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Today me and Issac have spent the day in the little town. He's been groaning all day over his massive hangover, I try not to giggle every time. We're going on our date later so I hope he starts to feel better.

"Hey you" Karen and Lucy walk into the reception. I smile, they both look so pretty. They wear kimonos over there bikini's, they must've come from the hotel pool.

"Hi guys" I grin. Dad has taken Issac to cure his hangover I just hope dad has forgotten about last night. Issac is defiantly in the dog house for that one. "What you up to?" They look around, I'm guessing they're looking for Issac.

"Well me and Issac are going on a date, so I'm going to get ready" They both look at each other before giving me a mischievous smile. "Let's get you ready then!" They steer me upstairs.

"Show me your clothes" They're already planning outfits before we get into my hotel room. I unlock the door to be greeted by the fresh scent of clean washing. "Your room is cuter then mine" Lucy frowns, she looks at the light coloured wallpaper and cute décor.

Karen digs through my clothes, pairing outfits. "I'm going to have a quick shower" I gather all my needed products. "Oh! Do you want to try this new hair mask I've got? It's amazing" Karen is already out the room before she's finished her sentence, she's back a minute later with a red tube.

"Use this. Trust me, it's so good" She hands it to me. I remove the screw cap and smell its scent, It smells amazing. "Thank you" I smile as I go for the shower.

The warm water is relaxing as it flows down my back, I hum in response. I could stand here all day if I had the choice, but I get snapped back into reality when Lucy comes in to ask if I have any straighteners with me. "Yes, top draw of the dresser" I smile at her through the glass.

Lucy has just seen me naked, my brothers girlfriend has just seen me bare naked. Is that weird? I don't feel weird about it. I mean, we have the same parts so, does it matter? I giggle and wash my hair.

This seems like something out of the movies. Does this actually happen? Lucy did help me get ready for Nathan's party that one time but this is like a full makeover. It's kinda nice actually, none of my other friends have really done this with me, Henry would if I gave him chance but his version of a makeover is very bold and extreme.

I get out the shower, wrap myself in a towel and rejoin Karen and Lucy. "What do you think about this outfit?" Karen sits on the bed, next to where the clothes are laid out.

A little two piece lyes on the bed, I must have forgotten I packed it. It's a little strappy top-piece with a bow of the same pattern on the front and loose fitting shorts. Matched with a pair of black heels.

"Yes, I like it" I feel the cotton material in my fingertips. I sit down at my dressing table and brush my hair out. "Ever think of dying it?" Lucy helps me de-tangle my hair. "I'm not sure, I like the colour it is now but I would like something new"

I twirl my strands around my fingertip. I love having dad's colour hair, it makes me feel connected with him. But maybe I do need a change. I straighten my hair, Lucy helping me with the back. We talk about baby names, "I think Darcy is a real cute name" I wink. Karen rolls her eyes with a twinkle smile, "Of course you would"

"What names do you like?" I laugh. Lucy traps my hair and slides the straightens down my freshly washed locks. I can see the steam coming off them. "I quite like Rosemary for a girl or, Oscar for a boy" She ponders.

"Ezra's still not sure, I think he's panicking but we have time yet" She smiles holding her stomach, my smile turns into a frown. I wonder how Ellie is doing. She has her 12 week ultrasound in the next couple of days and I'm so heartbroken I can't go with her, she's having to go alone.

"I hope me and Joe can move out soon, I think he's far to comfortable at yours" Lucy laughs, shaking her head. "You can try but, I don't think he wants to leave mom" I frown.

"He's such a momma's boy" Karen shakes her head. She's sitting on the bed reading a magazine I brought at the airport. "How's life living with Ezra" Lucy places the straighteners down when she's finished.

"It's good" She smiles, "It's nice to have our own space" I start on my makeup. It's to hot to wear loads of makeup so I only flick my lashes over with mascara and a bit of blush.

"I always thought Ezra was the better looking brother" Lucy seems to think out loud. We both look at her. "I mean, come on? I love Joe but Ezra is the better looking one" Her cheeks flush with embarrassment, me and Karen start laughing.

It's quite weird to term my brother as good looking but I guess, he is. He has rich brown curls, they're fluffy and soft. We share dad's eyes which makes us look so alike, with our freckles and pale skin.

"Ellie thinks Joseph is cute" I almost gag saying the sentence. Describing my brother as cute is weird. Lucy laughs.

I get changed and cover myself with my most luxurious perfume. "Ready?" Karen smiles, she hands me my handbag. I nod, swinging it over my shoulder.

We leave the hotel room and file down the stairs. The hotel staff are setting up the restaurant and the entertainment for the night. "I think I see Bruce over there" Karen squints.

I look in her direction and see dads thick mod of hair, "That's him" I make my way over, but nearly trip up over myself when I see Issac. He's standing in a denim pair of jeans and a crisp white button up shirt. I gasp, my legs feeling like jelly.

"Have a nice time" Lucy winks just as Issac sees me approach. "T-thank you" I nod. They walk off leaving me with Issac. "Wow, you look beautiful" His dimple caves in when he smiles. I blush furiously.

"T-thank you" I repeat again, I can hardly manage to breath. His hair is styled and looking fluffy on his head. "Y-you look bad yourself" I quiver, "I mean- you don't look bad yourself!" I immediately correct myself, flushing with embarrassment.

He laughs. "C'mon, let's go" He takes my hand, which has grown clammy. I feel so nervous, my stomach is flipping like crazy. How can he still make me react like this? I feel just like I did on the first day of college, all he did was confirm who I was.

We walk along the sea front, just like we had earlier today. His aftershave scent waffs around him, it smells so good that I'm purposely sniffing the air. "Are you okay?" A laugh temps on his lips. I stop sniffing the air immediately, embarrassment flushing again.

"Y-yeah, you just s-smell really nice" I mumble. "I was hoping you'd like it, it's new" He smiles and butterfly's explode in my stomach. His dimple comes out again with his sparkling set of teeth.

"S-so we're we going?" I try to remain calm. I'm hoping he hasn't realized how nervous I am. "There's a beautiful little restaurant down here, Ezra showed it me yesterday" He looks in the direct of a little gap between the buildings.

"Are you sure it's down there?" I look around the deserted street, feeling wary. Nothing is lit up, all the shops are shut and this little road looks dark and gloomy.

"Issac this doesn't look safe" I squeeze his hand. "It's okay, I'm here, nothings going to happen" His confident voice wraps a blanket of comfort around me. "O-okay" He pulls me more towards him as he enter the silent road.

I can barely see in front of me, there's no street lights and the sun went down ages ago. I hear a muffled sound in the distance and nearly stop Issac's circulation. "It's okay. Trust me, I'm right here" His voice is right behind me when we go into single file.

My hand doesn't leave his, I hold it behind my back. Drips of water land on the ground into already formed puddles and the wind whistles in the breeze.

"Issac, I don't like this" My voice is shaky. "Just a little bit further" The road has now turned into an ally, it's smelly and I'm convinced rats are running around. It's never ending.

We trudge along until I see a burst of light the end of the ally. I speed up desperate to escape. The muffled noise turns into a lovely sound of music. When we get to the end, I gasp in surprise. It seems we've entered into a row of lit restaurants and live music. "Wow" My walk slows to a stop, my grip on Issac loosening.

"Beautiful, isn't it?" He stands next to me. The night life is great, people are dancing in the street and laughing from inside the candle lit buildings. "This is the place I was on about" He points to the restaurant in front of me.

The windows are floor to ceiling and I can see straight in to see the swinging ropes as chairs. "Wow" I gasp again, Issac laughs and guides me in.

"Table for two" Issac smiles at the waiter, I thank the man who opened the door for us.

We're guided to a window seat which apparently Issac specially booked. "This is.." My sentances trails off, I can't think of the right word. Music plays loud from the live band. A massive chandelier hands in the middle of the room, shining down on the dance floor where couples dance. Woman is pretty flowy dresses twirl around with massive smiles on their faces.

Every table is lit with a candle making the whole place feel warm and cosy. "Perfect?" Issac finishes my sentence. "Yes, perfect" I'm completely taken away, not being able to take my eyes off the room.

"I thought you'd like it" My arm jolts with electricity and I dart my eyes back to realise he's taken my hand. My stomach flips again when my eyes meet his.

The waiter returns and takes our drink order, we're apparently having the best wine they serve. "Thank you for bring me here" I smile. "I wanted to make it special" His smile matches mine, big and goofy. "I don't think we're been on a prober date. Not one you'd call a date anyway" His eyes roll playfully.

"Everywhere you've taken me has been perfect, who do you know?" I say amazed, realising how he's got it so right every time. "I don't know. I guess I just listened" Our hands are still connecting, filling my body with warmth.

"I feel bad, I never take you to places like this" I frown. "Anywhere I go with you is special" He squeezes my hand. I can't help the massive grin that erupts on my face.

The waiter comes back with our drinks, leaving the bottle in a bucket of ice. I take a snip, the wine hits my mouth like a triangle, bursting flavour.

"Wow" Issac pulls a sour like taste, obviously taken back by the sudden flavour. "That's good" He nods, exploring the after taste, just as I'm doing.

The music carries on into the night. I watch the people dance outside, wondering how they have the courage to do that in front of so many. "Penny for your thoughts?" Issac smiles.

"I was wondering how all these people can just dance in front of everyone" I switch my gaze to the people dancing in the restaurant. "It's easy" He shrugs.

"How?" My eyebrows frown - I don't know why because Issac has always had this confidence about him. "Like this" He stands up and my breathing quickens. What is he doing?

"May I have this dance?" He holds out his hand. I gulp, "Here?" I look around, everyone's eyes are always glancing over at the dancers. "No, the North Pole" He chuckles, I squat at him.

"C'mon, it'll be okay" His warm smile makes me take his hand. It's shaky in his but I try to remain calm. We reach the glossy dance floor, the design is black and cream marble lacing around the floor - like they're chasing each other.

He wraps his arm around me and takes my hand, my hole body roars with fire at his touch. We sway side to side, he presses my chest to his. "See? Not that bad is it?" He smiles down at me. I look around, the eyes that do rest on me are full of warmth and I instantly feel comfortable.

"No" I mumble embarrassed. My stare doesn't move from my feet, I'm to nervous to look up. "Don't be embarrassed" He hand leaves my side, blowing a breeze of coldness around my whole body. Instead his finger latches under my chin and my gaze is met with his blue eyes.

The butterflies gather and fry around my stomach, my legs turn weak and I have to manage some strength to keep me up. "I'm not embarrassed" His lips curl into a knowing smile, "Liar" He laughs.

"Your voice goes all quiet and you can't look anyone in the eye" He smirks, "That's not true!" I pull a face.

"Okay then, look me in the eye and tell me you're not embarrassed" His smirk grows, he knows he has me - but I'm not giving in.

I look him in the eye with a strong determination to prove him wrong, but the twinkle in his takes it effect on me and I fall weak and nervous again under his touch. "Okay, fine" I defeat.

He kisses my forehead. "There's nothing wrong with admitting your feelings, it's all an experience of growth" And all over again, I've fallen in love with him.

His words wash around me, making me feel an overwhelming warmth of happiness and a sense that, everything will be okay.

We continue to sway to the music, time just feels none existent. I lye my head on his chest, both his arms wrap around me in a tight but comforting grip. I could stay like this forever.

I feel like I'm on a cloud, slowly drifting in the air. The music is more muffled now, all I'm concentrating on is Issac's heartbeat. "How does dancing make you feel?" He whispers in my ear.

"Hmm?" My eyes are closed. "My nan loved to dance, she taught me how to dance and she asked me the first time we danced, how it made me feel" His voice is soft in my ear, his breath faming my neck. I resist the purr it brings to my voice.

"Calm" I reply. He's guiding me slowly around the floor. "I feel like I'm on a cloud" I mumble against him. I never feel embarrassed to tell Issac exactly how I'm feeling because he just gets me, like we slot together.

The music slowly dies down, I frown and open my eyes. The room is still lit up with candles so adjusting isn't hard but, when I look around, everyone is gone.

"What?-" The sound of the waiters shoes tap against the marble floor. "I hate to break you to love birds apart but, unfortunately we have to close" He frowns, he seems rather upset.

We nod, slowly breaking apart from each other. My body feels numb without the connection.

We gather our things, pay the bill and step out leaving the most beautiful and magical place I've ever been behind.

The night air is freezing, "It wasn't this cold earlier" Issac's teeth chatter together. We wrap our arms around each other and suddenly there's not and ounce of coldness in me.

I feel a speck of water drop on my head, I look up. "I think it's raining" I touch my head to locate the dampness. "Really?" He looks up and just on cue, the downfall of rain lands upon us.

"We have to get back" Issac sounds worried next to me. We walk through the ally I once feared but right now, nothing could ruin the mood I'm in.

"Darc, c'mon, we've to get out the rain" He takes my hand dragging me along. I watch as the rain crashes into the sea when we reach the beach.

"Darc!" He looks back but instead of quickening my speed I stop, and burst out laughing.

I let go of Issac's hand and go off dancing not wanting to stop. "Isn't it wonderful" I laugh up into the sky. "You're crazy, we're going to catch a cold" Issac shouts over the rain, but I can see his threatening smile as he watches me.

"And? Haven't you always wanted to dance in the rain?" I shout back, giving him my biggest smile as I twirl around.

I close my eyes for a second, really enjoying the moment and when I re-open them, he's standing right there - dancing along with me.

I laugh even more and soon enough we're both laughing. Our arms latched around each other we dance and sing, I'm positive this moment is truly, the best moment of me life.

We slow to a stop and Issac bends down and attaches his lips to mine, his kiss is deep and sucks me in straight away. I never want him to stop and when he breaks away for air I re-connect our lips again.

"Issac?" We kiss again, and again. "Yeah?" His breathing comes out in pants. Our foreheads touching, looking into his eyes I realise just how deeply in love I am with him. He makes me feel beautiful, loved and wanted. He makes me feel okay and comforts me without him even knowing. He's completely perfect in my eyes and imagining my life without him I'm pretty sure gives me heartache.

"Issac, I think I-I'm ready" The words smooth out my lips and I don't regret them, this is what I want.

"Ready ready?" He looks surprised, "Yes" I laugh and kiss him again. "Are you s-sure?" He sounds nervous.

"I've never been more sure in my life. Now, are we gonna stand here or are you gonna take me to that hotel room of ours" My eyes drift to our hotel building in sight and off we go, running through the rain - running on nothing but lust and an overwhelming feeling of love.

The reception is dark and shut up for the night, we slow ourselves down and climb the stairs and straight to our warm room.

As soon as the door closes our lips are connected again, he presses me against the back of the door. We both fiddle to get each other undressed. "Wait" He's breathless, "I don't want to rush this" He takes my hand and guides me to the bed.

I nod as he lye's me down in front of him. I feel his hands trail my body drawing me breathless, he unzips my clothes, almost teasing me with how slow he's going. "Issac" I whine, I get a chuckle in response.

I've never wanted someone so bad as I have right now. I want him to touch every inch of my body and never stop.

When my body is bare in front of him, I feel him slowly work kisses around my body - so delicate and soft. It sends sparks darting through me with ever kiss, I fall completely weak under him.

After he's worked his way around every corner of my body I sit hungrily, unbuttoning his shirt. "You chose the best shirt" I hear him laugh as I manage to get them all unbuttoned.

"I obviously wasn't prepared" He helps with undressing himself. "Wait, are you prepared?" I stop what I'm doing. "Yes, of course" When I mean prepared I mean protection, I sigh with relief.

"Good because do you know how many pregnancies come out of sex for the first time without protection?" I babble without taking breath. "Darc, you're killing the mood" He's perched in between my leg, his lips nested on my neck.

"S-sorry" I laugh nervously. "Are you sure you want to do this?" He lifts his head up, his blue eyes are serious.

"Yes, I'm sorry. I'm just nervous, have I ruined it?" I mentally slap my palm to my forehead. "Of course not" He smiles, our lips meet in a kiss and with that we're under the bed sheets.

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