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kiyoomi stood in the doorframe, too nervous to get any closer.

"don't be shy, I'll get a mask if it makes you uncomfortable?" you spoke, turning to the boy who had arched brows, eyes welling up as he puffed his cheeks.

he shook his head, walking over to the chair that kenma was on before with a sigh, taking one side of his mask off as he looked up at you, red puffy eyes standing out.

"you we're crying? what happened?" you asked, moving his hair out of his face shakily.

you had never seen him cry before, not even if he got hurt. this was very new to you.

"I'm sorry" he apologized, slinging his head down as he took a deep breath with a small sniffle.

"about what?"

"leaving you... now 2 important people in my life are gone..." he spoke shakily, his thumb wiping a tear that came out of his eye.

"I'm not gone yet... I still have time"

"not enough time to make up for my absence... y/n, I didn't want to leave. I had to though..."

"I don't blame you for anything. you've been through a lot but you still have your whole life ahead of you. you'll meet the perfect girl...or boy" you winked, knowing damn well he was a little gay.

"and you'll have a child with them, or adopt."

"I'm not gay" he deadpanned, looking up at you with furrowed brows.

"you and atsumu say otherwise"

"...me and him would never."

"high school you would've said differently. the closet isn't even there anymore"

"shut up, I'm not gay"

"Alright fine you little hetero, we stan heteros. I'm an Ali, dont worry"

"tch, I'm gonna smack you" he chuckled, slapping your thigh in a joking manner.

"I'm thso thscared" you said with a lisp, poking your tongue out at him as he gave a breathy chuckle.

"your always so full of life, even when times are rough. how do you do it?"

"I think about how good my life was. I had you, rin, toruu, tendou, Remy, hiro, kenma... so many people that loved me and I love them too."

"does toruu know about this?"

"I think rin called him about it. he's coming to visit later tonight along with kumini, iwa and kindaichi"

"that sounds like fun-"

"Sorry to interrupt! kozume just called and told me to tell you that he's gonna bring a shoyo with him when he comes back" the nurse came in, explaining what happened to which you gave her a nod in response.

"thank you"

"you know shoyo?" kiyoomi asked, fiddling with his necklace.

"kenma introduced me. he's on your volleyball team huh?"

"he is, he's so energetic and not gonna lie... kinda gross. I saw him sniffing atsumus shoes the other day..."

"why would he do that? isn't that your job you little hetero?"

"Nah, dont start."

"I know, I ate"

"you didn't actually. you ate and vomited it back up"

"more like I ate, left no crumbs, got up and ate your whole family"

"...I'll eat your hair"

"I fed my praying mantis hair before, it gobbled that shit right up..."

"...why is that such a you thing to do"

"bye, I was literally 6"

"are you sure you haven't done it recently..."

"...that's beside the point."

"I call animal abuse"

"I call bull shit. it was like 79 in mantis years."

"...go back to school"

"I wish I could you little straight."

"I'm not straight-"

"...bYE YOU ADMITTED YOU WERE GAY."

"...I'm leaving."

"no, stay! I'm sorry you're a little gay, I didn't mean it"

"bye, you're making it worse-"

"AHHHH GET BACK HERE, DONT LEAVE." you grabbed his hand weakly pulling him down onto the chair.

"When do you think we can see each other again?" I asked, looking out the window whilst tears rolled down your friend's eyes.

"I don't think I can see you again... I need to forget about you or it's just gonna hurt me even more if I stay" he explained, head resting on the bed.

"fair enough... will you attend my funeral?"

"... I will. and I'm choosing the fucking pictures because I know everyone's gonna sabotage the fuck out of you"

"pfft- ill allow them to submit at least 2 pictures of me. I want group photos! and not stupid pictures from my Instagram" I explained.

"what song would you want?"

"play wap, you have to do the dance as well"

"...in your deepest darkest dreams."

"pretty pretty please with chocolate syrup and a big, sweet cherry on top!"

"...well.... ugh." he opened messages, opening your contact and doing a voice note.

"say it so I won't get in trouble when we do it."

"YAY! okay, I give permission for kiyoomi, the twins, shoyo, kenma, kuroo, remy, toruu, iwa and anyone else who volunteers to do the wap dance at my funeral. if anyone objects, kill yourself-"

"and that's enough of that" he states, ending the voice note and saving it.

"so will you really do it?"

"...I'll get atsumu to teach me"

"YES! YOU'RE THE BEST!" you grinned, jumping at the sudden sound of the door opening.

"I'm back" kenmas voice called along with shoyos figure running up to the bed, puffy-eyed and frowning.

"y/n! I've missed you so so so so so so so so so so so so so sooooooooo much!" he gave you a soft hug, his scent of cologne making you smile.

"I've missed you too sho..."

"hey shoyo" kiyoomi said softly, putting his mask back on.

"kiyoomi? what're you doing here? do you know y/n?"

"Obviously, that's why I'm here..." he deadpanned, getting up from the chair for kenma to sit on.

"are you gonna go now...?" you asked him softly, a small frown covering your face as he chuckles.

"I am... I hope to see you soon y/n." he gave you a teary-eyed smile, walking up to give you a hug,

"bye-bye omi... I'll see you in another life..."

"In another life y/n" he sniffled, waving the 2 other men goodbye before leaving.

your eyes started to swell up, knowing that would be the last time you'll ever get to touch him.

"don't cry y/n" shoyo comforted, pulling you into another hug as you started to sob. you didn't want to die but you wanted to so bad. you'll miss everything about everyone... this hurts more than it needed to.

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