shy.Writing smut is not my thing.I'm warning you earlier, it might be one of the worse smuts you've ever read.

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Jungkook wanted to say something but Taehyung's mouth on his stopped him from doing so.After blinking his eyes repeatedly he realized that Taehyung wasn't joking earlier...

The force of the kiss was more than enough to let the elder's intentions sink in Jungkook's head.He could feel the want in Taehyung's aggressive ovements on his body.Not that he was complaining though.He missed it, he missed Taehyung all over him!

Taehyung's groaning voice snapped the younger male out of his thoughts.A muffled giggle left his mouth as he felt how annoyed the elder was getting for his lack of response to the kiss.Soon Jungkook indulged himself in returning the kiss with same intensity, not wanting to test Taehyung's patience anymore.

They panted heavily when they finally broke their kiss.Taehyung's sharp eyes took in the sight of the ethereal beauty under him.Jungkook's closed eyes, button nose, luscious lips which were now glistening with their mixed saliva, the moles enhancing his prettiness even more as always.....everything was just too perfect, too addicting for Taehyung....

Jungkook's lips parted as a small gasp left his lips when he felt Taehyung's hands sneaking inside his oversized shirt.Feeling Taehyung's sensual touch on his warm skin suddenly made him feel overwhelmed.He opened his now teary eyes only to see Taehyung looking at him with the same look.

They didn't need to ask what the other was feeling because it was a mutual feeling....a feeling of losing something precious but then being able to have it back in the most unexpected phase of your life.It was like reuniting after years of longing and separation!

Suddenly both of them felt the need to show each other the love, the burning passion they suppressed inside themselves in the past three years.They were too busy making their son comfortable to the new environment that they didn't even realise how badly they needed it....how badly they need to make love to stay sane....

"I love you!" Taehyung said, directly looking at Jungkook's big, doe eyes.The younger male, however, pulled him for a kiss instead of replying.Taehyung smiled at the sweet gesture before closing his eyes and kissing the other breathless.

"Tae..." Jungkook bit his lower lip to lower his moaning sound when he felt Taehyung starting to kiss and suck on his neck.He ran his fingers through Taehyung's locks and kissed the mop of hair lovingly.

Taehyung, who was practically laying on Jungkook's body raised himself a little bit.He smile, seeing the questioning look the male under him was giving him.

"Taegguk is in the next room.You sure, we should do this?What if he wakes up?" Taehyung asked, caressing Jungkook's cheeks carefully.

"Usually, he doesn't wake up before sunrise.But I-I'm not sure...." Jungkook actually didn't know what to say.Of course, he wanted Taehyung just like he wanted him.He so wanted to give himself to the elder once again but the thought of Taegguk waking up in the middle was something he could never imagine.

"It's ok.Will you be able to lower your voice?" Taehyung asked even though he knew that Jungkook was quite vocal in bed.He loves to hear those melodious sounds actually but this time, it will be better to keep it lower.Not that they have another option.

Taehyung lightly chucked at the look Jungkook gave him.The look was accusing.It clearly meant that he shouldn't be the one to ask such a question when he's the reason behind why Jungkook becomes so loud during sex.

"I'll be gentle." Taehyung mumbled, pecking Jungkook's pouty lips afterwards.

Taehyung stood up from the bed and checked the door which was connecting Jungkook's bedroom to Taegguk's small one.He came back after locking it and hovered over Jungkook again, this time directly diving into his neck which was already decorated by few fresh love bites.

Jungkook covered his mouth to stop himself from making any sounds when Taehyung's hands started roaming all over his body.A whimper left his mouth, feeling Taehyung's big palms squishing his ass.

"Fuck!" Taehyung was already hard.It started paining him.He sat down and pulled off the clothes he was wearing.He threw them off the bed, leaving himself completely naked for Jungkook's eyes.

Jungkook left a shaky breath as he took in the sight only he had the right to see.He nodded his head when Taehyung looked at him, knowing exactly he was asking for.Soon his shirt followed Taehyung's clothes on the floor, leaving his upper body bare for the elder male.

Taehyung was left speechless, seeing his lover in that state again.His eyes teared up when he saw a mark on Jungkook's lower abdomen.He raised his hand and touched the skin gently, as if afraid to hurt that area.He knew what it was.It was the prove that Jungkook gave birth to their son through a C-section, the only way a man can give birth to.....

"Tae, it's ok!" Jungkook said when he felt Taehyung's quivering lips on his lower abdominal area.He massaged Taehyung's scalp to free him from all the emotional thoughts when he felt warm teardrops falling on his belly.

After few minutes of laying down on Jungkook's stomach, Taehyung composed himself.He directly went for a kiss, wanting to deliver all his emotions to the younger through it.It didn't takethem much time to turn the soft, loving kiss into one with burning desire.

"Ah.." Jungkook gasped when he felt Taehyung's big palms running through all the curves of his body and then finally resting on his chest.He arched his back when he felt Taehyung squishing the soft area.It got softer when he was pregnant with Taegguk.

He was not lactating anymore since Taegguk eats solid food now-a-days but his chest area was left softer than before.It couldn't be felt when he's wearing clothes but now that he doesn't have a shirt, Taehyung got to view the changes of his body after Taegguk's birth.

"You know, you look more beautiful like this?" Taehyung mumbled with husky voice, making Jungkook blush like a teenage girl who just recieved her crush's attention.

Taehyung took his time to worship every inch of Jungkook's upper body skin before wrapping his warm lips around one of those pink buds.Jungkook couldn't help but moan, feeling Taehyung's tongue playing with his nipples oh so good.

He fisted his hands on Taehyung's locks, making him groan when Taehyung sucked his buds alternatively, giving them the same attention.Jungkook was trying hard to not moan loudly as pleasure filled his whole being.He whimpered when he felt Taehyung tugging on his hard nipples with his teeth.Nipple play was something they both used to love but this time, Jungkook felt that area even more sensitive than before since it's years without doing all these stuffs.

Taehyung left the buds only after they got swollen.He smirked proudly looking at Jungkook's upper body which was now filled with hickeys.After Jungkook breaths got normal, Taehyung pulled off Jungkook's shorts, leaving him bare for his eyes.He sat on his knees between Jungkook's legs and parted them by holding his thighs.He placed few kisses on the milky, smooth skin of Jungkook's legs, worshipping his body just the way he deserved.

"Ahh...Tae.." Jungkook couldn't stop himself from moaning loudly when he felt Taehyung kissing, licking and sucking the inner part of his thighs.For him, it was starting to feel like first time.After Taehyung was satisfied with all the marks he placed on Jungkook's thick thighs which were always his weakness, he looked at Jungkook with a sheepish look on his face.

"Babe, we don't have lube and condoms"

Jungkook's eyes widened in realization.He was too much into the pleasure that he almost forgot about those necessary stuffs.

"U-use spit then" Jungkook said, panting a little.

"But it's not the same as before.You'll get hurt.I know, you're not ready." Taehyung looked unsure which made Jungkook smile.He gestured the elder to come closer and pecked his lips.

"It's ok.I'm always ready if it's you." Jungkook said in a flirty tone.He giggled, hearing Taehyung groan.

"Suck" Taehyung said, pushing three of his fingers inside Jungkook's mouth.The younger obeyed.It was hard for both of them to control their hormones now.

Taehyung took a deep breath before pushing one of his fingers which were now coated with Jungkook's saliva, in the tight ring of muscles.He looked at the younger to see if it hurt him.After making sure that the younger male was feeling ok, he started scissoring his finger in and out of Jungkook's hole.

Soon, three of his fingers were doing the scissoring job while Jungkook tried to muffle his pained moans as much as possible.Few teardrops flew down his cheeks at the painful sting he was feeling down there.

Taehyung littered Jungkook's whole face with kisses to distract him from the pain.He stopped kissing when he heard a pleasurable moan leaving Jungkook's lips.He pecked his lips one last time before lubing up his member with his own saliva.

Taehyung pushed his tip inside Jungkook and waited for the younger in case he gives him any signs of discomfort.When he saw none, he pushed his cock inside Jungkook in one go, making him moan at the painful pleasure he was recieving.

After few minutes, when the pain subside away, Jungkook told Taehyung to move.With each passing second, Taehyung increased the pace of his trusts.It was beyond words how he felt being inside Jungkook.It always feels so right, so perfect.Taehyung started thrusting even harder, finding it hard to control himself anymore..

Jungkook bit his lips harshly to stop himself from screaming.It was hard, it was really hard to stay quiet when Taehyung's length is abusing all the right places inside him.It didn't take much time as they neared their orgasm.

Soon Jungkook came with a strangled moan leaving his mouth.Taehyung increased his pace, knowing Jungkook will feel hurt because of overestimulation if he doesn't do so.It wasn't long when he felt his climax nearing.He pulled out immediately and stroked his dick.He couldn't cum inside Jungkook's even if he wanted to....it's not the right time...

Jungkook panted heavily, looking at the elder male with drowsy eyes after Taehyung pulled out of him.He saw the elder's furrowed eyebrows and his lips between his teeth as he stroked himself.

"T-tae, let me help you..." Jungkook proposed, trying to sit up but a hiss left his mouth at the pain in his lower back.

"No...n-not this t-time.....J-just keep l-looking at me....y-yeah...just l-like that, baby..." Taehyung stroked himself faster, looking at Jungkook who was eyeing him touching himself.

With few muffled curses, Taehyung came hard, spilling some of his semen on Jungkook's thighs.He layed down beside Jungkook, panting heavily.After regaining his breath, he hugged Jungkook's sweaty body closer to him.

Both of them sighed in satisfaction when their bodies tangled up with each other.Taehyung kissed the younger's forehead lovingly before pulling him for a kiss.They kissed slowly, feeling the warmth of each other.It felt surreal to be this close to each other once again.It felt euphoric to make love to each other after years.

The hope to live happily, the hope to find love, the hope to have a complete family....Taehyung and Jungkook both had those hidden inside them.After separating from each other, they lost all the hopes they had inside them.They were just living but they never felt alive!

Being an orphan, Taehyung never got to know what a family feels like but Jungkook gave him everything he always craved for.On the other hand, Jungkook had everything except love and care but Taehyung made those voids of his life full!

They both love each other crazily that it hurt them both.They were not able to move on even after three years of separating.It wasn't like they wanted to move on.Both of them accepted that fate gave them only one chance to love and the moment, they drifted apart, they lost the only chance as well.

But now, after three long years, after feeling empty and broken for these months, they are here...laying in each other's embrace, smiling contently.All they could say was they were happy, really really happy.They didn't want anything else in life.They just want to live together, forgetting those times when they cried in the pain of love.

"Jungkook, let's take a shower....baby?" Taehyung whispered but got no response.Only then he noticed that Jungkook was already asleep.Taehyung could only feel how exhausted Jungkook might be feeling after their love making session.He smiled like a fool while staring at the beautiful male.After few minutes of staring like some creep, he carefully got out of the bed.

Soon he took a shower and wore a sweatpant of Jungkook.They were almost of the same height.So it fitted him just fine.He then tenderly cleaned Jungkook's whole body with a wet towel.Taehyung took a dry towel and wiped Jungkook's body before making him wear just an oversized shirt.Somehow he managed to change the bedsheets and took the dirty clothes to the laundry box.

After few minutes, he finally got into the bed but thus time, he layed on top of Jungkook and put his face in the crook of his neck.He placed few butterfly kisses on the hickey-filled milky skin before falling asleep.After so long, both of them were feeling this carefree to sleep without having to worry about anything.....

All their worries are now gone.They are together now and they'll never let go, not again, not ever.

They are meant to be and they'll stick to each other.........forever !

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I'm embarrassed to the next level if you're gonna ask me.Reading smut and writing one are two completely different things.Idk how was it and I'm gonna update this part before I change my mind....

Hope you enjoyed reading.

Damn...I'm already feeling awkward.And no, this book will end with the epilogue which I'm gonna update next.See you later.Bye 🙃