I look at them as tono ask me that again 'they..really think of me as their friend?..even though with the way I am..' I think to myself

I think of all the memories I have with them, to me it was fun and enjoyable all different from when I was in military middle school "..I..to be honest I've never had friends when I was in military..everyone never like me cause of what I was doing..I'd get beat and that..before you know it..I was always getting into fights and I gotten use to it as well..but when I came here it felt different..and when I join this club it also felt different..you guys took me in like..I don't know how to put it" I end it for a short while

For some reason I felt my heart drop like I felt like they'd leave me or don't want me around "I feel like you guys are my first friends to have..and I wanna keep being friends to.." I said

"Well you guys..keep being my friends?.." I ask soon I felt something slide down my cheeks

The club members look at him shock, Lincoln touches his cheek gently looking foen on his finger

'Am I...crying?' He thought to himself he hasn't cry since he was a kid the tears kept coming down his cheeks

"Lincoln.." tono said softly going to him and hugs him since he was a bit taller Lincoln hug back still crying nuzzling into his chest a bit "..I still wanna be friends..please say yes.." he asks

They look at him hearing the sadness in his voice for the first time "of course we'll still be friends Lincoln" tono Said hugging and petting his head

He sniffles a bit as everyone else agrees as well, he was happy to hear this pretty soon the crying made him a bit tired so he fell asleep in tono's arms

He sits down letting Lincoln use his lap as a pillow while he sleeps 'it's the first time I've seen Lincoln cry..' he thought as he pets his head

A few minutes later he wake up yawning "sorry taka-san.." he said sitting up slowly "that's ok Lincoln" he smiles, he looks around "where is everyone?" He asks "oh they all went back to their dorms, club was finished" tono said

"I see, sorry you had to stay with me" he says "it's fine, I didn't mind, let's go back" he said getting up.

I get up with him and nods "ok.." I walk with him, the walk was quiet though 'should I say something?' I thought as I walk beside him "are you going to be ok sleeping by yourself?" He asks me

I nodded my head "yeah..I'll be ok" I said "ok, well text me if you need anything ok" he says petting me again "ok" I said

We soon get back and he goes to his room, I walk back to mine and look at my knuckles 'he didn't need to wrap them up..' I thought to myself

Tamura-senpai brought me to the Infirmary (I can't spell lol) before he took me to the club, I look straight ahead and see yacchan "huh? Kyo-san?" I see he was sitting down sleeping it look like

I try to wake him up but nothing, I pick him up having him lean on my left and making sure to support him to, I open my door and walk in then closing the door behind us

I look up at my bed 'well I be able to lift him up there?' I ask myself, I didn't want to risk of hurting him so I laid him on my bean bag chair real quick

I look for a futon (if that's how it's spell) that my dad gave me, "where is it again?" I look around and found it

I laid it down setting it, didn't take to long luckily "ok, now I need to get kyo-san" I said and goes to him and pick him up 'I wonder how long he was waiting..' I thought to myself

And I notice he was still in his school uniform 'isn't it going to be uncomfortable?' I think of taking his clothes off so he can sleep better as I'm laying him down

After that I go to change out of my uniform and change into my shorts and t-shirt, I sigh and look at yacchan thinking 'hmmm should I lay out shorts and t-shirt to or something?'

I shrug and take them out thinking maybe he'll fit them and goes to lay it down as soon as I did he pulls me down to him while he was sleeping

(Kinda like this)

I was surprised but couldn't wake him up or move, so I slept like this holding him close.

Lincoln slept in yacchan arms in the futon not mind either way since he was tired and he didn't want to wake him up

A few moments later yacchan woke up slowly and sees Lincoln while holding him and him being held back, he blushes a bit 'e-eh? When did I?-' he stops himself and look around as he lays down 'I guess he carried me in his room..I was worried that I ended up sleeping outside his room' he thinks to himself

He looks back at Lincoln while he sleeps, he let's him go sitting up and sees folded clothes next to him

'Did he pull out his clothes for me?' He thought to himself "well they fit me?" He asks himself quietly

He takes his uniform off and puts on Lincoln clothes 'they kinda fit me' he thinks to himself

He looks at Lincoln and lays next to him blushing now.

Half an hour later I still couldn't sleep, I was a blushing mess knowing I'm sleeping next to Lincoln

I had my back facing him suddenly I felt his arms around me making me blush even more and I felt him nuzzling again my upper back a bit

My heart was beating fast as my blush continues to spread to my ears and neck 'calm down calm down calm down calm the hell down!' I kept repeating telling myself that

Even though I came here to make sure he was alright I'm a damn blushing mess now

Soon I heard small whimpers from him so I turn to him and see he was crying mumbling to himself 'is he having a nightmare?..'

I hug him close and pets him softly 'I still want to know what happen, but it seems he's ok' I thought to myself as I'm petting him

I slide him up a bit to my level and looking at him as he sleeps and caresses his cheeks then gently rub his lips with my thumb, I blush a bit feeling how soft and warm they are

I move closer and-

I slide back down a bit nuzzling into his chest still alseep well kinda, I was kinda awake when yacchan was changing

My ears slightly turn red a bit 'was he going to kiss me?' I ask myself then I hear his voice soften "welcome back Lincoln" he says and kisses my forehead out of nowhere

I try not to show I'm kinda awake right now 'he was worried about me after all..should I tell him?' I thought to myself holding onto him.

'DID I SERIOUSLY KISS HIS FOREHEAD!? MORE OVER WAS I ABOUT TO HIS KISS HIS LIPS!?' I yell inside my head as I blush deeply my heart was racing more faster now

I held him close as I try to calm down now

A few minutes after we both ended up alseep now.

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A/n: and I'm ending it there, I'll try to do the camping trip chapter next