Here I am after the long struggle.

I thought they were my friends but, they weren't.

I never considered them as one and they never to me.

I was surrounded by many, but deep down I knew, I had no one.

I plan everything ahead of time...

But what we plan for ourselves

Is not always,

What life plans for us.

Do you believe in fate?

That everything is already planned by someone else.

I do,

I do believe in fate.

I believe that everything is already planned by someone else but still, I plan my life like I own it when I don't.

I look back at my memories,

All I see is me and me alone.

Sure,

I was in many crowded places,

But it felt like it was just me and me alone.

After all those struggles,

I've learnt some things for sure...

Don't hold back.

Move on.

No one will wait for you,

You're the only one whose there for yourself at the end of the day.

Accept what life gives to you,

See the best in things

And get used to it.

In my case...

I'm used to it,

I'm used to being alone

And do the things I want to do,

All by myself.

Yes, I'm happy

And all by myself.

-affkff

This is written by me.

Just some midnight thoughts... :) When I was thinking about this - All by myself, I planned to make it a story but look how it turned out.