I wouldn't be able to function. I would legitimately lose my ability to live.

And, what a lot of people don't realize is I can feel death. Most deaths are just a buzzing in my ear.

However, if the person that died is close to me, it's like the most excruciating pain I've ever experienced. I get the most intense and instant headache imaginable and it feels like my body is on fire. I usually collapse exactly where I am because my legs give out.

That's just for close friends. I couldn't imagine the intense pain that would come with William dying.

I would probably spend a good while depressed and unable to get out of bed before I remembered who my Father is.

Then I'd go to him and demand he bring my William back to me.

He owes me too much to deny me that. He allows all kinds of people to come back from the dead. He would have to let William come back. And if he didn't? I'd probably never leave to Underworld again.