《Moon child》terrified
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I am afraid
I'll always want more love
Than what I deserve
More than you're capable of giving
More than any cup that leans towards me can hold
I am afraid
I'll always be cruel and selfish
Taking more than I can give
For how is it even fathomable
Broken jars can't be filled to the brim.
I think what it boils down to is that,
I'm afraid
You'll hate me the same way
I hate the ghosts from my past
I'd rather embrace your disappointment now
than your hatred tomorrow.
And finally, maybe the worst of it all,
I am afraid
That you will convince me of my worth
And I'll believe in everything you say like it's gospel
Only waiting for the other shoe to drop
and then I'll be left feeling terrified again
****
The Big Sad was very active last night.
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