I have two days off college so early upload!!

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Breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out.

I was sitting back in the Flynn's house, after Issac dragged me out my own home we went back to his, giving me the spare room yet again but I know I won't be sleeping here, the last time I had a good sleep was in that glass room.

I'm panicking about the event that took place with Issac and my brothers, he'd gone to the downstairs gym to get some stress out and I'm meditating, I didn't have any of my things for college, bed, tomorrow, I had nothing, not even any money.

I didn't want to go back, Joseph has really hurt my feelings but Ezra is probably really disappointed, I can tell he doesn't like Issac but I have no idea why, Issac is my friend and hasn't done anything wrong I asked him to stay with me that night.

I calm myself down with a few more deep breaths and go wondering off downstairs, Issac's parents aren't in and I'm not sure where Amelia is.

I wonder down a few corridors, "Where are you wondering off to?" Issac approaches me from behind, "I was looking for you" My words slope away when I turn around and see him shirtless, his muscles, abs- stop it.

"I was just lonely" I shrug, "Did you miss me?" He smirks turning around and walking back towards the kitchen, "No" I mumble.

"You okay?" He turns his head to the side so he can look at me, "Yeah" I nod, maybe I should go back home, surely they'd be worried, I turned my phone off in the car, I should go turn it on.

"You're not going home" Issac huffs, dumping his sweaty gym shirt in the wash and swinging around to the fridge, "How-?"

"You were thinking out loud" He gets out a bunch of food and places it on the surface, "This is the plan, no one is home tonight so it's just me and you, we can watch movies and do whatever we want then tomorrow we ditch college and I'm gonna take you somewhere" He nods.

"Ditch college?!" I choke, I've never done such a thing in my life, "My mom would go crazy" My breathing becomes heavy at the thought of my mom finding out about this.

"Darc calm down, it's okay" He comes up to me placing his hands on my upper arms, "She's not here and can't tell you what to do, we are gonna have fun, just for one day, I'll be ditching college to" He reassures me, I nod, one day won't hurt and mom isn't here to find out or stop me.

"Thank you" I nod my body coming back from it's panicked mode then back to realisation. I blink and look at Issac standing in front of me, looking at how close he is to me, I step back, "You're shirtless" I say when he frowns in confusion.

"Oh yeah, so I am" He winks, "You know you love it" He flits back to his food, "No I do not, you can save that for Ellie tomorrow night" I give him a wicked smile after he grunts.

"What are you making?" I frown my eyebrows when I see the mixture of things he's doing, "Pasta bake" He nods with a smile.

"You're doing it wrong" I try to hide my smirk, "Ooo okay, sorry Gordon Ramsey, how am I doing it wrong?" He raises his eyebrows at me, "You only need one onion and one garlic and you're cutting the onion wrong" I walk over to him, I can see the amusement on his face when I playfully shove him out the way and start to cut the onion.

"Cut it in half then hold it like a bear claw and cut but not all the way, only to the very end and then leave it so it's all still attached, then start cutting it the other way until it's in little squares" I cut it to show example.

"How'd you know all this?" He leans on the surface watching me, "My dad used to cook all the time, I guess I picked it up from him" I shrug, I don't talk about my dad often.

I automatically carry on cutting and preparing the food, "Why did he leave?" Issac takes a seat in the high top chair opposite me the other side of the surface, "I don't know the full story, he fell in love with someone else, mom and him had been having problems, I wasn't aware at the time I thought everything was okay but one day I woke up, every morning we always used to brush our teeth together, see who can clean there teeth the best just something silly but I used to wake up every morning racing to go brush my teeth in the mirror with him before we went to work but he'd gone, I didn't brush my teeth that morning" I struggle to get my words out but I keep my self slightly distracted by cutting the food up.

"Haven't you heard from him since?" I put the onions into a saucepan that Issac had gotten out before, "No, I don't know where he lives or anything unfortunately, after he left Ezra became to look after me because mom broke down" I pause, "I then told him about all my problems, I haven't told anyone else but him and now that I've upset him, I feel alone" I mumble the last few sentences.

"I'm here, you can tell me" Issac uses a calming voices that makes me feel relaxed, "I haven't really told anyone but Ezra, he told me not to trust people" I nod putting the saucepan on the stove to cook for a bit.

"When did he say this?" He raises his eyebrows, "Not sure, I think it was when we first met and you asked me why I have a habit of shaking of head randomly that I still don't seem to notice" I shrug.

"So he basically told you not to trust me?" His voice raises and I become scared that I've upset him, "I-I guess"

He composes himself, "Sorry Darc, I didn't mean to raise my voice I just don't know why he told you that" He sighs.

"I guess because he doesn't really know you" I shrug adding the last ingredients to the saucepan and mixing it around before I start boiling the pasta.

"True, I don't know I just have a vibe that he doesn't like me" He huffs standing up and grabbing a drink, "Maybe he just needs to get to know you"

"Maybe, I'm gonna go for a quick shower, you okay down here?" He raises his eyebrows, I nod in response.

When he disappears I carry on with the pasta, I smile, I miss cooking, I remember all these recipes but yet I don't ever cook.

I dish up the food once it's ready, just in time for when Issac comes back, "Did you miss me?" He winks, "Of course" I wink sarcastically making him laugh.

We sit down in the living room, "What would you like to watch?" He raises his eyebrows, "Have you got The Theory Of Everything?" I smile, I love that movie.

"I think so, never watched it" Issac shrugs, "You'll love it! I cry every time" I giggle.

"I don't want to see you cry" Issac frowns, "Then don't look at me" I eat my pasta.

He turns the television on and searches for the movie, I smile when it's available and we settle down and watch it.

It's two hours long but we have the whole night to ourselves just me and Issac, my mind starts to drift off worrying about Ezra and my family, Ezra did nothing while Joseph said those cruel words to me not even mom but Issac had the gut to stand up for me, I don't know why Joseph is the way he is towards me, I thought it was just a sibling thing but it's deeper, he hates me.

It's been ever since dad left, before that me and Joseph always used to have fun especially on holidays like Halloween or Christmas he used to love dressing us up in matching outfits and taking me treat or treating, singing carols and making gingerbread men houses, I miss those days they were precious and I'll never get them back.

"They never show you what happens after the big kiss, in this movie they do because they get married and have kids but you know them movies where they build up to the kiss and then the movie ends? They never tell you what happens after" I mumble watching the movie shoving pasta into my mouth.

"Yes they do" Issac chuckles, I raise my eyebrow in question, "It's called porn" He winks.

"Ew no! You're disgusting" I whine scrunching up my face making him laugh harder, "It's the truth that's what happens"

"Maybe for you" I huff making him turn to face me with a curious stare, "What's that supposed to mean?"

"Issac you're missing the movie" I whine but he shakes his head, "What did you mean?"

"Nothing, just everyone in college stamps you as a ladies man, apparently you've slept around a lot" I shrug he looks saddened by this comment, "What do you think of me?"

"I think you're sweet" I smile, "I don't care what people say about you because I don't believe them, I don't judge you on what you do with your time, it's your life and your decision. You've been a great friend to me and I'm very grateful"

He smiles, pleased with my answer and we continue the night, I finish my pasta and we then have a massive chocolate fest until I feel sick, tonight is full with laughing and jokes, I'm actually enjoying myself.

After a few movies I've picked out Issac puts on Pirates of the Caribbean, it's one of his favourite series of movies. I've never watched it so I sit back and take note. Tonight has been the best fun I've had in ages and all we've done is sit and watch movies but it's just been so nice, I never have anyone to watch movies with not since dad went, when dad left everything seemed to stop like examples, pizza night and movie night and it saddens me because it brought me and my family closer and it's like I'm living with strangers apart from Ezra.

I'm grateful Issac did this for me, it's not that big of a deal but I appreciate it, I've noticed all the movies we've watched tonight have been romanced based which makes me giggle, "Issac?" I smile cheekily into the silence.

"Yes Darling Darcy?" He turns his head towards me slightly but his eyes don't leave the television, "Have you had your big kiss?" I ask.

His eyes dart to me, "As in the romantic big kiss, that normally happens at the end of a movie?" He raises his eyebrows, "Yes" I nod, "Like when you fall in love with someone and you have that massive soppy first kiss that always happens in the movies"

"No, I have not yet" He laughs amused by my question, "But you've been with loads of girls, surely there's been one" I frown.

"I've kissed them but it wasn't anything passionate like the ones in movies, that make you feel all tingly and giddy" He laughs, "What about you Darc?" His attention is all on me now.

"Nope" I mumble embarrassed, "Have you ever been kissed?" He smirks.

"Nope" I mumble again even more embarrassed, "Interesting, I wonder who the lucky man will be" Issac winks before going back to his movie.

Yes, I wonder who the lucky man will be..

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Hey guys, I'm ill, yay -_-.

Hope you enjoy this chapter!! Issac and Ellie's date is soon, how do we feel about that?

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