~~Lily~~

I woke up because I felt cold.

I looked around and saw that it was 3 am and Adrian wasn't next to me.

For no reason I got afraid.It was dark really dark and I couldn't see anything.

I curled myself into a small ball and tried to fall asleep.

The door opened and a person came in close the door locking it.

I sat up when I realized it was Adrian his eyes pierced through out the room.

He saw that I was awake and walked toward me.

"Lily you ok?"

No I'm afraid of the dark,even when I lived with my dad I made sure to always have a small nightlight.

I shook my head.

Adrian got on the bed and pulled me to him.

He started hugging me to be honest I don't know what's he doing but it was making me feel better.

We laid down and we just stayed there in each other arms.

After A bit I passed out.

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I felt the sun hitting my face.

I moved my hand to cover my face.

I moved to get more comfortable but I couldn't I was being hold.

I tried getting out not thinking straight,panicking on who I was being held on.

Whatever I did it woke up the person and I heard the person groaning complaining about something.

I tried to pull away again but made it worst and now I was being pinned by the person.

I looked up to see Adrian face.

Oh right I'm living with him,yea still not used to that.

"What are you doing,"he whispers.

I just look at him I smiled and pulled my wrists from his hand.

When I got my wrist out I realized I was on the bottom.

He fell on top of me but caught himself but our bodies were still touching.

I felt something poking me and that thing did not help me calm down now I'm panicking.

I tried pushing him off but for real why even try he's muscle I'm bone.

He then noticed his thing was touching me and got off me.

"..."

"..."

We stayed silent and I just shook my head and went to the restroom to brush my teeth.

When I got back I saw Adrian on bed looking at me.

When he saw me he got up hugged me and went to the restroom.

That hug was really awkward.

I was picking out my clothes when he came back.

He came out with a towel which made me confused.

How long was I picking my clothes?

I looked at him once and walked out.

When I got to the restroom I started thinking about him.

I made sure the door was locked and took off my clothes and got inside the shower.

I should take a shower I didn't take one for a while now.

I felt rude staying in the same room with a half naked man so I had to leave.

I didn't leave because I didn't like what I was seeing but because I had no choice.

As I got out of the shower I put on the clothes I picked out earlier.

It was a plain black shirt but it had a huge beautiful flower right in the middle and dark blue jeans.

I grabbed all my dirty clothes and put them in a bag.

I have to wash that later and my other dirty clothes.

I walked out of the restroom and walked to his room.

He wasn't there anymore which was better for me.

Seriously he makes me feel awkward and weird.

As I was putting my shoes on Adrian walked in.

"Hey you hungry want to go out to eat?"

My stomach started growling when he mentioned food.

I blushed nodding he gave me a smile.

"Ok let's go I know this amazing little diner and the breakfast is amazing,"He says excitedly.

I nodded it sounds good.

We walked down the stairs,I realized no one seemed to be home.

Now I'm understanding why he wanted to go out to eat.

I could have cook for him but I didn't know.

We walked outside and got into his car.

I wonder if it was weird for him for never getting an actual answer from me.

I know it must be hard to know me completely if I don't talk.

Adrian drove into this tiny diner and it was made out of wood it seems.

It has to be the cutest diner I've seen.

On the front in big proud letters said

In smaller words it said things like

I really liked this it really does seem homely.

We walked inside and right away you could smell strong coffee.

The scent was mouth watering.

We took a seat and because I didn't know what was good here I just ordered the same thing as Adrian.

When we got our food all I can say is that I don't think I ever seen so much food on a plate in my entire life.

I couldn't possibly eat all of this.

It had sausages,hashbrown,bacon,two eggs sunny side up,toast and three pancakes.

The food really does look amazing but this is way too much for me.

I could get full by one of each or less.

After staring at my plate for 5 minutes I looked at Adrian and saw that he was almost done with half.

How does he eat so fast?

I shook my head with a small smile and started eating bits of everything.

Omg I really do understand him now this is incredible.

It has to be the best thing I've eaten.

I don't believe I ever eaten food this amazing all in one plate before.

When I finished half I got full and couldn't go on.

I looked up at Adrian and saw that he's done and been staring at me eat.

He seemed to like when I put food in my mouth i know my body isn't supposed to be this tiny but what could I do.

I gave up on the food it was just too much so I pushed it away from me.

Adrian looked at me I smiled and pointed at it and then at him.

I pushed it to him,I want him to eat if I couldn't let food go to waste.

He sighed and agreed he began eating and at times he feed me which I thought was weird.

Once he finished he left Money for the waiter as a tip.

We left the diner full and happy.

I felt like I ate too much my stomach actually starting hurting.

My body wasn't use to have so much food in it yet.

As Adrian started driving again I felt really grateful.

Once we got back home it seemed that everyone was back.

"Oh lily there you are and oh how are the clothes fitting you?"says Mrs.Black

I nodded and gave her a thumbs up the clothes are great the best clothes I ever had and I like that it fits me a bit large.

I smiled at her,I really am grateful but why are they doing this why me?

It could've been anyone but yet it's me what did I ever do to deserve so much.

Adrian excused us saying he wants to talk to me.

We start walking up to his room and I sat down on the bed looking at him.

Adrian kept on pacing around the room he seemed nervous.

After him pacing a bit he stopped looked at me straight in the eye and grabbed my Hands and starting holding them.

He never lost eye contact when he said something that shocked me.

"Lily would you like to go on a date with me?"

I stared at him shocked,I couldn't believe this.

First he kills my father,he gives me a place to stay and now he wants to go out with me.

If I say yes I'm definitely crazy he's a killer.

Also I heard rumors about him getting laid with a lot of different girls.

He probably just wants that from me and then dump me leaving me alone.

I just can't say yes it will be too weird for me and I don't want this to ruin our weird friendship.

I finally broke eye contact and closed my eyes.

I could feel that he was staring at me.

I opened my eyes again and looked down to my lap.

As I looked down I heard like a whine I'm not sure what it was but when I looked up Adrian face was extremely sad.

This is why I can't say yes if we end things well I would get hurt and I don't want to get hurt any more and I really don't want to hurt him.

I just can't say yes or no why can't we just have this weird friendship thing we have.

Maybe if I was a normal girl at school and if I been asked out but Adrian then of course I would say yes Adrian is a god he has handsome features and from what I know a great personality.

But sadly I'm not that girl I had way to many problems and if I get hurt any more I will break I won't be able to handle it.

Heart break is painful it will ruin me emotionally just as my dad ruin me physically.

I stayed very quiet not making any type of body moment.

After a while Adrian gave up he sat next to me and started talking again.

"Lily you don't have to say yes do what you want to do,"he whispered.

Why is he so damn nice to me.

I run my hand through my hair I still don't know what to do.

Should I risk it all and end up in an emotional mess of say no and lose our friendship.

Maybe if I just went with him to one date only one and see how that life is and maybe Adrian can change his mind about dating me.

As these thoughts were flowing in my head Adrian eyes never left my face.

I got up and got my notebook and a pen.

This is going to be longer than a simple yes or no.

I started writing,"Adrian are you sure? You can back up right now and we could still be friends I don't want to get hurt anymore and I don't want to hurt you."

Adrian faced held a lot of emotion as he read my note.

"I would never hurt you lily never."

That's what he says now but he doesn't know about the future.

I shake my head as if I was disappointed he didn't back out.

Now I really have to make a choice.

"Adrian please think about this are you sure you want me there are better girls out there for you I just create problems."

After reading Adrian seemed to be disappointed at me for saying that he got a bit angry as well.

"No lily there is no way in hell a better girl than you."

Oh

Of course there is,there are many girls with out these awful problems I have.

"Lily how about one date and if you are not sure I'll play you for the date."

Play me?

"As in we play a game and if you win we go out but what do I get if I win?"

I "asked".

"Hmm what do you want I'll give you anything."

Whoa but that's the thing I'm not sure I never really wanted anything.

I could play for returning to school.

I don't like being homeschooled it doesn't really work out considering I'm just learning from books and not teachers experiences and if I do good in school I can go to a good college.

Well that settles it I would to go back to school.

"Ok I'll play you and if I win I have to go back to school so I could go to a good college far from here."

"Haha yea right darling you are not winning and jaunt because you said you want to get away from here make it 2 dates,"he smirked.

"Deal"

"Wait what game are we playing anyways?" I asked.

"Don't worry about babe you will see tomorrow now you better prepare for going on 2 dates with me because I'm going to win."

I shook my head no it not fair if he knows how to play and not me but I guess that's how it works for him.

We looked at each other shook hands and left the room going out separate ways.

But we both ended up in kitchen helping out his mom glaring at each other.

His mom kept on giving us weird looks.

It doesn't matter what he thinks because I'm going to win he created war.

I glared at him one more time before i started helping Mrs.Black on the chicken.

We cooked all day and the day went really fast which means I have little time to prepare for Adrian game whatever it is.

Adrian and I both couldn't stop glaring at each other and his mom got annoyed at us.

"Ok stop with the glaring it feels like I'm in the middle of war,"she says.

"That's because you are mom we made a bet."

She looked at us and just said "good luck" I don't know to who but I had a feeling it was for me.

Hmp Adrian will need that luck after I'm done with him. I gave him a smile that looked evil.

Ohh it's war I'll see you tomorrow.

~ZzzDreamZzz