Her eyes moved to look in the garden from her window as it was drizzling. She couldn't even smile looking at the gorgeous surroundings. She looked down at the blank page of paper before picking up a red pen and going on writing.

She wrote as tears made their way down her cheek falling on the white pages making the red ink smudge. She sniffed before continuing writing.

She completed writing her diary because that's what she was left doing. She was wounded so nobody let her do anything. Doctor asked her to not make any movement not that her family would let her do anything but the worse part was the pain and the thing which hurt her most was Arjun not calling he even once.

She thought he was angry than he would be fine in a day or a week or maybe two but nothing like that happened. With what she heard from her conversation with Roshni, He left for London few days after she left. So that would be her reason of telling people why her husband is not with her.

She found her Bhabhi coming inside with Shamish who was still sleeping.

"Bhabhi, let him sleep. He can get ready at the last moment", She told Trisha as she put Shamish beside her.

"Yes, if I woke him now than he won't let any of us get ready. By the way, I came here to get you ready first", Trisha spoke looking at her feet which was sprained badly yesterday only.

"Let me help you with your bath", Trisha told her making Tara shake her head.

"Just help me to the bathroom. I'll be good by my own", Tara spoke not wanting to get naked in front of her Bhabhi. It wasn't something she was comfortable with. Trisha understood the same as she helped her to the bathroom before making sure she was good though it wasn't a good decision for Tara because it did hurt a lot. She was stopping herself from shouting as tears made their way down her face because of the pain. After sometimes, she stood up on her own taking support before wearing her bathrobe before calling her Bhabhi who was there immediately.

"I'll get your dress", Trisha spoke moving out of the room after making her sit on the bed. As soon as she left more tears slipped down Tara's eyes. But it wasn't because of the pain, she was feeling but because of a certain someone who wasn't with her. Only if he was here right now, he won't have even let her do anything on her own fearing that she would hurt herself. She cupped her lips to control her sobs so no-one hears her. Trisha came back with her dress only to feel sorry seeing her cry. She thought it was because of the wound. Doctor did say it will hurt a lot.

She calmed Tara down before helping her with the blouse though she wasn't looking which actually made Tara calm. She wore the blouse keeping the skirt to be wore later when she would be done with her makeup and here and would be actually leaving for the venue. She asked her Bhabhi to get change herself as they have to leave soon while she started her light makeup.

While she was doing her makeup, She saw Shamish getting up as the little baby looked around in confusion before looking at her with sleepy eyes raising his hands crying. He was cranky when he woke up. She couldn't even move towards him neither can see him cry. She saw her brother coming inside her room who immediately picked up his son.

"You get ready, I'll see him", he moved out of the room to get his son ready giving the ladies space to get ready themselves. He understood that his girls need time to get ready and it would be unfair if he would expect his wife to get their son ready as well.

They all got ready till 11:30 in the morning and immediately left. Though Dinesh was taking care of Tara who couldn't even sit without wincing because of the pain. He was happy that he was there to catch her when she fall yesterday, otherwise she could've more wounds.

"Tara, did you call Arjun to ask him where he is", Her mother asked her while taking her dupatta on her head along with Trisha as they were reaching the venue.

"Mumma, he said he is having a lot of work so he might not make it", Tara spoke not liking lying at the moment.

"What? Tara, he is the only brother-in-law in the family. If he won't come, it won't be right", her mother told him making her feel worse.

"Mumma, he is a busy man. You can't force your ritual on him", Dinesh told his mother. Everybody knew how busy Arjun is always.

"You won't care. Why would you? People would ask me and Tara only where her husband is. Why is he not there? Only I have to answer their question. It's the first function in the family and the son-in-law is missing. You don't understand anything", Her mother spoke. Nagesh looked at her once making her silent.

"If he could, he would've definitely come. If he is busy, we can't do anything", Nagesh spoke making Tara sigh.

"But at least Tara, you should've informed us before", her father told her but she remain silent. They soon reached the venue as Dinesh helped her getting down.

"Just stay there for an hour. I have booked a room for you. You can take rest than", Dinesh told her helping her walk so she won't put pressure on her injured feet.

"How will Dinesh handle Tara in the whole function? He will also have things to do. That's why I was asking about Arjun. If he would've been here, he would've handled Tara on his own", Her mother told her husband who nodded agreeing to this point. This wouldn't have to worry about Tara if Arjun was there. But again if Tara won't have been married, they would've taken care of her than also.

Dinesh made her sit comfortably as Trisha sat beside her. Soon her mother called Trisha as she wanted her to meet few of their relatives. Shamish was in Tara's arms who was sleeping calmly. He was weirdly sleepy today. Even the loud music couldn't disturb his sleep.

Soon, a boy sat beside her looking at the child.

"You must be Divit Jiju's sister", he asked as she nodded with a smile not knowing who he was.

"Oh, I forgot to introduce myself. I am Nayantara's brother, Anish", he introduced himself as her to be Bhabhi's brother which made her nod her head respectfully towards him. He was about to say something when Dinesh came towards her whispering something in her ear making her look behind.

"Arjun is here with Kenit", he whispered making her look behind at the entrance where Arjun was speaking to her father and mother who looked exceptionally happy at the moment. Does that mean, he won't leave her? She thought feeling sudden emotions taking over her. As if feeling her eyes, he looked at her before turning to her mother and nodding his head.

"Umm, Is the baby yours", Anish spoke looking at the baby sleeping peacefully in her arms. He wanted her to say she wasn't married but Tara just shook her head.

"He is my nephew", Tara spoke as she felt warmth beside her which made her look up only to look at Arjun while Kenit sat on her other side.

"Only one month without bhaiya and you got in such situation", Kenit remarked looking at her feet which was on the table. There was swelling on her feet.

"It's not that bad", Tara said though it was clear, it was bad. Shamish moved hiding his face in her chest sleepily. Trisha came to look at her son.

"Tara, wake him up already", Trisha said. He slept whole night and still he was sleeping. This much sleep is not right. Trisha thought as Tara shook her head.

"Bhabhi, let him sleep for sometime than I'll wake him myself", Tara spoke looking at her. She so wanted to hug her husband at the moment because she missed him so very much in this month. She even searched for news related to him but came across to nothing. She felt like she would loose her mind soon.

"Kinshuk didn't come", Tara asked Kenit who shook his head.

"Kinshuk went to meet Shiv Mama with Mumma", Kenit answered before standing up seeing somebody he knows leaving the couple alone. Anish left as well when one of his cousins called him.

Arjun was silent for a long time while his eyes were on her feet.

"When did you come back?", Tara asked looking down. She didn't know if he was still angry at her.

"Yesterday", he answered his frown still present on his face.

"Don't you even know how to walk now", he asked not able to keep his irritation anymore.

"Since you left, I even forgot about myself and you are asking about walking", she spoke looking at him making him look at her.

"Than you should probably go to a doctor", Arjun spoke rudely making her sigh.

"But my doctor is sitting in front of me and yesterday, I don't know how it happened. I just felt darkness in front of my eyes for a moment. Thank god, Bhai was coming upstairs otherwise you might only come to see me in the hospital or maybe I won't have even survived because there were too many stairs there", she answered making him turn to her immediately. She was truly hurt with him not even asking if she was good or not.

"Really, Ji, what you would've done if my family told you that I died or you would've ignored their calls as well", she asked him looking all normal like she wasn't talking about her own death. Arjun gritted his teeth at her words.

"Oh right you are a busy man. Of course, you would've ignored the call after all you hate me so much that I tried to make things better in your life", Tara spoke shaking her head bouncing Shamish in her lap who was slowly opening his eyes rubbing his eyes sleepily.

"Good morning, baby", Tara spoke as Shamish rise up clumsily hiding his face in her neck.

"You don't even know what you are talking about", Arjun told her more like gritted. She looked at him smiling sweetly at him.

"Of course, because only you have loved me, I was just playing around. I don't know anything, Ji and I don't even plan to know anything. Even when I didn't love you, I cared for you but even though you claim to love me, you don't care about me or maybe you stopped loving me as well", she was speaking when she was interrupted with Dinesh coming there with a shake in his hand.

"You didn't eat anything from the morning", he spoke seeing his sleepy son who looked at the shake before holding the glass in his small hands drinking slowly from the straw.

"I got that for your bua not for you", Dinesh spoke making Tara hit his shoulder not liking how he was speaking to his own son. Arjun was typing something on his phone at this moment as few of Tara's cousins came to speak to Arjun after all this was the first time, they were meeting him in person after their marriage and Tara did a good act of portraying everything to be fine.