Sitting alone while eating my breakfast. I sighed then look at Devin's empty chair. After he storming out from his office leaving me alone, I didn't see him since then. I'm worried where did he go? Have he eaten? What's bothering him? I have to be an understanding mate. That's all I could do as his human mate.

I got up and cleaned up my breakfast and kept Devin's inside the fridge. Maybe he will eat it later. Suddenly my phone started to ringing. I pushed the answer icon without looking at the caller id.

"Hello?"

"Hi, it's me Jonnie. Wanna hang out?"

"Umm.. I'm not sure but I will text you after I ask Devin's permission"

"Sure, bye"

I hang up. I think I should spend a bit time with my new friends and maybe it will help me ease the pressure that I'm in now. I talk to myself then nodded in agreement. I started to walked towards our room but to be stopped when I saw the door beside the library. This is the door that Devin told me not to go in but what's in there making it restricted for me to come in?

My curiosity grew and decided to just have a look inside the room. I will do it ONCE just ONce. Slowly pushing the door opened and to my suprise it's not locked. My hearts beats fast as I slowly walk inside. It's just a normal home office. I look at my left then saw a bunch of pictures hanging. I gulped nervously and walked near to the picture.

My eyes widened when I saw a brutal murder pictures every picture. There's a picture of a body without head. My eyes wondering looking at the horrifying pictures until my eyes land on one picture that has Devin in it. I took a step back when I saw him in the picture smirking holding a badly beat up guy.

I shakes my head in disbelief but stopped when I heard the door opened revealing Devin. Quickly back away as he stood there shocked seeing me inside the room.

"L-love , what are you doing in here?"

"What is this Devin? Why did I see you in that picture? Tell me DEVIN!!"

He sighed then rubbing his face in frustration.

"It's not what's it look like lov-"

"Don't you dare call me that!! EXPLAIN THIS TO ME NOW DEVIN!! Tell me ...what are you?"

My voice broke at the end feeling scared hearing what will be his answer. My eyes looked at him straight waiting for an answer. He growled loudly then grabbing the things near him and throwing it at the wall breaking them into pieces. He stopped then looked at me with his red eyes.

"Why did you come inside here Kyara"

He asked with his scary deep voice. I kept my mouth shut wanting him to answer me first. I jumped slightly when I heard him roaring in frustration then throw the table across the room. I took more steps back when he stalking dangerously to me.

"Tell me Devin, what are you? WHY DID YOU SEEM HAPPY KILLING PEOPLE? Huh?!! TELL ME!!"

"THAT'S NONE OF YOUR CONCERN" He growled darkly

"IT IS MINE WHEN ITS COME TO YOU DEVIN!!" I yelled.

"Fine !! Yes, I'm a monster that killing people!! THATS ME KYARA! I kill PEOPLE especially like YOU WEAK HUMAN!! I'm the Mafia leader. I enjoy hearing them screaming in Pain! Do you want to know why the f*ck I was so messed up lately huh?!! It's because I got a message telling that my ENEMIES WANT YOU!!! YOU KYARA!! I should've known better for not bringing you into this world. I WAS A MESS THINKING HOW TO PROTECT YOU especially when you're WEAK!! THIS STUPID MATE BOND MAKING ME WANT YOU!! YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A WEAK HUMAN. YOU'RE SO WEAK UNTIL MAKING THIS THINGS ALOT MORE HARDER!! THATS WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR RIGHT?!!"

My heart stopped hearing the words coming from his mouth. Tears started to pouring out of my eyes. My heart broke into million pieces knowing my mate doesn't want me. A WEAK HUMAN MATE!! I'm too weak for HIM!!

"S-so you regretted about u-us?"

My voice absolutely broke as I asked him the question. He kept silent making me taking it as yes.

"Very well then" I said in so much disappointment in my voice

With that I walked out from the room to our room with broken hearted . I took my handbag and leave the house not caring to bring the clothes since all of my clothes he bought for me. That's mean it's his and not mine. I pulled out my phone and call Jonnie to pick me up.Less than 6 mins he arrived in his black Lamborghini.

The drive to the cafe is filled with my sobbing. Jonnie looked at me concern but stopped when we arrived at the caffe. Slowly hopped out from the car and make our way to the cafe. Jonnie hold my hand in concern looking at my mood.

"What happened Kyara?"

I keep silent and instead of explaining what's happening I broke down. He quickly got up from his seat and hugged me while rubbing my back to calm me down. Not long after Reggie came in the cafe and join us. Eventhough Reggie is a tough guy he is soft inside. They asked me what happen then I slowly explaining it to them.

"I guess he regretted about me and him"

I ended the explanation making Reggie and Jonnie clenching their hand into a fist until their knuckles turns white.

"Don't worry, you can stay with us"

Reggie said. I don't want to tell my parents now but I will when the time has come. I really hate making my parents worried about me. I don't want my father to kill Devin. it's better this way.

We went to Reggie and Jonnie's penthouse. It's quite big and nicely decorated. Jonnie carried me in bridal style to one of his guests room. My energy was drained from crying and heart breaks. I closed my eyes thinking now my heart already breaks for the third time but this time is the most painful knowing your soulmate don't want you because you're WEAK.

I was woken up only to meet me in different room. Where am I ? Horrifying memories flooding back into my head. My mate is a monster and He doesn't want me because I'm WEAK. I sit in silence while staring at the wall. I guess this is my fate to be heartbroken repeatedly. I sighed. I got up and do my morning routine. Wearing my peach dress then walked towards the kitchen.

I stopped when I saw a girl eating something at the counter. Her back is facing me making me hard to see her face. Slowly walk towards her not wanting to startled her. She look up when she heard me coming into the kitchen.

"Oh Luna, Good morning"

The girl greeted me with soft smile. Finally I get a better view of her, she has a brunette hair just like mine. She really know how to make up than me.

"Oh how rude I am, sorry Luna. I'm Sophea Edwards, the pack nurse"

"Hi Sophea, just call me Kyara"

I returned her kind smile.

"How long have you been the pack nurse?" I asked

She giggled "Two years, it's kind hard to work as a nurse but it's okay when I see him everyday" She said dreamily probably thinking about 'Him'. I wonder who is 'He'.

Our conversations were interrupted by Jonnie when he walks in the kitchen.

"Good morning Kyara and Sophea" Jonnie said with smile on his face. I look at him confused wondering where is Reggie.

"He's still in bed, snoring like a whale" he shrugged "as usual"

Sophea chuckled while eyeing Jonnie's bulging muscles through his white shirt. I noticed whenever he talks she will pay full attention at him. I innerly smirked 'Love triangle'. I have no moods to laugh only talk to be polite. Jonnie took a day leave today but Reggie and Sophea went to do their job. We've decided not to tell Devin about me at here. I'm just to hurt to see or face him again. His words like daggers piercing through my heart.

I have no appetite lately. I talk and laugh lesser than usual. Jonnie being a very completely gentleman. He understands my pain. He sometimes he cry when he heard my story. He is a completely soft person. No wonder women fall in love with Jonnie not only by his look but also by his personalities.

I was preparing dinner with Jonnie. Jonnie do the cooking while me on the other hand do the cutting but stopped when I started to feel sick. I quickly ran to the bathroom and vomit out what's in my stomach. I felt my chest pain whenever I coughed violently. But this time my eyes widened in shock when I saw blood coming out instead of food.

Suddenly I saw black spots then let darkness took over me.

I ran to the bathroom that Kyara have been and saw her lying on the floor lifeless. I went to her and check on her but stop when I saw blood on her hands and at her mouth. Is she? No no this can't be. I waste no time carrying her to my car while mind linking my mate about Kyara. I drove to the hospital and went straight to the emergency room.

I breath out in relief when I got her heart beating again. I took some of her blood to make some test and hopefully the results is not what I expected. She deserve to have a good life. If anything happens to her, I will beat the sh*t out of him. I don't care if he is an Alpha.