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Another silence roamed around the room, this time...it wasn't comfortable. It was awkward as hell.

"ugh, you're a cunt!" sakuras voice echoed through the silent dorm, followed by the sound of glass smashing on the floor and an obnoxious laugh.

"YOU MISSED, HOW THE FUCK DID YOU MISS!" kuroo wheezed, barging into the room with tears running down his cheeks from laughter. Sakura was behind him, punching him on the back with all her might.

"GET OFF ME!" he attempted to speak over his wheezes, making his way to the bed before dropping to his knees with his hands hiding his face.

Sakura landed one more punch to the back of his head making my brows furrow as she went for another one. I grabbed her arm just before she could hit him and shoved her to the side where kenma was. tumbling to the ground, she tried to grab kenma for support leading them both to the floor beside each other.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" I asked Sakura who was face first on the ground. I ducked down in Infront of kuroo who still had his head in his hands.

"You alright?"

"I'm fine, I have a headache though" he chuckled, rubbing the back of his head as I helped him up.

"Get out already! Me and kenma don't want you here!" Sakura grunted, getting up before crossing her arms with a Scowl plastered on her face.

I looked over to kenma who looked like he was physically and mentally cringing at Sakura who clung to his arm. He shrugged her off, moving more to the side to get away from her.

"Looks like he doesn't want you here. Get out you ignorant fat head" I stated, chucking a pillow at her before sitting kuroo down on the bed

"What did you just call me!? A fat head? IGNORANT? I'M NOT IGNORANT! YOU ARE ALL JUST PLAIN STUPID! EVERYONE THINKS YOUR SOOOOOO ATTRACTIVE BUT NEWS FLASH L/N, YOUR BASIC!"

"you done? Great. Your hair looks like hay, the pink at the ends doesn't blend and you did a terrible job dying it blonde. You didn't even tone it. Your piercings are all wonky, your 3rds are infected, green doesn't suit you, your fake tan is uneven and blotchy, that singlet top, come on, it's the two thousands, not the eighteen-hundreds. Your wardrobe gives Instagram try hard, your posture gives the hunch back of Notre dame and do I even have to mention your saggy tits."

The room went silent, Sakura's jaw swung open as the sounds of snickers erupted from beside me.

"I tried to hold it in" kuroo wheezed, covering his mouth as his face turned red.

"Anyways, you called me basic but I could pull ANY motherfucker you could imagine before you were even here. I almost died and I still have every celebrity up in my dm's. I even look attractive when I'm balls deep inside your mum so I advise you to get out because those aren't the only things wrong with your appearance."

I stated, raising my brows as she rolled her eyes, barging out of the room with a huff.

"Anyways."

"What celebrities do you have in your dm's!?" Kuroo asked, a smile on his face.

"Here" I handed him my phone, giving him the password before sitting beside him.

"Well come on, what are you so scared of?" I asked kenma who stood awkwardly on the side.

"Nothing" he spoke, sitting down next to me.

"I'M SORRY, JOESPH QUIN IS IN YOUR DMS???"

kuroo gasped, opening the texts.

"And he's mad flirty...I can't believe you chose blonde fuck over there" he finished, referring to kenma whose jaw swung open.

"I'll have you know, I'm SUPER charming and attractive you stupid gorilla!"

"BYE, YOU CALLED YOURSELF CHARMING!" Kuroo cackled earning a knock to the head by a pillow.

"I AM CHARMING!" kenma fought back, jumping over to kuroo and tackling him down on the bed, hitting him and pulling his hair.

They fought each other like little kids, adorable to say the least. I sat there with a small smile on my face, reminiscing about a lot of things.

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"Guess it really is the end isn't it?" Rin spoke, me, kuroo, Remy and him sat in a circle under the school tree.

"Last day of college then hello to the real world..." Remy finished, picking at the skin around her nails.

Remy met this new girl that came in the middle of the year, just a couple of weeks after Sakura. the 2 of them soon grew close and became a couple. They really are inseparable and I'm happy for them.

Rin, he's still single and he doesn't plan on getting with anyone, nobody's sparked his Interest at all and it hasn't bothered him in the slightest. He's planning on moving to Okinawa with his other childhood best friend, well...she's like a year older but that's it.

Kuroo on the other hand, is still single. I feel bad for him but whatever, he'll find someone. He's focusing on volleyball and he plans on becoming a volleyball coach when he's out of college.

Hiro got accepted into a job that pays really really well and he plans on moving out next year. He's been secretly going on dates with tendou and he thinks I don't know but...tendou Informs me....about EVERYTHING. E v e r y juicy detail.

Satori.....he's a fucking DJ... I'm not dwelling on that any more than I have to.

I finally recovered, not fully but it's something. I gained back some weight, started working out and now I'm back in shape. I can finally eat a meal without it coming back up which is a really big achievement for me and I don't have to go back to the hospital for checkups and blood samples anymore.

With kenma, we've improved. Everything's been getting back on track but me and him still aren't a thing. His streams are improving and he's planning on making a business. Do I think it'll fail? No, he's really smart and he knows what he's doing.

He's just finished his therapy sessions as well and found out his whole 'bipolar' thing was just a result of his childhood and he's been working on it a lot recently.

To sum it up, everything's been going better than how it was before. Everyone improved in some way and they're very proud of themselves.

"Hey, baby" Remi's girlfriend spoke, hugging the smaller girl from behind.

"Maki!" Remi cheered, hugging the girl with a small blush on her face.

"HeY, bAbYyY~" kuroo teased earning a hard kick to the balls.

"Mock her again and I'll end you," Remy warned, holding her fist in the air. Maki put a hand on her shoulder, calming her down as another voice appeared behind me.

"Rinnnn" a voice groaned out, the feeling of two hands on my shoulders caused me to jolt a bit

"Tiana?" Rin questioned, walking up to the sweet-smelling girl.

"There you are, dude, I've been looking all over this hell hole! I even got scolded by a teacher!"

"Probably because your neck tattoo is showing. And you have a goddamn crop top on, they probably saw the rest of it too!" Rin scolded, smacking the girl on the hand.

"I can't believe she thought I was a student here" she cried, sinking to her knees in pure despair

"Why would that be a problem!?" He spoke with an offended tone.

"Y/n, it seems like someone wants to talk to you" kuroo whispered, motioning to a familiar dyed blonde who stood on the other side of the grass area.

"Why?" I questioned, looking at kuroo with furrowed brows.

"Dunno but I'm gonna test my luck on Sunas mcfriendo" he spoke, rolling his 'r's'

"...right" I walked away and to kenma who stood there on his phone, hand in the pocket of his grey sweatpants with his hair tied into a bun.

"Hello handsome" I teased, poking my head over his shoulder to see what he was doing.

"Scrolling through tik tok, so boring"

"I actually got verified believe it or not" he bragged, a smug look on his face as he places his phone back into his pocket

"Oh wow, you're sooooo cool"

"I know, thank you"

"Oh, shut up"

"You first. Uhm. Anyways... This is probably gonna be...cringe and awkward." He started, turning to face me properly. Both his hands in his pockets, chain resting neatly on his collarbone.

"Go on, I don't mind" I smiled, tilting my head.

"...so you know how I've been... Self-improving ...right?"

"Right?"

"And, I've been getting a lot better and I'm not like how I was before and I've been changing and doing better and being better and all that stuff!" He explained, seemingly panicky.

"Woah, yes yes, I know!" I giggled, walking closer to him as a blush appeared on his cheeks.

He coughed awkwardly, turning his head away from me before continuing.

"...I want to...be...there for you..."

"You are already?"

"R-right. right. Uhm... I want to be... wwwwwwwith... you ...again." he muttered, the strands of his hair falling on the sides of his face.

I looked at him, relatively impressed he actually confessed again.

I was waiting so long, ever since that one night, he's been working on self-improvement, getting better, learning emotions so he's not so out of touch. I'm proud of him.

"Stop being so silent, your scaring the shit out of me!" Kenma complained, flailing his arms around like a kid.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him down closer to me until our lips met. I felt him stiffen, his arms slowly snaking around my waist as he started to kiss back.

"So...does that mean you feel the...same?" He whispered nervously, the sides of my lips curving into a smile.

"No"

"H-huh? Wait what? Wait huh?"

"I'm joking, you idiot"

"...Nah, you play too much. I revoke my confession"

"Oh hell no, get your ass back here now" I grabbed his hand, pulling him into a hug.

"I do love you, my feelings never stopped"

"...mine didn't either" he muttered back, hiding his head in the crook of my neck, hands gripping onto the back of my dress.

"Aww use made up!" Remy squealed, joining the hug.

Kenmas head perked up uncomfortably when he felt another pair of hands wrap around him.

"You really aren't that bad are you blondie" maki chuckled, patting the blonde on the head since she was taller than him.

"Holy shit, how tall are you?" He questioned, genuinely shocked.

"Around kuroos height, just a little smaller" maki answered proudly.

More arms wrapped around us tightly, followed by some exciting cheers and cries.

"WOOOO, END OF YEAR GROUP HUG!" Tiana cheered, wanting to feel Included.

"YEAH!" Remy and maki yelled in sync

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Leaving college was hard, even harder than high school in all honesty. Everyone had plans, everyone I care for and love were gonna leave. Start a new family, have kids, get old then ba-dum death knocks them in the head. Too bad I'm gonna live forever because I'm fucking awesome.

"Don't be so down, we'll all see each other again" Rin reassured, patting my back softly.

"But you're leaving tomorrow, Remy...she's moving somewhere with maki. kuroo I don't know what the hell he's doing, Hiro and tendou are moving in with each other and kenma...I don't know if he's gonna leave too" I sniffled, wiping my tears away

I wasn't ready to leave everything behind, I wanted every day to be like this, I want everything to be full of all my friends and excitement. This fucking sucked but...it'll work out. Won't it?

"Babyyyyy~" kenma whined, walking into the room with an annoyed face.

"Yes?

"Can you tell kuroo to leave? He's pissing me off and I'm gonna...I don't know, eat his fucking hair."

"Try and get along, it might be a while until you see him next" I sighed, standing up with Rin following behind me.

Rin was leaving tomorrow, and so was kuroo. This was officially the last day I was gonna hang out with them and I didn't wanna let them go...

And another thing that scared me...was just life itself. My future, what will I do? Will I know how to do everything? Pay taxes? Pay for a car? Get my shit sorted out? Will I be lonely? Just work every day, no friends or anyone to hang out with. That scares me the most. Having nobody and nothing to turn to.

"So you and Tiana, do you like her?" I asked, walking up the stairs with Rin lagging behind.

"Uh, I don't know. I get the same feeling I get around you, with her... She's been a part of my life ever since I was born..." Rin explained, trying not to give too much away

"Anyways, I don't think she likes me like that. She's like you but, how do I put this... Worse. She'll sleep with anyone... if she's attracted to them that is. If they aren't cute to her, she won't even touch them"

"Wow, she sounds, really cool actually"

"She's a fucking badass! She's super talented too, she even rides a motorbike and she has really cool tattoo-"

"I sense LOVE!" I stopped, turning around with a happy expression.

His face boiled red, eyes wide and goosebumps raised on his body.

"I-...B- NO? YOUR- NO!" He defended, walking past me with a huff.

I was officially 25, around 6 years from where I feel my life started. I haven't seen my friends ever since college, none of them at all.

Kenma started his business and we've been together ever since he asked me out, we've even been planning on having a child.

"It's my girlfriend's birthday today and...I plan on, asking her to marry me... I've got the ring, it's 24/carat diamond encrusted and it's worth around... $200 000... Wow, that is a lot of money now that I think about it. Watch me propose with a ring pop" kenma spoke monotonously, a smile cracking on his face as he fiddled with the silver ring. His gold eyes glowed in the light of his screen, hair tied in a messy bun.

"KENMA!" I yelled, barging into the room with wide eyes and brows knitted together.

"W-what! What happened? Did the cat die? WHAT HAPPENED?" He panicked, shoving the ring back in his pocket before standing up with shakey hands.

"Nah Nah Nah, K, I'm pregnant" I spoke, hands shaking as tears filled my eyes. I handed the wide-eyed man the test slowly, tears brimming his eyes as well.

"Y-your serious? This is serious? This isn't some fake test shit right?" He stuttered shakily.

I shook my head no, unable to form the words of what I was feeling. I was happy, sad, scared SHITLESS, every emotion under the goddamn sun.

"When- wait...wait when did this happen?"

"When was the last time we had sex?"

"This morning...or well, it was just oral so I don't think that counts"

"...the second last time we had sex?"

"The night before? It was protected though, the last time we did it raw was around...last month"

"Oh my Fuck, we are horn dogs. it was probably around that time then" I explained, kenmas hands slowly covering his face.

"I'm gonna be a motherfucking DADDDDD! You got pregnant on your birthday, HOW COOL IS THAT!" he cheered, pulling me into a hug.

"You're still streaming love"