《forever is an illusion ✓》feeling numb makes me happy.
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sometimes
i feel
so much
until
i feel
nothing,
and that
scares me.
it's ironic
how
the blade
goes
deeper and
deeper
but my
feelings
grow
shallow.
it's like i become
numb,
unresponsive.
but what scares
me most
is that
i like it.
why feel so
much
when
you can feel
nothing?
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