Its our final day with the family so we are all going to the park for a huge picnic.

Isa is running ahead towards the grass with my parents labrador.

"Isa, keep close!" Both Ben and i say at the same time.

We look at each other and laugh.

We all find a good spot and lay out a large blanket.

Isa comes and sits next to me.

I sit her on my knee.

Just then toms phone rings.

"I need to take this" he says.

"Ok, it's fine" I say to him.

He walks off and then comes back 5 minutes later.

"Lorraine needs me back in London tonight" he says.

"But that's impossible, it's a 24 hour flight" I say.

"Not if I leave within the next hour, on one of Lorraine's jets" he tells me.

"But this our last day together before I go filming as a family" I say to him.

"But I really have to leave" he says.

"Fine, you do whatever Lorraine thinks is best" I say to him slightly pissed off.

"Oh come on Sar, dont be like this" he says.

"I am not being like anything, just go" I sigh.

He kisses me, and i am sure out of the corner of my eye i see Ben stiffen?

"I will see you soon" Tom says.

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"I want ice cream, i want ice cream!" Isa shouts.

"Ok, ok darling calm down, i will get you it, Anyone else want one?" i ask.

They all nod their heads.

"I will help you" Ben says.

We are standing in the que when Ben says something out of the blue.

"You look unhappy Sar" he says.

"what do you mean?" i ask him.

"I dont see that smile of yours anymore" he says.

i look around, people are looking at us.

"Follow me" i say taking us to a small hut.

"So whats been bothering you?" he asks me.

"Everything, i hardly ever see Tom anymore...and i just did not expect my life to plan out like this, its almost depressing" i tell him the truth.

he sits next to me and puts an arm around my shoulders.

"Sarah, your the best mum i know. Your a great actress, your fun, your caring, your smart and your Beautiful" he says.

I laugh,

"But of course you will say that" I say to him.

He turns me around.

"I mean it Sarah, your the kindest,caring, most beautiful woman i know" he says

Suddenly my lips are on his,

It feels like old times, time when things werent complicated..

I pull away.

"Sorry, i shouldnt have done that" i say quickly standing up.

I go to walk away but Ben grabs my arm.

"I will always be here" he says.

I smile then walk away.

"Wheres the ice cream?" my sister ask.

"Huh?...oh shoot!, sorry i will just go back.

"What were you doing all that time?" my sister says raising an eyebrow.

"Just..um talking" i say going back to the small ice cream parlour.

What just happened...

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Benedicts Pov.

I am on my way home now.

We all shared a plane but then had to get get seperate cars back.

I really have had a great break.

But that kiss has made me realise something.

I am still in love with Sarah.

Because of her getting married and seeing Elizabeth, i got side tracked, but since that kiss it is like my true feelings have finally come back.

The car arrives at our house.

I see Elizabeth look out the window, then she comes running out.

She puts her arms around me as i walk out the car.

"I missed you" she says.

"Its good to see you too, lets go inside" i say picking up my bags.

We go in the house and into the kitchen,

"I think we need to talk" we both say at the same time.

"Oh, ok, you go first" Elizabeth says.

"No, no you go first" I say.

"ok well, you may want to come sit" she says.

I follow her to the living room and sit down.

"OK,so i came back early as i have some news. I only found out a couple of weeks ago, but i was at the doctors and....I'm pregnant" She says.

Just then it feels like my heart stops.

I just sit their not sure what to say.

"Benedict are you ok?" She says.

Not really, i was just about to tell her, it was over between us. That i was still in love with someone else and it wasnt fair on her..and then she tells me this!?.

How will i ever tell her.

"Really?, Thats great hun!" i say hugging her.

When really i am breaking inside.

"So what was it that you wanted to tell me?" she asks.

"Oh um..its not important anymore" i say to her.

"As long as your sure" She says.

"I am" i say.

In all honesty, i am not ready for more children. I don't think i want more children....

A/N-Hiya again, how are you all doing?, a little bit of Saradict (Thats what i am calling them) in this update. Hope you liked it :)