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request from @rose_reads_books,

- you actually tell him yourself

- it's getting worse and you're getting scared

- he also doesn't know what to do

- is very grateful and proud of you for speaking up by yourself

- encourages you and goes with you to mr keating for help

- stands up to his father for the first time when he tells him he should leave you cause you're unstable

- never lets you forget your worth

- catches you in the act

- can't think of what to say or do

-he had been a bit worried about you but never imagined this

- you knew you couldn't hide so you talk to him while he cleans you

- cries with you

- feels guilty for feeling guilty cause he knows it's not about him

- listens to you and promises to get you help

- confused why you always wear his sweaters even when it hot

- also extremely confused why you won't do anything with him

- asks you in private but you refuse to talk

- tries to find ways to compromise

- so you write him a note explaining everything

- he's quite shocked to say the least

- helps you find the strength to get help and open up

- looking for a spare pen in your room

- ends up finding a razor blade you forgot to clean

- politely brings it up in private

- you were terrified cause you thought he'd be terrified

- but he offers to get you help

- doesn't pressure you to talk but listens when you do

- is with you every step on the way to recovery :))

- notices you have lots of burns but you tell him they were just accidents

- hardly believes you make that many accidents

- soon realises you don't have any candles in your room

- asks you what's really going on while studying in his room

- and you're tired of lying so you tell him

- praises you for being strong and talking

- thinks of things to do instead of actual self harm like elastic bands and red pen

- he takes off your blouse while making out

- and in the heat of the moment you completely forgot

- innocently asks what happened

- you tell him quietly while slowly breaking down into sobs

- you promise to tell him whenever you feel the need even if it the middle on the night

- is with you when you tell your parents and asks for professional help

- researches methods to distract you from your urges

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hello my guys, gals and non binary pals i hope you're all well and safe, ik shits been pretty crazy and i'd love to talk to you guys if you need it -g.