Jade p.o.v

He opened the door as we both entered his room. My eyes widened as I realised he re-decorated his room for me . All my favourite things are here like my favourite painter painting hanging on the wall . The king size bed with a curtain circling around like I love in my room . The room is not painted grey anymore . It almost looks like my room, it’s it’s big, okay… very big .

“ yo- you did all this for me “ I said, getting overwhelmed .

He hugged me from behind as I was still looking at the room in awe. “ Yes, did you like it? “ he asked, making me look at him .

“ I – love it Tristen “ I smile “ but I don’t think we should share a room “ I said and just the thing I was dreading his expression change in a second and there was an angry Tristen trying his best not to let out his beast in front of me .

“ why “ he is trying to speak as calmly as possible but a blind person can feel the heat from his body radiating in anger .

My throat went dry “ umm.. I – I am not comfortable “ I tried to make him understand .

“ Did you know what is the meaning of living together? “ he started taking a step toward me and I stepped back .

“ Two people stay together like a husband and wife “ he gritted angrily like an angry teacher trying to make understand the dump student.

“ You and I will sleep together in this same bed, that's what living in means “ he said as I let out a shriek when I became disbalanced and fell on the bed .

In a blink of an eye Tristen hovered over me “ You love me right ??” he asked while his face was an inch away . My heart was beating abnormally not in pleasure but in fear . Why did his presence start scaring me like this ??

“ Answer me Jade “ his eyes didn’t move from my lips .

“ I do “ I whispered just then Tristen about to dip his head to kiss me when I pushed him softly and sat straight . Tristen took a deep breath like he was controlling himself but didn’t say anything .

“ Tristen it’s true that I came here to live with you because I love you and I want to assure you that I am yours but I will not sleep with you before marriage . You know out of all the people that how much I believe in marriage it’s a sacred bond and I want to give myself fully to my husband and no one else and I still believe in it “ I said firmly .

“ I AM GOING TO BE YOU DAMN HUSBAND JADE “ he shouted, making me flinch . I look at him with wide eyes .

He held my arm tightly “ what do you think I am using you for your body that when I will have s## with you I will leave you that’s what you think of me don’t you “ his voice filled with hurt as I shook my head continuously .

“ No no … what are you talking “ I stood up “ Tristen you are taking this all wrong “ I said frustrated .

“ and what you are doing is right ??” his eyes held accusation.

“ I am just asking you to wait till we get married can’t you do that for me “ I held his hand pleading from my eyes .

" And if I am asking too much then you can end this now and get a girl who will happily give herself to you " I look down trying my best not to show my tears.

He pulled me closer " I only want you Jade .. I just want you and I want you to be all mine " he eyes held so much passion as he uttered those words .

" Then please can you wait ?" I asked again .

He stared at me for a few minutes then pulled me closer “ fine but at one condition “ he said softly .

“ what “ I asked .

“ You will stay with me in this room and share this bed as well and I will try my best to wait “ he smirked and I shook my head .

“ You are stubborn as hell “ I pushed him slightly but a smile made my way .

“ And you are mine “ with that he pulled into a tight hug .

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