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"Hyung, you love kids right?" Jungkook asked, looking at Taehyung with his sparkling, doe eyes.

Taehyung placed one last kiss on the boy's neck and looked up at him in the eyes with a soft smile playing on his lips.He pulled Jungkook's naked body even closer to his by holding the boy's waist.

"A lot." Taehyung gently said, kissing the beautiful younger's forehead lovingly who smiled widely at him, showing his bunny teeth.

"Umm...i-if we ever h-have a b-baby....w-what will you n-name them?" Jungkook suddenly became shy while asking it which made Taehyung chuckle at the male in pure adoration.

"Hey.... don't laugh." Jungkook whined, hitting Taehyung's naked chest while pouting heavily.Taehyung immediately stopped laughing.He was aware of Jungkook's moodiness after sex.So it was better for him to stay quiet.

"Hmm..If we have a girl, we would name her 'Aera' and if we have a boy, we would name him 'Taegguk'." Taehyung answered, smiling dreamily.

Jungkook smiled lovingly, looking at the elder male with heart eyes.He loved the names - 'Aera' means 'love' and 'Taegguk' comes after combining his and Taehyung's names.There was no doubt, Taehyung was a genius !

"I want them to look like you." Jungkook poked Taehyung's cheeks and voiced out his thoughts.His cheeks were rosy and a pout adorned his lips which made him look so beautiful.Taehyung couldn't help but stare at the male in awe.

"But I want them to look pretty like you." Taehyung said the moment he snapped back into reality only to recieve a glare from the bunny looking male, who was all snuggled up in his embrace.

Taehyung mentally slapped himself for saying that.But he handled the situation by using his fingers to gesture that he had zipped his mouth and then threw the imaginary keys somewhere inside the room.

Jungkook looked at him in amusement and finally burst out of laughter when he felt the cuteness of the elder rising to its maximum.

He couldn't wait to spend his future with his love.He was sure the days would bring so much happiness to them.All they needed was just each other's love and support...

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Taehyung forced himself to concentrate on his work for the rest of the day.He tried his best to pay his hundred percent attention to the patients who already had their appointments with him.But it was harder than he expected.All the time he worked, his heart kept crying to see the little boy again.His heart pained thinking about whatever he saw hours ago!

The moment he knew the name of the child, he followed the nurse with hurried steps.His eyes stung with unshed tears.The teardrops finally found their way down when he saw the toddler running into Jungkook's wide open arms when the nurse put him down.He saw how Jungkook's face lit up when he took the little one in his embrace.It wasn't that long when Jungkook looked so dull, so tired in the meeting room.But the presence of the baby changed his whole mood.Taehyung could see that, he could feel that !

He saw how Jungkook looked at the baby with heart eyes but there was something else too, something that showed that Jungkook has been through storms all alone but the baby was what kept him sane all the time.It's been almost three years but Taehyung still could read Jungkook like an open book.

Only if he could do the same when they separated....

Taehyung wondered if Jungkook is married now.He should be actually.After all, that was the reason why Jungkook left without any further explanation that time, that was the reason why he didn't want Taehyung to meet him before leaving the country!

Something in Taehyung told him to just leave.As if it didn't make any sense at all.It told him that he could be wrong.The child might be the sign of Jungkook and his h-husband's l-love....

But Taehyung's heart didn't consider those thoughts at all.His heart desired for the baby, his heart desired to know why Jungkook did that to him, his heart desired to know how Jungkook is doing....his heart ached to know if Jungkook is someone else's now...

Few more teardrops left the doctor's eyes as his thoughts ran all over the place.He stood there for some more time, watching the father-son duo interacting lovingly!

Though Taehyung observed them in silence, his mind was flooded with questions, questions only Jungkook could answer to.But he stayed silent.It was a hospital and he didn't want to make any kind of scene there.Jungkook owed him a long explanation and Taehyung wouldn't back away before getting that.

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It was almost 9pm when Jungkook reached his apartment.He hurriedly freshened himself and Taegguk up as the boy was about to doze off soon.He changed into his pajamas and made the little one wear a pair if comfortable clothes before rushing into the kitchen.He then made the boy sit in the cradle near the kitchen so that the kid wouldn't try something to get hurt.Jungkook placed it there long ago since he needs to keep an eye on the baby even when he's cooking.

Outside the kitchen, Jungkook prefers carrying him or just letting him be as it was easy to observe him every now and then when he's not working.Jungkook placed few toys and plushies inside the cradle and let the baby play.He talked to the baby randomly while stirring the light food and Taegguk to immersed himself in playing and blabbering things to his papa.

After half an hour, Jungkook was done feeding Taegguk and he was now having his dinner, thinking about a certain man.He always does that.Taehyung never leaves his mind, not even for a slight moment.But today, it was different.He saw Taehyung after years, he saw Taehyung looking at him the same way he used to do before.The whole time he was working and cooking, there wasn't a second when he didn't remember that look on Taehyung's face.

Oh, how he wanted to run into Taehyung's protective arms, how bad he wanted Taehyung's warmth against his body.Jungkook missed him, Jungkook misses him every second !

Jungkook wondered if Taehyung hated him now.A sad smile appeared on his face like it does everytime he thinks about Taehyung.He himself asked for it.Of course, Taehyung might hate him now.He deserves it, he deserves Taehyung's hate more than he deserved Taehyung's love.Well, he never deserved it in the first place.He thought if Taehyung found someone already.The thought itself pained him a lot but again, he created it !

The toddler was snuggling more and more to Jungkook's chest which snapped Jungkook out of his dazed state.He looked at the baby who knuzzled more into his chest to get more warmth as he tried to sleep without disturbing his papa.Jungkook always wondered how Taegguk can be so thoughtful.The boy never gave him a hard time like other babies do to their parents.Maybe, he took his personality from Taehyung just like the looks!

Jungkook left his plate after having only two bites of the food as he lost his appetite.He sighed heavily and got up from the chair, holding Taegguk carefully.He washed his hands with difficulty and walked out of the kitchen, keeping in mind to wash the dish later.

He went and sat on the big divan in the corner of the living room.He laid Taegguk on his upper body and patted his back to give him more comfort.The baby soon fell asleep.A small smile appeared on Jungkook's face just by looking at the pout on his son's lips.It was surprising how Taegguk took all the characters from Taehyung.But it was something Jungkook really loved.

After seeing Taehyung all of a sudden, Jungkook thought if he's doing good by hiding something so important from Taehyung, hiding Taegguk from Taehyung.He felt guilty but he couldn't just go and tell Taehyung that he is a father of a son, of Jungkook's son!

If Taehyung's taken now, this piece of information would shatter his new world.

And if Taehyung is somehow, still single, he would hate Jungkook more for whatever he has done!

Jungkook was lost.

He didn't know what is right or what is wrong anymore!

He didn't know what he should do anymore....

A lone tear left ond of Jungkook's eye which he carefully wiped away, not wanting Taegguk to wake up.He carefully got up and walked to his room.He made Taegguk sleep in the middle of the bed and kissed his forehead and cheeks lovingly, mumbling a good night.

Jungkook was about to sleep too when he remembered that he left the unwashed plate on the dining table earlier.He silently walked out of the room in order to not wake the baby up to wash the dish before he sleeps.Jungkook hated keeping things dirty.He was a cleanliness freak after all.

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A yawn left Jungkook's mouth when he put the utensils on their right places after drying them.He washed his hands and again took steps towards his room, wanting to cuddle his baby as soon as possible.But the ring of the doorbell made him stop abruptly.

Jungkook frowned, not knowing why someone would visit him at this hour.Usually, no-one visits him, let alone at this hour.He nervously shifted his weight on his feet, not knowing if should respond to the visitor or just wait there until the person outside go away.He flinched hard when the doorbell rang again.His eyes twitched in anger, thinking the reckless person outside will wake Taegguk up now.

With clenching fists and furrowed eyebrows, Jungkook stormed towards the door before the doorbell rings again.The place he lives in is secured enough.So he just decided to open the door.He took some deep breathes and opened the door, ready to scold whoever dared to disturb his sleeping baby.

"Wha-"

Jungkook stopped even before he could start.His eyes widened as he looked at the person standing in front of him.

"T-tae...."

Also, I changed the cover of my book.I'm very bad at editing.So yeah...please don't mind me !