《Love Shots》💗
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After Hearing his mother He stormed towards his room in hurry.
He took the deep breath before opened the door.
Only greeted by the darkness. He closed the door behind him and moved to switched on the light. He went further in. His eyes scanning the all room to find her.
He saw something in other side of room. He moved ahead to better looked at it. Which left him frozen on his place.
She was sitting on floor and curled up in ball in corner. Like she wanted wall would hide her from the world or him.
Her face hidden from him.
He didn't expect her to be like this.
What sudden happened to her now when morning she was fine? He thought.
"Duaa" he called her while standing middle of room . But replied didn't came out. Now he was getting worried every passing second.
"Duaa! why are you sitting on the floor. Now get up" he again tried and moved near her.
He was just five foot away from her when he hear the her sobs.
Is she crying? Or i misheard it. He thought.
"Duaa!" He now loudly called her. Which gain her attention.
Her head snapped at him in horror. He was also shocked to see her face all wet. Her eyes puffy and red due to crying. He saw the lone tears leaked from her eyes.
In next second she was on her foot run to him and hugged him. He was busy in observing her that didn't realize when her hands wrapped around his waist.
She took him by surprise with her sudden hug.
He came to his sense when she started crying hardly. He also wrapped his arms around her.
"Duaa! What happened? Why are you crying?" He asked but she started to cry with hiccups.
Her condition seemed worse to him. He heard she was chanting one word again but her voice muffled down.
"Please stop crying! Tell me na. You are making me worried." He almost pleaded her who hugged him more tightly like her life depended on it.
After that He didn't asked her. Let her cry how much she want it. Thinking she need it. He just rubbed her back to calm down.
He didn't know how much time passed when he felt she stopped the crying.
He moved back to see her. He cupped her flushed face and wiped tears but more tears escaped from her eyes.
"I...a..am... sorry..i am really sorry. .....I didn't have said.... those words to you and insulted to you like that...not even rejected to you like that... I am regretting now on it.. I am feeling guilty for hurting you and giving you pain..." she was weeping.
"I am ...really sorry....please ...forgive... me...." She said between her sobs.
"Duaa-" he started but she beat him.
"I can do ..everything just .....to get your forgiveness...... I am ready to take any punishment from you for it....but please don't ignore me like I am not even present in your life please... I can't handle it now.." She seem desperate to him.
"I am sorry. Please forgive me..you want you can slap me if that make you feel better and help you to forgive me. Then do it. I am not going to stop you." Saying that she closed her eyes for ready to get slap. Which didn't come.
Today she was giving him shock on shock with her behavior.
"You are crying because of all that?" He asked while cressing her wet cheeks.
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Hearing his voice she opened her eyes and nodded at him.
Oh Allah.. this girl drive me crazy because of her crying. He murmured in his mind.
He grabbed her forearm and dragged her to the bed. Made her sit on it. He filled glass of water and give it to her.
"Now please stop crying. Drink the water." He told her in stern voice to make her obeyed him.
She grabbed it and drank it.
He also sat down beside her.
"I am sorry" she said again after few minutes.
"How many times you are going to apologize?" He remarked.
"The more I say it the more I think that is not enough for my rude behavior." She murmured with lower head.
"Just stop saying it. You are also making me feel sorry." He started. She was confused hearing him but he continued.
"I ignored you because of my own selfish reasons. I was not ready to face you or confront you. I was afraid. If you again said something like that. Then it might be left me all broken. I don't think I can handle myself after that. And continue to live life like nothing happened." He explained it.
"Also things now nothing easy like as before. If anything like that happened again then we can't run away from each other like before. Now we are married. We have to face each other every day. I didn't want to make things more complicate than already is. I was giving us time. So you can get comfortable here and I make my self ready to hear your answer. Just that was reason. nothing else." She was silently listening him realising how thoughtfull he is.
"I came to know about our marriage day ago. Also in midnight. If I knew before. Then I would have came to talk you clear things between us before nikkah." He quietly added.
After that both of them silent on their places.
"You really think I am kind of man who ignore somebody just to torture and punish him." He sadly asked.
"No. But your behavior was telling otherwise." She whispered. But he heard it which made him shook his head helplessly.
"I think I ignored you from the day of our marriage but What Suddely happened today that made you crying that much?" He inquired.
"To..today.. Aaliya to...told me why.. You left this house." She shuttered because not knowing how he will react about that she came to know his past which he didn't told her before.
"So?"
"Hearing that it left me all shattered. Realising that you already handle too much insult. You were trying to forgot that so you can continue to live your life. And I created more painful memory for you. Even my harsh words made you remind that day and also that words which you wanted to forgot badly. Thinking you were already so much pain while living away from your family. I cause you more pain and hurt your feelings in harsh way which no one forgot that. " she said him.
Hurt evident in her voice. Which left him amazed how much deeply she thought about it. And understand his situation without telling her anything.
"Words can't express how sorry i am for hurting you. I thought we were just friends. I definitely didn't expect you to express your feelings to me that night. My friends already warned me before you will do that in future. Told me break our friendship. But I didn't." She continued.
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"You took me by surprise and sudden anger rose in me. All their words left my mouth. Turst me I didn't mean it. Even I didn't thought about it before. But I said to you in anger. I am regretting so much about it. I know it is very hard for you forgive me but I want to apologize you for my rude behavior and rejecting you in harsh way. I should have said that first but I was so ashamed of myself. It took me time face you and say sorry you. But you ignored me all time and after that you left without a word from there. Now you also ignoring me. Today what Aaliya told me that added more guilt than already is. I am sorry. I will forever be." She finished with sighed.
She finally said all she wanted to tell him from long time. She felt like burden left from her shoulders.
"I am not going to deny that your words not hurt me. When it already hurt. I knew that were not your words. After knowing You and your family for a months. I can tell that. You can't think like that. If you think like that. You didn't behave such nice to me all time in first place. As I already told you I was not ignoring you for it. Now I want to forgot everything what happened between us in past and live happy life with you." He speak out. Which made her amazed for moment.
A heavy but meaningful silence fell between them.
"Am I forgiven?" Her whispered broke it.
"Ya. Now come let's go downstairs to have food. Mom told me you haven't eaten since morning." He stated.
"No I don't want to eat." She refused politely.
"Why? Just look at yourself. You lost so much weight since I last saw you before mairrage. If I aware of that You would not take care of your self and punish yourself like that. Then I would have really came before. But let forgot it. Now let's go." He said in concern. Stood up and grab her hand.
"No!" She pull her hand back and said him in horror. Looking at his confused face she added quietly.
"I don't want to go downstairs and face anyone. I am feeling ashame of myself. What they think of me if they knew about my rude behavior. i Please let it go. In fact I amnot in mood to eat anything." She pleaded him.
"Duaa! There is nothing to hide from anyone. Trust me when I say this. They know nothing about it. I didn't told anyone not even saad. It happened between us. It is our matter. It will be remain till us. I don't want anyone judge you on it." He explained her who just stare at him in daze.
"Now go freshen up first." He said while looking at her flushed face.
She gave him node and went to washroom.
It was almost midnight. So he decided to go downstairs himself grab the food.
He can't let her sleep with empty stomach.
Few minutes later when she return stepped in room. He was arranging the food on table from trolley.
"Let's dig in." He stated and sat on the couch.
She also took sit beside him. He filled her plate with food.
While she just looked at him in amusement.
What is he? Is he really human or what.
After going through that much. Bearing all types of insult how can he be calm?
Also get rejected by her worst way how can he forgive her like it was nothing? This questions popped up in her mind.
"Duaa! You don't like it? Did You want eat something else? Tell me. I can bring it for you." He asked when she didn't start to eat. Concern line was on his face she clearly see that.
Even now he is worried about her.
Where he came from. How he can be no nice and kind? She thought.
"No. It's alright. I am eating." Saying that she started to eat before he would force her. He also joined her.
After having late night dinner he went take shower and get change.
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After two hours they were on bed. He was fast asleep. While she was wide awake.
She didn't want to sleep. She was just want to stare him all night. That was she doing.
When she hugged him before. Then all her emotions all over. She didn't know what came to her. But seeing him in front of her. She couldn't help herself and hugged him. She felt like he was going to leave her alone again. And going to disappear in office. Which she can't bear it. She wanted to hold him tight and stopped him leave. Which she did.
She didn't saw his face. She was busy in crying. But now seeing this close for the first time. That made her realize how much she missed looking at his face.
Also She can't deny that he is very devilishly handsome.
That much she couldn't averted her eyes from him. She was admiring him.
She can't help but think.
What he saw in her he was ready to marry her that time. Even now he is mairred to her.
She is not worthy for him. He deserved better girl than her. She has lots of flaws in her.
Which she can't ignore that.
But after all that he is her husband. Allah gave him to her. He was written in her destiny. Now She doesn't want to let go of him. She want to live all happiness of life with him.
Before that night. They were so nice friends to each other. She faced any difficulty he was always available be to help her. To listen her all problems like true friend. He didn't leave her alone for once to face it.
She missed their that friendship. Their care freeness. Now She want to live like that becoming his friend and life partner.
'I missed you my dear friend.' She stated in her mind.
When she hugged him she felt peace run through her body after long time. She want to feel that again.
She felt relief when he returned hug her not pushed her from him. She liked his hold when he wrapped his arms around her. She want to feel that moment again.
'I want to hug you.' She can't control her heart's desire.
"You can do that. I don't mind it." Hearing his voice she looked at him wide eyes whoes eyes closed all the while.
"And I also missed you." Saying that he opened eyes and turned to look at her. He encircled his arm around her waist. Pulling her to him who was about moved away from him.
Did I say that loudly. If I did. But he was fast asleep. She thought
"Y.. You...were ..not sleeping?" She shuttered in nervousness and put her hands on his chest to creat some distance between them.
"No. How can I? When you decided to disturb me." He blamed her. While their eyes locked with each other.
"I didn't do anything." She defended herself.
"How can I sleep when you this much close to me and staring at me continuously." He remarked which made her embarrassed or nervous at same time.
"I....just.." She started but she didn't have word for explain it to him. She was ignoring to eye contact him who was looking at with so much emotions she can't handle it.
"You don't know how much I waited to hold you just like this much close to me." He expressed it.
While she felt like her body heat up on his comment. They were first time sharing this much closeness. Which making her heart to beast so fast. She fears that he will hear it.
She want to move away from him. But she was one asked for it in first place. But this is just more than hug.
The comfortable silent fell between them. They were just enjoying each other company in peacefull silence.
He tugged her hair locks behind her ears which came to hide her face from his view.
"Duaa! I want to ask you something important." He started. She just looked at him confused.
"Why you got ready to marry me? you were not ready when I first told you that night." He finally asked which he wanted to know since heard about their marriage.
"I didn't thought about it which you told me that night. But after rejecting you were the one who remain in my thoughts. After you left the town. Not even one day left when I didn't thought about you. When your parents came with proposer. When I thought about do the marriage. You were the first person came to mind. Thinking it is right thing to do. I said yes." She explained him.
"Didn't you say the yes because your parents happy and all that or thinking this was best way to sorry?" He wanted to confirm it.
"No. I said yes. Because I thought you are the one right for me. I know it took me long time to realize for it." She clear his doubt.
He took sighed in relief and smile broke out on his face.
"You don't know. How much happy I am just hearing you." Saying that he pulled her in hugged.
Few minutes stayed like that feeling each other. He moved back.
"You don't have to ask my permission for hug. if you want to hug me. Then you can do any time. I am gladly ready hug you back tight." He answerd her unasked question.
Hearing that blush run out her cheeks. She just looked down on his shirt.
"It took me everything from me ignored you and not looked at you when you were this much close me. But now I don't think I can control myself anymore." Saying that he kissed her on forehead. She was first shocked but closed her eyes feeling his first touch on her body.
"I want to live every second of life with you." He kissed her on her cheek.
"Share my pain and happiness with you" he started to kiss her all side of face.
"I want to forgot all my pain and past. Just want to remember you and me. Nothing else." He was pouring his heart out to her. While placing wet kisses side of her neck.
He took deep breath and looked at her whoes eyes closed all the while.
"Duaa! Tell me. If You are not comfortable or want me to stop here." He seriously asked.
She opened her eyes just looked at him. Not knowing how to tell him.
"Let's just stop here." He said while not getting any answer from her. He moved back from her and removed his arm from around her waist.
On his act she didn't know what to do. She hold his arm put it back around her waist. On her act he looked at her confused.
"I..i....i also...want to have... fresh start with you forgoting everything." She hesitantly told him.
As the words left from her mouth. In next second he claimed her lips with his. He started yo kissed her sweetly.
While kissing he made her lay on her back and hoverd above her. He was pouring his all feelings through the kiss.
Few minutes kissing he moved back both of them were panting heavily.
"You don't have any idea. How much you meant to me. But thanks you so much for coming to my life again. Now I don't let you go away from me." Saying he smashed his lips her. She was also kissing him back with that much paisson like him.
Feeling out of breath He moved back but started kissed her neck. She hold his shoulders for dear support of life. While He was torturing with his kisses. He removed her sleeved and gave bite on her skin there.
Gasped left from her mouth feeling his intense touch on her body.
He moved back to take off his shirt from his body. Again hoverd above her. He started to open the buttons of her shirt. While kissing her bare skin.
When he was about removed her shirt he looked at her like he was asking her final permission. She just closed her eyes in approval.
She didn't want to stop him. She also want feel him like he.
She want to erase his all harsh memories while creating new memories which make him happy. She can't say no him nor she want to.
Why she say no?
After all he is her husband. She want to give her all to him.
And she did.
He continued leaving marks on her body. He didn't left inch of her body from his touch.
He removed every piece of cloth from their body. He covered her body with his and kissed her forehead.
He took her to his world and made her feel his love for her all night.
She didn't knew when she fall asleep. But before closing her eyes for sleep she felt he kissed her on forehead again and murmured something pulled her in his arms. She was too much tired to make it his words. She was given in sleep.
Just like that night went away.
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When she opened her eyes it was 9 in morning. She sleepily turned to looked at him but he was not there with her in bed.
If he went to office like always leaving her alone.
She sat up on the bed. She thought everything now fine. They cleared the all misunderstandings. But why he left like that without a word.
Sound of door pulled her back to reality. She glanced in that direction.
She took sighed in relief. Seeing him came out of walk in closet. He just took the shower. Now drying his hair with towel.
She looked down at him.
She gulped down on her throat while just seeing him stood front of her only in his bottom. His upper body was bare for her view.
She can tell that he surely workout. Seeing his tone body and muscles. Which in darkness she didn't see it properly. But she felt it.
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