"Explain yourself!", Jimin entered your cabin and took a seat comfortably. He is waiting to hear your life's fuss.

Oh no. You know that you blabbered some things to him yesterday so you aren't able to look him in the eye.

"Look into my eyes, Y/n", his voice stern.

Well, this is going to be a serious talk.

"I want you to explain everything clearly to me. Have we grown that distant, that you are not sharing your problems with me?", his voice sad.

You took a deep sigh, there is no point in hiding it from him now.

So you told him everything since the first day, how Jungkook was distant, ignorant and cold. How he did not let him near you, that made you lonely and over some time how he got possessive...and claimed you.

Jimin's face flushed white, "Why didn't you tell me till now?"

"I just didn't want to bother you, we already have many projects...."

"Fuck the projects, Y/n, would you leave me alone like that, if I'm in need?"

"What? I would never do that", you raised your voice.

Jimin just sighed and pulled into a hug, "Then I am here for you too."

"I know, he is just complicated."

"Don't worry, it will get better", he smiled.

You pulled away and looked at him, "Why do you think so? He is suddenly acting clingy and caring and..."

"Oh, that's after the stunt you pulled last night", he smirked.

Oh shoot, Jimin smirks mean something is dirty.

"What stunt?", you grew eager now.

Jungkook opened the door and saw you drunk, clinging to Jimin's arm, who had an unapologetic poker look on his face...for bringing you home late...

You got excited after seeing Jungkook, "Husbannnndddddddddd, oh no...roommmaaaatttteeeeeeeee", you ran to him and stumbled as you were about to fall, Jungkook pulled you in his arms.

He smelled like his fruity expensive shower cream. So tasty, all sorts of dirty eatable thoughts ran through your mind, so you just licked his lips...

In front of Jimin.

"Since you are Hot and CoLd, can you be of sOme use to me??" *hiccup*

"What use?", Jungkook asked dumbfounded.

"Will you be my Roommates with Benefits?", you purred.

Jimin choked on his spit wondering that he never raised you like this. 

Jungkook was too stunned to utter a word, his breath hitched when you asked him that in an innocent yet sexy tone.

Jungkook cleared his throat, "I will put her to bed, Just wait for two minutes, I want to have a word with you"

Jimin nodded and sat on the couch in the hallway, while Jungkook carried you, bridal style, to your room.

He found it locked, so he placed you on his bed and went downstairs to talk to Jimin.

"She got drunk? Because of me?", Jungkook asked Jimin with guilt in his tone.

Jimin just nodded his head, "I have never seen her this lonely before."

Jimin doesn't want to lash out at him for hurting his friend because every relationship has issues and is complicated.

"I hurt her and I will make things better in a few days, I will make her happy", Jungkook said genuinely.

"You better...", Jimin warned him.

End of flashback

♡

"He said that he will make you happy, just give him some time, Y/n."

You dug your face in your palms wondering why the fuck did you ask him about the benefits thing. What was I thinking?

"How will I face him now?"

Jimin just chuckled at your whining.

♡

Jungkook arrived at his office and the first thing to do in the morning is to...terminate the agreement.

Jungkook called

"I want to terminate the agreement, I don't need a reason to be with her."

The man on the phone chuckled, "Didn't know you would cancel it this early, anyways, I'm happy for you both", he hung up.

Jungkook felt relieved like a huge burden got lifted off his shoulders.

Now the only thing on his mind is to erase your pain...Jungkook's heart pained seeing you drunk last night...

After he came back to the room again, he slowly took off your heels and saw you uncomfortably squirming in that dress.

He made you sit up and pulled the zipper down to remove your dress, you are too hungover to contemplate the situation around you.

He successfully changed you into his hoodie, got into the bed and cuddled you.

His thoughts went back to the time when he used to drink to forget all the pain, seeing you in the same situation now, made his heart clench.

And knowing that he is the reason for your pain, he wanted to dig in the grave of guilt.

He gently caressed you until he heard you mumbling in sleep...he got up on his elbow to see your face, tears streaming down but eyes closed.

"Y/n...", he caressed your cheeks and wiped those tears with his thumb.

You snuggled closer to his chest and sobbed, "Why are you like this? When are we going to live like a normal couple?"

 You clutched his t-shirt tightly, "Why don't you even talk to me properly? Why does it feel so lonely even if I'm surrounded by people?"

You sleep-talked to him and blurted all your worries, his soul shattered seeing you get this numb.

He hugged you closer to his chest and your smell reminded him of all those times, you were there for him when he needed you.

The way you would smile at him after making breakfast or dinner for him, waiting for appreciation, wanting to cuddle, to watch a movie, waiting for him to get back home, putting his accessories properly in the closet...

How you comforted him during his nightmare...you were always there for him...

But I wasn't there for her.