"Are you okay Rayan?", Julian asked me. I just nodded.

He put his hand on my shoulder, "don't worry, everything's gonna be okay..."

I nodded again, chuckling in my head. If it had to be okay, it would have been a long time ago.

This is stupid.

To just sit here and hope for something better when it's gonna happen.

How I wish I could just go somewhere, leaving behind all my problems.

This may sound pathetic that I wanna run away from my problems, but I am fucking loosing my sanity.

Hell I don't even fucking know who the fuck I am talking to!

It's been few hours I've been here and I'm now tired.

I slowly felt my eyes closing. I was drifting off to sleep.

~

"Hello, I'm Rayan", I smiled at the big guy infront of me.

He and his big friends chuckled.

"So you're the new kid, huh", one of them said.

"We should have some fun with this little shit", the other one chuckled.

Huh? I'm not little. I'm a completely 8 years old grown big man.

One of them, who seemed really big came ahead. He bent down to my level and punched me right in my face.

I fell down with a loud thud. It stung. I felt blood coming rushing down my lower lip.

I was teary eyed.

"Aw, isn't your mommy here to save your little ass?", One of them mocked.

Mom, my mom. Her thought bought more tears in my eyes, flowing down all the way from my stuffy cheeks to my neck.

"Aw, look mommy's little boy is crying", somebody said and I felt a hard kick on my stomach.

I was about to let out a scream but someone put a hand over my mouth, "don't want someone to hear the little boy, now do we?"

Then I felt a painful sting on my left eye.

Then another hit.

Then another and another and another and it kept on coming.

I cried and begged for them to stop, but they didn't. Then I eventually passed out.

~

"Hey Rayan, would you like some nacho-", I stopped mid sentence when I saw asleep on the hospital chair.

I quietly walked past him to get my bag. I held my black bag in my hands and bought out a thin yellow cotton blanket. I pulled it over Rayan.

I saw him moving uncomfortably in his chair. "S-stop. Plea-please, it....it hurts-s", he whispered. He was sobbing.

Oh no, he's having another nightmare.

I sat on the seat next to him, "shhh, it's okay Rayan. You're safe, it's just a dream", I whispered near his cheek and hugged him closer to soothe him.

He leaned in closer to me.

It took him a few minutes to calm down, but he eventually stopped shaking and slept peacefully.

A few minutes later, my eyes started getting heavy too.

~

"Chase, where are you my little baby?", I heard our neighbour Mrs. Dorris calling for me.

Oh no!

I quickly got on my tiny 9 year old feet and started running, as if my life depend on it. Well, it actually kind of did.

I hurriedly ram into my closet and closed it. I hugged my knees to stop myself from shivering.

Mrs Dorris is a 33 year old women. She's our neighbour, across the street from our new house.

She was really nice at first, gave me sweets and chocolates and cookies. I sometimes went to her place to play with her dog.

But then she became weird, trying to touch in my pants.

I told her it feels weird in a bad way, but she didn't stop.

"Mrs Dorris, please stop. It feels bad, ion like it", I pouted.

"Oh don't worry, it will start to feel good soon", she assured and kept on touching me.

I waited, but it didn't feel good.

"Um, can you stop? It feels strange, in a bad way", I told her.

"Shut the fuck up!", She slapped me on my cheek. It stung hard on my cheek.

Then the door opened and Mr Dorris entered.

He looked at my tear streaked face and gave me a worried look.

"What happened to my little superhero?", He asked with concern evident on his face.

"I-", I couldn't speak. Mrs Dorris cut me to it.

"Oh don't worry honey, he just fell down. I'll take care of it, just go and have a shower. You look stressed", Mrs Dorris smiled sweetly at him.

He nodded and walked out after giving me one last look.

"Dare you say a word to anyone about this, I'll make you regret it", she spoke lowly and dangerously.

I gulped and nodded.

~

I looked at my older brothers Rayan and chase sleeping peacefully hugging each other.

They looked adorable. I took my phone out and clicked a picture.

"Cayden, you should go home", I saw Dean coming from the front. He looked at Rayan and chase and smiled.

"I'm fine", I told him.

"Yea those big dark circles and pale skin explains alot", he gave me a hard look.

"I don't care", I said curtly. I quickly went in the opposite direction before he could convince me to go home.

"Hi...", I turned around to see Blue's friend standing there.

"Hey ginger", I greeted.

His jaw clenched, "I'm not a Ginger. I am a strawberry blonde", he huffed.

I chuckled. He glared at me and stomped away.

Did I say something wrong?

This is exactly what happened at the party. Why does he always stomps away?

I shook my head in amusement and started walking.

Wait, where's Alex?

I haven't seen him in a few days?

I took out my phone and dialled his number. He didn't answer.

I'm getting paranoid, where the fuck he is!

I quickly entered the lift. I saw a nurse in the lift. I ignored her.

"May I help you?", I finally looked at her.

She was biting her lip seductively. She pulled up her skirt, slut.

"No thanks", I bought my attention back to my phone.

"Are you sure?", she trailed up her hand on my arm caressing it.

"DON'T YOU GET THE FUCKING MEANING OF NO!?!?", I shouted.

She immediately took her hand off me and looked like she was about to pee in her pants.

Good.

I existed the elevator and went towards the parking lot.

I took out my keys and hoped in my car.

I drived for about 15 minutes when I spotted a park.

But it wasn't the park that caught my attention, it was the certain burnette with blue eyes .

"Alex!", I screamed at the top of my lungs. FUCK!

~