Jungkook felt so guilty that he fcked you even though you were exhausted, even though you cried telling him to stop.

"Fck", he cursed himself for losing control, for getting lost in your pussy and moans and screams.

The sheets are a mess, you squirted in the last orgasm, making a wet mess.

Jungkook immediately called his men, "Get the camping van here."

He monitored your stable breath and was relieved that at least you ate well an hour ago.

Jungkook got dressed and covered your naked body with another blanket and carried you, bridal style to the camping van.

After placing you on the bed, he got a warm wet cloth and gave you a bed bath, first cleaning all your private parts.

There is more blood today, coz he thrusted into you with a lot more force.

He knows that is common for virgins to bleed for the first few times, but it only made him angry at himself for doing this to you.

Jungkook had already brought two of his hoodies for the chilly night. After cleaning you up, he wore you a hoodie and tugged you into the sheets.

"I'm so sorry, Doll", a wave of guilt and regret washed over him.

He wanted to be all sweet and cuddly today but lost his sanity because of your seductive charms.

He cuddled you and kissed your forehead. All the marks on your skin...old ones and new ones made him happy yet guilty.

Coz he crossed the line today, unleashed the beast out of him.

"I'm so sorry baby", he held you closer to his heart and drifted off to sleep.

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Your body felt painful, you wanted to turn to the other side in sleep but a heavy hand on your waist and body pains restricted your movements.

Flipping your eyes open, you examined your surroundings and determined where you were. Camping van. Jungkook's cologne hitting your nostrils made you relieved that you are safe.

As you tried to slowly remove his hand not wanting to wake him up, Jungkook spoke, "What happened, Doll?"

"I want to pee", you don't know what time it is yet. It is still very dark outside.

Jungkook accompanied you to the washroom, "You gonna stand here only?"

"Yes."

He is behaving so clingy. Not leaving you for a second.

You peed in front of him, there isn't anything you are shy about now.

While peeing, you hissed slightly, as you felt a burning sensation at your entrance due to the cut on the skin.

Jungkook quickly washed you over there with cold water, "I'm so sorry baby, I'm so sorry."

He blamed himself that 'because of him you have to go through this pain'. His face is so sad like he'll cry now, "It's okay, Koo. I'm fine."

While cleaning you his fingers brushed your clit and you gasped loudly.

And he backed off immediately, "I'll not do anything. I promise..." And moved away from you.

"Koo, why would you say that?", he is just defending himself, hands up in the air.

"I'm sorry, even after you told me to stop, I didn't", he lowered his eyes and looked down at his feet feeling for guilty.

You walked to him and cupped his cheeks, "I'm totally fine and I wanted you...and I want more."

His eyes wandered across your face with an enthusiasm which dropped in a few seconds, "No, I want you to rest."

You raised your arms in the air, "Then take me to bed."

In a second he carried you, your legs wrapped around his waist and arms around his neck, and you peppered soft smooches on his cheeks.

He put you in bed and cuddled you, "Koo, What time is it?"

"3 am Baby, go back to sleep."

"I don't want to sleep."

Jungkook raised on his elbow and stared into your eyes, "Don't say that...please, I will not be able to control myself."

You smiled at him, "Let's just talk then, and complete our date night."

"Yes, I wanted to say a lot of things to you...but got distracted by your charms", he held your chin and made you look at him.

"Tonight, on our first date, I want to apologise to you, Doll."

"But-"

"Let me finish...I'm sorry. Genuinely sorry for starting our relationship this way. For being distant. For not being with you when you needed me. You led this relationship alone, Y/n", his eyes are getting teary now.

"Never left me. Not even once. I'm so sorry for not giving you the importance, attention and care you needed. You gave me everything baby and I'm so grateful for it. You are the most important person in my life. You are my wife, Wifey and I'll never hurt you again. Ever. I'll never make you cry. I promise."

Your heart clenched at his words, tears flowing down your eyes, all those words you wanted to hear for forever... He's saying them now. And you cannot be happier.

You feel complete now. You love this man and you have to tell him how precious he is to you.

You clutched his hoodie and looked into his eyes, "I love you, Koo."

Jungkook's fingers that were caressing your hair stilled, his muscles stiffened and he was beyond stunned to speak a word...as if words got stuck in his throat, "I- I don't deserve your love, Doll."

Well, that wasn't the answer you expected,

"You deserve my everything, Jeon Jungkook."

"Y/n but..."

"Shh", you caressed his cheeks, "I'm aware of all your fears and insecurities Koo and I love all of them...all of you."

His brows furrowed, eyes showed sorrow, "Baby...", He pulled your lips in the sweetest kiss of the day. He kissed you so delicately licking your lips.

You are so precious to him, too much that even 'Love' feels like a small word for him. He hates the word 'Love', coz he doesn't believe in it.

"You are my everything, Doll. Your existence in my life is beyond that word...and I don't want to lose you. Ever."