kenmas pov

"y/n? you're still not asleep?" I knocked on her door, opening to reveal her head slumped back on the wall as she sketched designs on her iPad.

"I'm pulling an all-nighter" she spoke with a smile, turning her iPad around to show me the design she did.

"isn't it pretty?" you giggled, turning it back around with a soft smile.

"It is, you know what else is pretty?"

"what?"

"you" I cheesily admitted, sitting next to her.

"that was cheesy" you giggled, laying your head on my shoulder while I chuckled.

I looked around the room, the beautiful decor and scent of caramel and vanilla surrounding the warm air. I loved the scent of her, it made me happy.

I looked over to where her sewing machine was, spotting an orange bottle filled with pills.

"what's that for?" I asked, pointing to the bottle with a questioning look.

"oh... I need to get a refund on that. I was supposed to get prescriptions for acne but they gave me melatonin pills instead" she giggled, getting up and putting the bottle in her bag, sitting back down next to me with a cheery smile.

"ahh, fair enough. are you alright? your face seems so skinny" I asked, looking down at her as she looked back up at me with a bigger smile.

"Yeah, I'm fine. dont worry about me. how was streaming today?" you asked me, looking back down at your iPad to finish off the sketch.

"It was so tiring. I'm running out of things to do. I could play life is strange but that is so boring...." I ranted whilst she giggled along.

"you should try (f/g)" you suggested, I noticed how low her chest was rising and falling but I chose to ignore it, thinking she was just nervous.

"I haven't tried that one... maybe. it better be good" I scoffed whilst she gave a breathy chuckle, looking up at me with her beautiful (e/c) eyes.

"It is, I promise!" she held her pinky out, waiting for me to intertwine mine with hers which I did.

"ill hold you to that princess"

"alright kitty" she giggled, placing a soft kiss on my cheek as she continued to draw. my eyes started to close as I slowly drifted asleep. my back rested against the wall with my head resting on y/ns.

I heard y/n say something that I couldn't quite hear, not bothering to say anything I just pretended like it was nothing.

I woke up to a sudden movement from underneath me leading me to shoot awake.

I saw y/n, plugging the iPad into a charger before she got up with a lazy stretch.

she obviously didn't see that I was awake since she walked straight out.

I got up lazily, yawning before I took my phone out of my pocket to reveal it was 9 in the morning.

turning around to face the mirror, I saw something in the reflection that caught my eye.

there was a pile of stapled papers spread across the floor on the side of her bed.

I walked up to them realising they were test results from the doctor.

'When did she go to the doctor?' i thought, flipping the papers to read them.

after I read it, I dropped the paper, soon feeling sick to my stomach as my anxiety raised sky-high.

I heard the toilet flush making me run back to where I was, opening my phone to make it look like I just woke up.

I heard the door open to reveal a low-eyed y/n who looked over at me with a smile.

"I'm sorry, did I wake you?" she giggled, sitting next to me before I put my phone into my pocket, putting a fake smile on as I let go of a breath I didn't even know I was holding.

"no, you didn't, it's fine. are you hungry? ill make you something?" I smiled and she shook her head no making me more concerned.

"Alright, I'm gonna order some food for myself then I'm gonna stream. you should come stream with me" I offered to which she gave me a simple smile, shaking her head no before she waved me off.

I took my phone out, re-searching pneumonia.

'sharp pains when breathing, that's why she was breathing weird last night... loss of appetite, that's why she didn't want food it said insomnia as well... that's when you can't sleep so that's why she can't sleep... shit... wait that's why she has the melatonin... but it obviously doesn't work unless shes not taking the-'

my thoughts got cut off by the sudden ringing of my phone. I glanced at the contact name, shocked to see satoris name pop up.

I answered it, holding the phone up to my ear as his voice spoke through the phone.

"Hello?" I spoke, waiting for a reply that I quickly got.

"I need to talk to you..."

"about what?"

"y/n"

"I already know"

"about what?"

"that she's sick" I whispered to which I received a shocked silence in response.

"meet me at the downtown cafe"

and that was it, he hung up.

'what the fuck?'

I quickly chucked on a hoodie and a new pair of sweat pants, grabbing my wallet and keys as I knocked on y/ns door with a sigh.

no response.

I knocked again with confusion and after not getting a response again, I opened the door slightly to see a hand resting on the ground.

opening the door more, y/ns skinny figure came into view as she was spread out on the ground, eyes closed and her breath struggling.

"Y/N! are you okay? talk to me! hello?" I started to shake her but there was nothing.

I pulled my phone out to call the ambulance in a rush.

"119, what is your emergency?"

"my girlfriend, she's passed out and she's not waking up!"

"Alright sir, what is your name and your girlfriend's name?"

"kozume kenma and y/n l/n"

"Okay, what is the address?"

"xxxxxxx college, dorm 108 2nd floor...."

"Okay, we'll send someone straight away. is there any reason she might have passed out?'

"no-... yes, she has insomnia and pneumonia... she hasn't slept in weeks nor had any food..."

"Okay, stay put sir and make sure she's still breathing"

"be quick" I panicked, tears were threatening to leave my eyes as I pushed the hair out of her beautiful face.

I hung up the phone, dialling tendou in the meanwhile.

"kenma, are you on your way?"

"y/ns passed out, she won't wake up and it looks like she's struggling to breathe" my voice cracked, tears falling from my eyes as I sniffled.

"fuck, I'll be right there. have you called the ambulance?"

"just then, you were the first one I called after..."

"don't worry about hiro and suna for now."

he hung up the phone as I started to cry more, her breathing grew shorter

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the ambulance finally came after a while, carrying her unconscious body out of the dorm whilst I saw kuroo and Remy on the other side of the door who had wide eyes. Remy was following your body, trying to get you to wake up to which she started bawling her eyes out when she didn't get an answer.

"WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER! WHY DID YOU HURT HER!? WHAT DID YOU DO YOU, EVIL BASTARD!" Remy yelled at me, tears rolling down her cheeks as kuroo held her back, trying to make her calm down.

"It wasn't me! come look" I motioned the both of them inside, grabbing the papers off the floor of y/ns bedroom and handing it to Remy who was curled up in the corner.

"she has insomnia and pneumonia... it isn't my fault. she hasn't been eating or sleeping ever since we got back from Hokkaido. I wouldn't hurt y/n." I explained, kuroo coming up behind me, rubbing my back to try and comfort me.

"Y/N? WHERE IS SHE?" tendous voice rang, looking into her room to reveal 2 crying people and a kuroo.

"Did they take her away?" tendou asked to which I nodded in response.

"let's go" he stated, grabbing my arm and dragging me out to his car to go to the hospital.

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