I don't know what's happen to me when it's about Stefani. I know her since yesterday night but, when I went to her house, I felt an instant connection, something so powerful and magic, I'm not able to explain it. It is wrong towards Irina, we're expecting a baby and she's my fiancé but when I look at Stefani, everything changes, I see my future in her eyes. But I have to stop, now she's with Christian and I'm with Irina, I have to stay away from her, it's the best thing to do even though we're gonna start the screenshots for the film very soon. It will be very difficult to see her every day and not being able to do anything. Maybe I acted wrong with her on the phone, I should call her to apology me, but it would be even worse.

3 months later - Gaga's POV

Three months have been passed after my first date with Christian, now we are engaged and he lives in my house. He makes me feel like a princess and he always supports me in all my choices. He is my life partner and I'm so happy I knew. him, he's such a sweetheart. Today it is the first day of shooting and I'm so nervous 'cause I'm going to see Bradley again, after 3 months and my hair are brown now. We've talked sometimes but just for the film and honestly, I miss him so much. I was thinking about all these things when Christian brought me breakfast in my room. He is so lovely and so kind, I would like to wake up next to him every day. While we were eating, he said to me:

"Are you nervous girl?"

"A little bit, what happens if I'm not good enough?"

"You are good enough, if someone won't appreciate you, I'll talk to him."

"Don't be stupid C, if I'm not good enough, they will find someone other."

"There's no one better than you." He said hugging me.

When he said to me this thing, I really believe in it. He makes me feel comfortable and he understands me and all my insecurities. He is able to transform my insecurities into points of strength. I'm so lucky. In the meantime, Christian picked me to work and he kissed me saying

"Everything is gonna be okay." And he left.

I entered in the building and I noticed Bradley deep down the hallway. He started to run towards me and he hugged me. My god, his perfume and his arms, I felt like I was in heaven but suddenly he stopped to hug me and said:

"Stef, It's been a while, I've missed you so much, I'm so happy to have you here."

"Brad, how are you? Your baby? Everything is okay?"

"Irina is okay, she's 7 months now and we're looking forward to our baby Lea."

"Oh Bradley, she's a little girl, why haven't you told me yet?"

"I've forgotten it, I thought I told you."

"Don't worry, the only thing that matters it's that we are here together."

"Exactly Stef, before to know all the cast, put off your make up."

"What? Are you kidding right?"

"No Stef, I want to see your natural face."

"Okay..."I said surprised.

I went in my trailer and I put off my make-up. Then I went to the room, in which there was all the cast. I sat down near Bradley and he said:

"We are so honoured to have Lady Gaga here, she will play Ally."

Everyone in the room started to applause and I turned a little well. Bradley looked at me and said:

"Are you turned red Stef? It's something rare nowadays, you're fantastic!"

I looked at him and I smiled. Then I started to talk with the other people in the room, I recognized Sam Elliott, Antony Ramos and Dave Chappelle. I also noticed two of my dear friends: Shangela and William. The cast members are fantastic, we're gonna make a super film, I'm so excited about it. We talked all morning and when it was lunchtime, Bradley asked me:

"Stef, do you want to eat together? We can go to a little pizzeria near here."

"It would be fantastic, let's go, Brad!"

We went to the restaurant with his motorcycle and I grabbed him. It was something so special and magic, I would like to stay in this way forever. When we arrived and we sat down I asked Bradley:

"Can I ask you something B?"

"Tell me Stef..."

"Do you remember when 3 months ago you hung up on me at the phone? Why did you act in that way? Something wrong with me?"

"Stefani no, you're perfect, it's not your fault, it's my fault."

"What do you mean Bradley?"

"Could we not talk about it please?"

"Oh, okay, it's not a problem..."

"Thank you"

We didn't talk for all the lunch, he looked at me sometimes but we didn't say anything, just silence. Then we returned with the rest of the cast and we started to talk about the songs for the film. The next day, Bradley, me and a team of music player should have written the songs for the film. We talked about the film all the afternoon and while I was waiting for Christian outside, in my mind, I wrote a part of a song thinking about Bradley:

"Tell me something, boy

Aren't you tired tryin' to fill that void?

Or do you need more?

Ain't it hard keeping it so hardcore?"

But while I was thinking about the lyrics Christian arrived and we went home. Once we arrived, we talked about our day and he said to me:

"Darling, I'm so sorry to leave you alone but tonight I have to leave for Italy, it's for work, I will return in one week."

"Darling, don't worry, go and have fun! I'm gonna miss you, you know?"

"I'm gonna miss you too but I would like to have you along with me.!

"I promise you, we will go together to Italy."

"We can marry in Italy girl!!" He said laughing.

"I'm looking forward to your return Christian, have a pleasant journey."

He kissed me and he left. I was alone at home and someone rang the doorbell...