This action of her was unexpected to both of them. It wasn't like they haven't kissed before. They had but it was always him who took the first step.

He took a step back taking her by surprise as she lost her balance taking a few steps back herself.

"Not again, Tara. I am done. Done for good. I can't do this anymore. I can't act like this. Your distaste towards me is very much clear to me. You don't have to give me hope only to crush it again yourself", he warned her his dangerous aura still present around him. It was like devils were clawing him to be in control but he was handling everything with much difficulty.

His face looked murderous as his nostrils flared accompanied by his red eyes and pinkish face. He was dangerous but right now he was looking more than that. In normal circumstances, this would've made Tara hide in the corner wanting to be away from him but not this time.

"Ji", she started only to be stopped by him showing his finger to her.

"Stop there, I don't want to listen to anything. You were sad that I spanked you, but I don't regret it even a little bit. If you are going to act like a baby of 5 every time then be ready to be treated that way as well. I know handling everything is difficult for you seeing how young you are but are you even trying to accept everything. No. You are just busy running away from me", he told her more like his words slapped her right on her face.

But doesn't it take time to get acquainted with new surroundings? Did he ever ask her how she was feeling? How hard it was for her to handle him? But every time it was just about her accepting him. It isn't really as simple as he considered it to be.

It was like a forced marriage to her and she is not really a person who falls for another person's looks. She needs a strong personality along with respect from the person to actually love him.

But all he accepts every time is for her to love him. Why can't he ever try to understand her point? She had never been in love so how could she know how it feels? It's not some movie or Romeo-Juliet play that Juliet understands what love is in a few moments only. It is real life. It takes time to actually love somebody at least for her it takes a lot of time.

"What should I do Tara to finally make you love me? Or will you ever love me?", he asked her staring at her with his bloodshot eyes.

She looked down at his questioning feeling embarrassed suddenly. He stared at her before scoffing.

"It is very difficult to love me. Isn't it?", he whispered all to himself before picking up his shirt and moving to exit the room.

"Where are you going?", she asked in a soft voice.

"Somewhere the devil inside me would be away from you", he answered opening the door only to stop when he felt her soft palm holding his wrist.

"Ji please", she spoke in a smaller voice this time looking at him with hope. She wasn't going to cry this time knowing how worse could the situation than be. She wanted to be strong for the time being.

"Don't", he warned her again not turning this time.

She chose to come in front of him cupping his face and looking into his eyes. Maybe this way it. She couldn't run away from her feelings anymore. No matter how many problems she had with his way of life but somewhere she wanted to be a part of his abnormal life. She knew this was probably the stupidest decision she is taking after saying yes to marrying him. But one thing she was sure of was that nobody could love her like this man.

"I...", she stopped taking a deep breath making him stare at her with a frown being impatient with what she was saying and wanting to get out of this room as soon as possible.

"I Love You", she completed with closed eyes not knowing how he would react. He stared at her with no reaction staring at her face as she slowly opened her eyes. Seeing no reaction from his side made her feel scared now.

She held his hand wanting a reaction from him.

Then she noticed, that he blinked his eyes once twice, and thrice staring at her as if she did something extraordinary which she actually did. She took a step back intimidated by the change in his aura before she could take another step, his strong hand came in contact with the back of her neck pulling her closer to him at once making a scream leave her lips.

"You think this is a joke", he asked clutching her jaw in a tight grip and making her wince.

"You think I will joke about such things", she asked with great difficulty because of his hard grip. She never thought in her dreams that he would react this way to her love confession.

"You don't even understand what these three words mean to me", he told her. She could see the storm in his eyes as he looked back into her eyes.

"I do know what they mean. That's why it took so long for me to say them", she spoke not liking how he was doubting her love for him. It took so long for her to actually realize what she felt for him and then accepting everything was again more difficult for her.

He stared into her eyes for a little longer making sure she wasn't playing with him after all he was betrayed by his own mother in the name of love. The woman who kept him in her womb for nine months couldn't love him then why would this girl love him when all he did was made her life difficult.

He was feeling weak today after so long. His heart was filled with sadness at how he couldn't even trust his little angel's love for him because of his insecurities. His grip on her jaw loosen up as he stared at her with softer eyes looking at her with guilt.

"I really think I should leave", he whispered this time making her hold his hand looking at him with fear still feeling like he was doubting her love after all she took so long to confess it.

"Really, I Love You", she repeated again taking a step closer to him making him take a deep breath feeling his guards going down with her coming closer to him but this was a bad move for him when her scent reached him.

She cupped his face making him look at her only to find his eyes teary which made her gasp. She never saw him crying than what happened now?

"Ji??", she called him caressing his face as worry lines formed on her forehead. He shook his head blinking furiously to control his emotions which he did perfectly after all this is what he did all his life.

"Leave it, Tara", he told her making her shake her head taking closer step towards him. She knew something was wrong and this would be the right time for her to ask about his life. What made him like this? The boy she saw in the pictures was nothing like the man she see today. He was innocent and mischievous not like this man who was trained enough to control his emotions.

"Is there any problem in me?", she asked nervously making him laugh which made her more scared. It was more like psychopathic laughter which made her shiver as he stared at her as if she was joking around.

"You really think that way", he asked making her frown.

"Can't you see it? How am I? What am I doing? How can a girl like you possibly fall for a guy like me who only brought sadness in your life? Who brought only bad luck in your life?", he asked making her stare at him in shock.

What was he talking about? Did she really said something wrong which shouldn't have been said?

"Look at me, Tara. I am a dangerous man. The world is afraid of me but here I am afraid of my own self. I am afraid to be loved by someone because I can't be loved. I should be loathed by people and if somehow they love me, they soon start hating me which hurts more than anything", he spoke still laughing. She held his wrists trying to calm him down but it wasn't really happening. It was like he was having a panic attack.

She didn't know what to do in such situations. She never saw him this way. She moved closer to him pulling him in a hug as his movements stilled and tears spilled out of his eyes. This was what he wanted in life.

When he feel weak, he wanted somebody to hug him and tell him how everything would be good but nothing such happened.

Tara felt wetness on her neck and than she realized him crying holding her close to him. There was no sound just tears which made her more worried as she caressed his back trying to calm him down. But at this point, she knew he need this. The emotions he kept locked in his heart need to come out.

Her own eyes teared up seeing his condition. She didn't know what he went through but she could feel his pain. She couldn't help but curse herself not to be there when he was facing the worst in his life.

This moment was too special for the couple. It was like the last thread of difference between them was broken as they sat on the bed in each other's arms. There eyes were closed but the tears escaping from Arjun's eyes could be seen in Tara's eyes as well.

If the world got to know how Arjun really is, they would consider Tara stupid to be this much affected by his emotions after all he had been so many times the reason of her tears but only Tara knew what Arjun really meant to her. She felt the warmth of his love for her. She knew how pure his emotions were. She knew his personality and somehow accepted it as well because at the end of the day nobody is perfect.

She was happy to be considered stupid for her behavior but right now, she couldn't even imagine to live away from her husband. Slowly only this man created such a big place in her heart that now this place only belonged to her. No matter how much she fought with her feelings but she knew nobody could love her the way he did.

On the other hand, it was like Arjun was living every sad moment in his life again but being in her arms he felt safe. Like this was the only thing he was looking around in the world. Today he didn't care if he looked pathetic for crying but it was like the dam storing all the tears he stored all these years broke and here he was.

She pulled away after sometime wiping his tears as he stared at her without blinking. It was so weird to find the great Arjun Khurana crying. She never thought this day would come.

He wiped her tears gently as if she was made of glass before looking in her eyes as she looked in his before pulling her in a soft kiss. She was ready to go with the flow but this kiss was too much for her. The emotions stored in this delicate kiss made her wrap her arms around his neck pulling him closer to her.

The clouds in the sky covering the moon did witness this emotional scene. It was like the sky was turning gloomy with this much sadness.

In real, they didn't had any enemies in their life. There hidden emotions and insecurities were the real enemy there which they started to acknowledge.