We go to the set together.

It's nice to have Tom with me.

It's like when we first met.

It's really hard to believe it's coming up six years since we met, I mean that's quite a lot.

The years really have flown.

Isabella is 4, the triplets are around 6 or 7 months, life really is short.

I miss Rose, there will always be things that remind me of her, like how I was watching the wedding video and their she was laughing and smiling.

I really miss her.

We got some news recently too.

Eric's gran, roses mother is allowing us to have Eric, to live with us.

Toms over the moon.

We pick him up after all filming is over.

The only thing is now I have 5 children I look after.

How will I still have a career.

"Tom" I say as we walk towards the set.

"Yes darling?"

"I think after is film, I am going to retire from filming for a few years" I tell him.

"What, why?" He asks.

"I have a lot of kids to look after, they should come first and if we are both filming how are we going to look after 5 children" I say.

"If you really wish I will retire for a few years to" he suggests,

"No, don't feel pressure because I am. More people would miss you anyhow" I laugh shrugging.

"I don't believe that" he says.

"Tom have you seen the internet?" I say.

"I try to avoid it now" he tells me

"Good, some of It is lovely but if you saw half of it...well you would be mortified...let's just say your fans can be creative" I smirk.

He laughs.

"That's exactly why I don't look" he laughs.

We arrive on set 50 minutes early.

"Your here, I hope the room was comfortable" Helena says.

"It was lovely" I smile.

"Great, why don't we have an early coffee before you need to get ready for the first scene" she says taking my arm.

"Don't worry Tom, I will take good care of her" she adds as we leave.

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"So how has life been?" She asks me.

"So and so, the triplets are great and Isabella is growing up so fast. It's been a little crumbly but it's still been good" I tell her.

"I'm glad your doing ok, I was a little worried last time we spoke over the phone as you sounded very unhappy" she says.

"Things are getting better though" I nod.

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"Ok so Sarah It's going to take about 4 hours to get most of this make up done" the artist says.

"4 hours!" I moan.

"I am afraid so, you need to have the flower and weeds patterns all over your body" they says.

I had almost forgotten my character was from some weird planet.

She was one of the main roles.

The stout focuses on a strange planet that is invaded by earth. basically the planet goes to get revenge on earth, but our creatures landing on earth cause earth to become an illusion of weird yet wonderful things . My creature is captured by officers and basically the officer in charge falls in love with my creature. It doesn't end very well for the officer....

So I sit and stand as patiently as I can.

But it's so uncomfortable...

I can see this is going to be a long day....

A/N- how was that? Love ya!