《Mindfulness》CHAPTER 6
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"Are you in love with Stefani?"
I looked at her and I said:
"I'm..." but my phone started to ring and I had to answer, I answered and it was Irina:
"Damn! Bradley where are you? I'm home with the baby."
"Sorry Irina, I'm on my way home."
"You're never here!" She said hanging ng up on me.
"Natali sorry, I have to go, it's Irina and she's home with my baby."
"Oh, the baby is born! Fantastic but you haven't answered my question."
"I have to go, Natali."
"You have to escape, you mean."
When she said it to me, I looked at her and I walked away from the house. Why does Natali want to know something that I didn't know? I'm so confused and I don't know what to do. Things with Irina are crashing down and I have a baby with someone that I don't want by my side. When I arrived home, I saw my beautiful little baby. She's such an angel and she's so beautiful and perfect. She has blue eyes, just like Stefani. Irina looked at me and said:
"Brad, you're slipping away from me. What is happening? There's someone other?"
"No, there's no one. You're too busy and I'm too busy with work, that's all."
"No, that's not all. You have someone other. I'm sure."
"No, there's no one. I've already told you. I just want to stay with my beautiful daughter and enjoy the time with her."
"I love you, Bradley. Can we just stop and enjoy our daughter together."
When she said it, I didn't know what to say but I just said YES because it was the right thing to do for lea at that moment. Irina kissed me and we stayed all afternoon with Lea on the sofa. I forgot Stefani's for all the afternoon but when I looked at Lea's eyes I thought about Stef.
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When we arrived in Venice, we took a private water bus. We searched for Christian's hotel and we reached it. When we arrived there, I called him and I said:
"Darling, look outside the window!"
"I'm taking a shower, love, but 2 minutes and I'll be there."
Two minutes later Christian looked outside the window and noticed me and bobby on the street. He started to run and he came downstairs. He hugged me and he started to kiss my mouth continuously. I love him so much and I'm a terrible person for what I've done with Bradley. Christian is so happy to see me, he's a fantastic man and I'm so lucky. Suddenly Christian said:
"You've crossed the world for me! I'm so lucky to have you. I'm so happy to have you here. I want to take you to a special restaurant. Come to my room, you can get ready and then we'll go. What about you Bobby? Do you want to come?"
"My best friend." Said Bobby while he was hugging Christian. "Tonight I have to go to my Italian's friend home, they'll cook to me Italian food. Don't you worry! We'll see us tomorrow."
"Okay. Have a good evening!"
I hung up on him and I went upstairs to Christian. We had dinner in a beautiful restaurant on the lagoon, the atmosphere here is so romantic and Chris is so lovely. I was eating the dessert and suddenly the lights went off. I saw a lot of red candles and red flowers and Christian knelt down in front of me with this eerie calm in his eyes, and he said:
"Stef, you're the love of my life, maybe is too early but, every time I see you, I understand that you're the right person. Will you marry me?"
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"OH MY GOD Christian! Yes, of course, yes. I want to marry you."
He kissed me and he gave me a beautiful ring. Everyone in the room started to applause and Christian lifted me in his arms and took me in our hotel room. We make love and then we stayed naked on the bed, talking about our dreams together. I love him so much! We fell asleep and when I woke up, I found a lot of messages from Bradley. I read it and I was shocked! He has written to me:
"Irina and I had an argument."
I answered: "Bradley, Christian has made me the proposal. I'm happy with him and I'm so sorry to have met you too late."
He answered: "Okay, I'll move on. But when you'll want, I'll wait for you and I'll be there."
"I have to go to Brad. Have a good day!"
2 weeks passed and I returned home with Christian, we passed a beautiful holiday and I'm in love with Christian more and more. He is fantastic and I've passed two of the best weeks of my life. When I arrived home, the jet-lag destroyed me but I have to return to work. The shooting will restart tomorrow and I don't want to see Bradley at this moment. It will be very strange and I feel embarrassed.
I'm home and it's 7 o'clock. Today the shooting will restart and I'm in anxiety. I want to see her so bad but if I'll see her, we'll ruin everything, I know. When I was on my way to go to work, there was traffic and I arrived late at work. When I entered, I saw Stefani down the hall, she looked at me and she started to look away. I went to her and I said:
"Stefani, how are you? How's Venice?"
"Hi Bradley, it was cool and Venice is really romantic."
"Oh, it's great. Are you ready for the shootings?"
"Yes, I'm just tired, you know, the jet-lag."
"Oh yes, we'll film in two hours, you can sleep on your trailer if you're tired. I'll wake up you when the moment will come."
"Thank you, Bradley, I need to rest."
She went to sleep and I started to work with my scenes, when one hour passed, I went to Stefani's trailer to see if she was good. She was on the sofa and she was sleeping. She was so beautiful and I stay just in front of her and I looked at her for 15 minutes, then I fell asleep near her. Suddenly, after 3 hours, I heard a scream, I opened the eyes and I saw me and Stefani hugging on the sofa, and Christian, her fiancè was screaming:
"What the hell is going on here?" Stefani opened her eyes and she noticed Christian and me, so she said:
"Christian, it's not like that!"
"Oh, it's just like that, it's over between us Stefani!" Christian started to walk away and she ran over him.
...to be continued.
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