When I look back at myself I was this strong little kid.

With big dreams and even a bigger ambition.

I wanted to learn everything.

I liked mostly everything.

I never complained or did anything horrible as a child.

I had potential even the teachers in school noticed that.

I had so much energy, I couldn't even sleep at night because I wanted to finish my homework, and give it to the teacher earlier than I should have.

Every morning I was exited to go to school and learn some more.

I always asked for some more homework.

I always did more than needed.

But then I became a young adult.

Then everything shifted.

I didn't set up goals for myself anymore.

I didn't have ambitions nor the capacity to learn something new like I used to.

I don't remember the last time I smiled...

I feel completely empty inside.

And this emptiness feel so heavy.

- A.M🍷