"pez?" i spoke when she answered her phone.

"hey zayn! guess what!?" perrie was probably smiling.

"what?" i grinned too, not that she could see.

"i told leigh!" she gasped.

"and?.." we probably sound so weird.

"she asked me out!!" perrie squealed with joy.

"aw congrats love!" i was proud of perrie.

"what happened with you and harry?" she questioned.

"uh.. that's what i called to tell you about.." i sighed

"is everything alright z?" she asked, nervously.

"yeah.. it's just that.." i took a deep breath. "we kissed."

perrie squealed even more. "oh my gosh z! was it a good one?" perrie questioned anxiously.

"i going to have to admit.. yes." i could hear perrie clapping her hands.

"i told you okay." she said simply.

"okay..? so now what?" i questioned.

"you have to come out z. i came out to my parents..." her voice trailed off.

"what'd they say?" i questioned.

"oh no they were fine with it." perrie said.

"okay.. but i think i need to spend more time with harry. i don't know for sure." i explained, quietly.

"sure z. there's actually a party tonight at niall's place.. you know him and his party's.. basically the whole school is coming. maybe you can stop by and spend some time with harry there?" perrie was smirking. i swear she was.

"okay sure." i grinned.

"don't worry. niall said there will be extra bedrooms." perrie laughed.

"gosh perrie." i rolled my eyes. but really, i hope there will be an extra bedroom.

"aha. i'll see you later then?" perrie giggled.

"okay. your bringing leigh?" i asked.

"yeah leigh's coming." perrie told me.

"okay then. bye pez."

"bye z."

i dialled harry's number to see if he wanted to come.

"hello zayn." harry answered. his voice was so heavenly.

"hi harry. did you hear about the party later at niall's?" i asked harry.

"yeah niall invited me." harry told me.

"do you want to go with me?" i asked nervously.

"are you asking me on a date?" harry questioned, anxious.

"uh.. well um.." i didn't know what to say.

"sorry z. i got carried away. your straight and happy with perrie." harry blushed. i could almost see it.

"actually haz.. perrie and i broke it off.. we're still friends though. perrie's into the ladies." i smiled.

"oh. what about you? are you okay?.." harry asked nervously.

"actually.. i.. i'm good." i didn't want to tell him i'm into boys. not just yet.

"cool. so maybe i'll pick you up at 8pm?" i asked him.

"sure z. don't forget the apple juice." i laughed a little.

harry didn't drink, so when he came to party's with me, i'd make sure to keep a case of juice boxes in the trunk for him.

"yup haz. i've got the apple juice." i winked, though harry couldn't see.

"okay see you later babe." i spat that out. i didn't mean to say that.

before harry could answer, i hung up.