Being alone

For a while

Clock strikes twelve at midnight

Ready for the ambush of thoughts

Whose mere mission is to cause me distraught

Just like the last battle I'd fought

Everyday

It's the same enemy

Trying to keep me at bay

The ravager I've tried to push away

How many years has it been?

This has become a daily routine

These are one-sided battles

Which I've already foreseen

Day by day

I'm losing my mind

All those thoughts roaming my mind in rewind

Welcoming the new ones who have arrived

I'm exhausted

To say the least

I'm their prisoner

Who is ceased to be released

These midnight thoughts

Eating me alive

And making me slowly deceased...

-affkff

This is written by me.