. I sobbed and cry out heartily all night.

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