It's the Premier tonight.

I have to admit i am very nervous.

It's my first premier and i want it to go well.

However something never seems to be too far away to try and ruin things.

Luckily i have not heard from Damon, in fact i have not heard from Robert in a while either.

Tom was going to be coming with me but he got called away somewhere else in England not too far away but enough that he can not get away.

So i decided i would go with Benedict.

He is after all in the film and it would be easier if we both went in one car, rather than taking one each if we were going alone.

I hired someone to help me with my hair and makeup.

She is putting my hair into a Fishtail.

I don't like it to be Fancy, Pretty defiantly but not fancy.

I want people to see i am just a simple, ordinary person who has real life problems like they have.

My dress however is Beautiful.

It's a versace.

After i have put it on i quickly make my way down stairs.

I can't find my clutch bag anywhere.

Suddenly the door goes.

"Shit" I say taking one last look.

I go over to the door and answer it.

"Ready?" Benedict asks as i open it.

Damn the bag, i don't need it.

"Yes i reply following him to the shouffer driven car.

"You look very beautiful tonight" He says as we are sitting in the car.

"Thank you"I reply.

I have so many questions, like how do i act, what do we do, how long will it take?.

"Don't worry about, you will do great" Is all he says.

It takes no more than 20 minutes to get there.

Our car door is opened and suddeny there is lots of cheering and screaming.

Mainly fan girls i guess.

Benedict helps me out of the car.

We start walking the red carpet, smiling.

Many people were calling our names.

After about 5 minutes Ben and i got split up.

I got really nervous at that point.

I was being watched of course but i did not have any proper guidance.

A group of girls started calling my name.

I walked over to them.

"C-could you take a picture with me?" One asks.

"Of course Sweetie" I say as she moves a little closer .

She takes the pic and then her other 4 friends ask for the same.

Eventually i am forced to move on.

The next person i speak to is a television interview.

They work for an american TV show.

They start asking me questions.

"Hi, Sarah Pennington right?" They asks.

"It's Hiddleston now" I reply.

"Oh yes, Congratulations on that, Do you mind if we steal a few minutes of your time" They say.

"Sure, go for it" I reply.

"Well i just want to say congratulations on this movie. Am i right this is your first big one?" They ask.

"Yes it is. I was very lucky to get this role" I reply.

"Your play the lead, What was it like to work with huge names like Benedict Cumberbatch and Helena Bonham Carter?" They ask.

"It was a privalige, These are people i look upto. I really have made great friends on this film" I reply.

"Yes. One more question,do you think people will like this film" They ask.

"Well i certinatly enjoyed making it. It's a film full of drama, horror and comedy, so it has something for everyone" I smile.

"You heard it, something for everyone. Thank you Sarah" They smile.

"No thank you" i reply smiling back.

I am moved on again to more fans, more interviews and it takes another half an hour before i get into the building,

This is going to be my first chance to watch the film.

I don't know how i feel about watching myself.

I am sat in a seat next to Benedict.

"Looking forward to it?" He asks me.

"I am not sure. It feels weird to be watching myself" I tell him.

"I felt like that at first, eventually you get used to it, but i like to avoid it when possible" He replies.

Then it starts.

I sit their watching.

The first person to come on is Helena,

She plays my mother in the film.

After 20 minutes my first scene begins.

It is weird to start with but then i begin to feel proud.

Thats me on that screen.

It almost feels unreal.

Benedict looks at me and smiles.

As if saying well done.

I am only not in 2 more of the scenes,

the rest has me in it,

Benedict plays my lover, who turns out to be the villian.

I cringe at the sex scene.

It feels a little akward watching that part when i am sitting right next to him.

For the rest of the film, i can not take my eyes off the screen.

When the lights go up everyone claps.

My first premier is all over.

I stand up as slowly as i can to not ruin my dress.

Benedict takes my arm.

"You were great" He says.

"As were you" I reply.

We meet Helena at the door.

"Hi" i hug her,

"It's nice to see you again Sarah, Benedict" She says.

We talk for 10 minutes until our cars turn up.

"Don't be a stranger, I mean it about Tims film" She says getting into her car.

I would love to be in a Tim Burton film.

I own all of them on dvd.

I have been very lucky in life, but one thing i do know is that i have had to work for everything i have.

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"Can you identify this as him?" They ask her.

Rachel looks at the Body.

"Yes it is him" She tells them.

"Thank you for doing this" They say covering their body back up.

She sat their shocked she could not believe he was dead, She wondered how Sarah would take this...

A/N-Surpise!. I managed to do an update tonight! How was that?. Who do you think the body is, Everyone's main guess is Damon but could it really be?. Yes or no. Give you theories :) Love Ya!