I open my eyes in a frantic.

I was in bed Adrian was near me with a worried expression.

"Oh thanks god I tried waking you up but you wouldn't wake up. You fell asleep when we hugged. Lily are you ok? You look pale.."

I stare at him and everything that happened to me in that dreams comes rushing to me all at once.

I back away from him frightened.

I look around trying to figure out if this is a dream.

I widen my eyes as Adrian comes closer to my face.

"Hey lily are you ok?" He asks again.

How do I answer that?

If I say no he would want to know what's wrong and if I say yes he would know I am lying.

I stare at him wondering what exactly happened in my dream.

Was it actually Adrian?

Or was it just an hallucination that my brain made to terror me even more in my sleep?

I feel him place both of his hands on my shoulder.

I stare at him and I feel something wet hit my arm.

I look down and saw a wet tear drop flowing away.

I'm I crying?

I place my hand on my face feeling the tears fall down.

Adrian then embraces me into a tight hug.

I am still in shock on how I acted and how he acted.

But who was that man?

Red eyes?

That's when I realized his eyes do look very familiar like that green eyed man in my dream once.

It couldn't be the same person right?

"Lily why are you crying don't cry princess." Adrian says breaking the embrace to wipe my tears.

I just stare at him like an idiot not saying anything.

I don't know how to reply to him.

I wrapped my arms around him not wanting him to let me go.

I was in denial that Adrian would even do that to me.

"Adrian.." I finally choke out.

"I'm here Lily." He says embracing me tighter.

I released my arms and placed my hands on each side of his face.

I lean toward him and planted a shaky kiss on his lips.

I was still scared of him, but I knew that I love him.

I remove my lips from his and just stared deep into his eyes.

I give him a small smile not knowing what I should do from here.

It was just a dream...

It doesn't mean that it'll actually happen.

Right?

I don't know if Adrian senses my need for him but his eyes just turned jet black.

I widen my eyes in shock as he starts to attack my neck.

I whimpered under his touch.

His mouth was hot and every kiss, lick and bite he gave me made me feel hot.

He was burning my skin in a pleasurable way.

"Adrian...wait..." I managed to say under his touch.

He stops and looks at me.

His eyes still had a dark shade to it.

"I'm scared..." I say looking down at my hands.

It was a sad feeling really.

I felt that I wouldn't be able to satisfy him. I'm not experienced like the other girls he had.

"Lily do you want me to stop?" He asks me.

I shake my head right away.

I want him..

I need him..

I want to experience this with Adrian before one of us dies.

I want to Adrian to be happy, and if it's sex then I'll give it to him.

I want to be connected with him.

I want to be one with him and only him.

"I'm ready!" I was determined to have a good memory with the person I love.

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"Hey baby wake up."

"Lily?"

I feel the person who was calling out for me start kissing my neck.

I opened my eyes and glared at Adrian.

"Why did you wake me up?" I mumbled liking the dream I had.

Well it wasn't a dream but at least it wasn't a nightmare.

"Forgive me but I want to talk to you is that a crime now?" He fakes innocence.

I get up fast and fell down right away.

"Lily are you ok?" Adrian says picking me up.

"No.." I say in pain.

I completely forgot what we did.

My legs were numb and I have this twisting sensation on the inside.

"I'm sore.." I look up at him which was happy.

"What are you so happy?" I smiled.

Just seeing his smiling face made the pain decrease.

"Why wouldn't I be? I finally got to Mate with you."He says picking up my naked body on the floor.

I blush holding on to him.

"Right.." I whispered kissing his chin.

I was happy but I still had a bad feeling in my gut.

Something is telling me that everything from now on will be absolutely hell for everyone around me.

I know that Adrian pack is in war with rouges. It won't be over until they beat the leader of the rouges.

I looked down at myself and I blushed immediately.

I was still naked being held by Adrian.

I removed myself from his body and ran toward the restroom to take a shower.

I see lily run toward to the restroom her face all red.

I smiled admiring the naked view of her behind.

"Finally any longer and I would've done the job, but besides that you felt it didn't you?"

I nodded my head," Yeah..Lily is keeping something from me."

I know she has nightmares often, but this one was different.

When she woke up she was terrified of me, but seconds later she was a different person.

In a way I don't want to complain because I did get to Mate with her.

Still though something is going on in that head of hers.

Not to mention that note.

Who ever wrote it was extra careful there wasn't even a single trace of a living thing that touched that paper before lily did.

There wasn't even a scent on the house just who is this guy?

I have to find this man and make sure he can never go near lily.

I have to have a meeting about this and get our defenses up to protect every pack member not just lily.

I am ashamed to say that if lily died along with pack members I would be more devastated that she's dead and not the people I actually grew up with.

I'm sure 99 percent of this entire world wether it's humans or not. We rather have strangers die than people who we love, and that's just the cruel reality.

I should be happy right now, but I can't get rid of this feeling that she's keeping something important from me.

I run my hand through my hair sighing.

I just hope she tells me.

I get up walking toward my section of the clothes and picked out some boxers briefs.

I need to take a shower I smelled like sex.

I of course don't mind it but I have places to go.

I need to get my pack members and our allies members ready.

We need to train so we can assure victory.

I sniff my self again and smirked on what I'm about to do.

The bathroom door is still completely broken from when I kicked it.

So ignoring that I just walked in.

Feeling my presence lily opens the curtains by a little so I could only see her face.

"I'm dirty let me join you." I wink at her trying not to laugh.

I see her think about it and before she could say no I interrupted her by joining in anyways.

"Adrian! You can't just invite yourself in you know." She half yells.

"Oh really? But I just did baby." I tap her nose and grabbed the shampoo.

She looked away in half anger half embarrassed.

I laughed out loud at her cuteness.

Taking it further because I tend to be an ass at times I placed a lone finger on her shoulder and trailed it to her mid back.

I see her shiver and that's when I knew I made a mistake.

I push her aside lightly ignoring her protest and I turn off the hot water only leaving cold water.

"What? Adrian what are you doing?" She asks me looking a bit irritated.

"Trust me it's for your own good unless you want to go over it again." I slightly smirk at her knowing she got that not to mention I bet my eyes are darker than normal.

I see a light pink forming on her cheeks and she shakes her head.

I wanted to disagree with her, but once it starts I probably won't end, and I also have way too many things to do.

I got out of the shower first, but before I got out I enjoyed the view once more.

It looks better wet. I laugh at my own joke as lily gives me a funny look.

I get change quickly and once I was done I started calling my dad.

Once he picks up I just start giving him my ideas.

"So I was thinking we should train our members with the other packs. We can't afford to lose any more time. I or worst Lily been getting threats and I can't take the risk. So why don't you gather them all up and make them perform the task my great great grandfather created to see what each members strengths and weaknesses are." I say fast getting it all out before I forget.

"Wait.. Alright I got it, but may I ask you what are you going to do?" I could hear that he is irritated and it's probably because of our fight.

"I will join of course just because I'm your son does not mean I'm strong. You trained all your life you know what you're up against I on the other hand never been in a war before." I truthfully answered.

He makes this noise and then agrees with me telling me to go to the main house before he hangs up on me.

I look at the phone in annoyance. I understand he still disagrees with my decisions on where I would live, but I want my privacy and I bet lily does too.

I'm about to go back over there but before I do I have to wait for lily. There's no way in hell I'm leaving without her.

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