*Benedicts Pov*

I pull back up at the driveway.

I see Tom and Elizabeth talking on the porch.

What's he doing here?

I walk over to them.

"What are you doing here Tom" I ask.

Before I know it his fist is on my nose.

"Tom!" Elizabeth shouts.

I slowly lift my head.

"What the fuck was that for!" I say wincing with the pain.

" I really needed that....I have had enough Ben, stay away from Sarah, do you hear me. I am not the violent type but nothing will come between me and my wife" Tom says.

I smirk.

"scared she'll leave you" I say.

"I mean it Benedict" Tom warns me.

"Well don't worry, because soon I won't be here" I say to him.

"What..what do you mean?" Elizabeth says.

I sigh.

"I was going to tell you properly, together. I need to leave, I need to be on my own" I say to her.

"This is all about her isn't it?" Elizabeth says now in tears.

I can't look at her.

"It is isn't it!" She screams at me.

I look at her and then at Tom.

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*sarahs Pov*

Helena got me back to my home in no time when i told her what just happened.

I am walking over to Elizabeth's house, when I see Tom their.

Ben and him are arguing, Ben looks physically hurt.

I walk slowly, just close enough so I can hear them but they can't see me.

"It's all about her, isn't it" I hear Elizabeth say.

Does he mean me.

Ben looks away from her.

"It is isn't it!" I hear her scream.

Whatever it is she's Pretty mad.

Ben looks up at them both.

"You know, I don't care if he's here, yes it is about Sarah, I have and right now feel like I always will be madly in love with her. I tried to ignore it but I couldn't. She makes everything better, her smile light up any room, every time I see her it's exactly like the first time I ever saw her at that party. She is the mother to my adoring child, she owl always be the love of my life which is exactly why I need to leave as I can't take seeing her and not being with her" he says.

My heart stops.

I never heard him say it like that before.

I run up to them.

"Ben please don't leave" I say.

"Sarah please, I have been through all this. I have to" he says walking away.

I follow him all the way round the corner of the street.

Tom and Elizabeth had not followed us, at least I don't think they did.

"Ben wait!" Shout.

"Sarah!" He says turning around.

"Do you know how impossible you are making this for me!, I keep trying to walk away because I love someone who doesn't love me back, but I keep hearing you" he says.

It looks like he's crying.

"Ben don't, that's not fair, I do.."

"Do what Sarah?, love me?, because you have a funny way of showing it" he says.

I move over to him.

"See here Mr Cumberbatch, don't ever ever say that, I love you, and you know it" I say.

He puts his hands on my cheeks.

"Then why are you not with me?" He asks.

"Because I have forever been in the circle, I may not admit it but I have been in love with you both. It just become more and more difficult, I heard the things you said about me and My heart stopped, and people may think I am some stupid whore who can't be in love with two people but I am Ben. I may have chosen Tom but that doesn't mean I don't love you. I just can't hide it anymore if your going to leave us" I say.

He plants his lips onto mine.

"But here's the thing Sarah, this is how life is. You have too choose. You can't have both" he says.

"But Ben, I have built a life with Tom, I don't think I could leave him even if I wanted to" I say

He looks away.

"I will always be second choice, I can't keep Trying to to compete with Tom. It's just not fair" he says.

"I am sorry I can't make you happy Ben but please don't leave" I say.

"I have too".

He stops.

"I want you to have this" he says.

He passes me a plane ticket.

"This is my flight. I bought the seat next to me in hope Elizabeth would come with me but that's not going to happen now. It's a week tomorrow. It's a flight back to England. I want you to keep it" he says.

Then it clicks on me.

"Ben I don't want you to be on your own" i say.

"I am a big boy Sarah, I will meet new people" he says.

"No that's not what I mean...I can't believe I am doing this but if I have no choice in you leaving then I want Isabella to live with you" i say.

He looks shocked.

"I can't take her away from you" he says.

"I can talk to her on the phone or skype, and as long as you promise to be back in a year then I am happy to do it" I say

He hugs me.

"Thank you for understanding" he says

I just smile.

The truth is I don't understand it, I just have no choice but to accept it.

It means he has to Come back in a year.

"If it's what you really need to do then I guess I will have to live with that" I say sighing....

A/N-how was that?. Comment below please love ya!