I always knew you exited.

I mean, seriously. Who wouldn't notice you?

I never actually went up to you to talk or anything because,

1. I was too much of an awkward potato weirdo child to talk to anyone outside of Percy, Thalia, Grover, and Bianca.

And,

2. I was too busy being weirdly (creepily) obsessed with Percy to take much notice to anyone else around me that was not female.

But, I will say I was only at camp for like two or three weeks that first time and I don't remember ever seeing you around.

After the War, when I came back, I really wanted to get to know you. I was too much of a coward to actually go up to you, though, and all the activity around camp with war clean up and cabin building kinda gave me an excuse to not talk to the hot blonde doctor everyone was fawning over.

I knew you were there and I was kinda lowkey stalking you before I left Camp to head for the Underworld, then Camp Jupiter.