"Do you really have to go back" I sigh as tom packs his things.

"Someone has to look after Isabella and i have that Movie meeting, remember?" He says.

"I know, i just don't want you to go" I sigh.

"and i don't want to leave you but you will be hope in two weeks" He says kissing my forehead.

"At least stay for the party, Helena organised it for all of us just before we go back to work" I say.

"As much as i would love to my plane leaves in an three hours. I am sorry darling" He says zipping up his suitcase.

I sigh.

"I love you" He says before closing the door behind him.

I can not believe i won't see him for 2 weeks!.

I decide to get ready for Helenas Party.

I decide to put on my wenn blue dress.

After that i put on some make up.

I always find Lipstick to be quite important to me as i have been told i have lovely lips.

It only takes me an hour and a half to get ready.

I quickly get into my hired car and go to the venue.

When i get there i see Helena talking to some people who are sorting lights.

"Ah Sarah your here early, How would you like to help me, Can you make sure everything is ok with the Caterers. By the way you look Lovely" She says.

"OK sure and Thanks" I smile.

I go over to what looks like a Kitchen.

"Um..hey Helena was just asking if you were o...Robert!?" I say looking at the person preparing food.

"Sarah!. What are you doing here?" He asks.

"I am here for the party. So your the Caterer?" I say.

"Yeah, She asked me when she found out i was your friend. She seems to really like you" He says,

"Yeah she is a great friend" I say.

"Just tell her everything will be ready within 5 minutes" He says.

"I will....It was good to see Robert" I say.

"And you Sarah" He smiles.

----

Soon people start to turn up.

I recognize people like Matt smith, Emma Watson, Ryan Reynolds, Some working on the film other not.

Then i see Henry Cavill walked in with Martin and Ben.

I did not expect them two to be with Henry.

I walk over to them.

"Hi" I smile.

"Hi, Sarah isn't it" Henry says.

I nod.

"Don't you look Beautiful tonight, don't you agree Benedict" He says smiling at me.

"Yes..Yes she does" Ben smiles.

"Thank you" I say to both of them.

"Martin why don't you help me get some drinks" Henry Suggest.

"Sure" Martin says following him.

Just then the music goes on.

I gulp.

It's our Song...

Benedict looks at me. His eyes looked sad.

I turn my head away, i can not look at him.

Suddenly he takes my hand.

"Would you do me the honour of a dance" He whispers softly.

I nod and look up to him.

He is smiling, like the old Benedict. The one i used to know.

He takes me to the centre of the room.

Slowly we begin to dance, he spins me around.

I rest my head on his rather tall shoulders.

" Do you remember the first time we danced to this" He said.

"Yes, at your house" I smile.

"I can always remember it, every time i hear it" He says while spinning us.

"Those were the happier days don't you think" He says, then he bends us right down, pulling me back up quickly.

"They were good days" I admit.

" Did you love me then" He says.

Just then our song changes to Neutron star collision by muse.

We continue to dance.

" I think you forgot to answer my question" He says.

"I...I did" I sigh.

He smiles.

"But that doesn't mean i love you now" I say.

He spins us around.

"And why not?. I am still the same person you fell in love with" He says.

"But Benedict that's where you are wrong, you are not the same person..You've changed. But lets just say you hadn't. I had so either way we both fell in love with different people" I say.

"You haven't changed. I still see the Smart, Beautiful, Brave Sarah i fell in love with" He says.

"But this Sarah has all those along with Sense now" I say.

"I won't believe that you do not love me. I know you do" He pulls me close."Look into my eyes and tell me you don't love me and i will leave right now" He says.

I look up at him.

"I...I...." i can not spit it out.

"See. I told you" He said.

"Of course i love you, you fool. I never stopped. But i am with Tom" I say now annoyed.

"But you don't have to be. Don't leave me and go to the other side of the world. Don't leave with my Daughter, our Daughter" He says.

"I have to. I am with Tom, i am about to start a family with him" I say pulling my hands away.

"Please Sarah" He says softly, tears in the corner of his eye.

"I..i need some air" I say quickly going towards the door.

Once out the door, i lean against the wall.

Benedict followed me outside.

He stands in front of me.

He puts his hand on my cheek.

"What are you doing?" I say.

He moves closer.

"No Ben" I say.

"Please...I want to prove something" He says.

"There is nothing to prove" I tell him.

"Well, let me do this and we will see" he says.

I sigh.

He moves in closer and soon our lips our touching.

I put my hands on his chest.

Just as i am about to push him away..i give in and put my arms around his neck.

He puts his hand on the back of my head, moving it slowly.

Once his hand reaches mt back he pulls me in closer.

Eventually we part.

What did i just do.

He smirks.

"That's all i needed" He says walking away.

--

I quickly sort my hair and then go back in.

Helena goes over to me and raises an eye.

"Don't, Just don't ask" I say.

"I won't, Just want to ask how you are, i saw you run out their you looked a little upset" She says.

"I..I was but i am fine now" I say.

I don't know why but i just can not help but burst out laughing at that.

"Ok, well i am going to see the other guests. Me and you will talk later" She says.

The whole night, i keep seeing Benedict glance at me and then grin.

I can not help but feel bad because something tells me he thinks because i let him kiss me that he has a chance to be with me again,

I do love him, he just forgets on thing. I am not In Love with him.

I should never of let him kiss me...

---

As i begin to leave the party, Benedict catches up with me.

" Where are you going?" He asks.

"Back to my trailer" I say.

"Well i guess i will see you tomorrow for filming. I know what your thinking. That the kiss we had a few hours ago. It meant nothing but your wrong. That kissed proved something to me" He says.

"Oh yeah and whats that" I ask with my arms folded.

"That no matter how much you try to hide it. Your in love with me. Maybe you are with Tom too but there is still some left there that loves me. So i know no not to take what you say to closely to heart because you do not mean it" He says.

I sigh.

"Do not continue to kid yourself Ben, you will only get hurt" i say shaking my head.

"Good night Beautiful" He grins walking away from me.

-----

*Rachels POV*

"Tom. can i ask you a question" I ask him.

"Of course" He says.

" What do you do if someone doesn't love you, yet you can not stop loving them" i says.

"Well, I am not to sure to be honest. I knew that Sarah did really love me, she just needed convincing" Tom says.

"So if this person who was in love, with the person she thought did not love her they should just try and convince them" i says.

"Yes, unless you think they really do not love you. I always say never give up on love because you will find it. You might think they are the right person but if they prove not to be the right one will come sooner or later" He says.

"Thank you Tom" i says.

"It is no problem. Do you have anything else to ask me?" He says.

"Um..Well what if there is someone else in the way. Someone else that you think that person likes also" I say.

"Well, When i thought she was in love with Benedict, although i loved her. I let her go. It is better to know they are happy with someone else. Of course i let it known that i still loved her but i let her choose her own happiness" He says.

"Even if you werent happy" I ask.

"Of course, If you really love the person, you have to let them do what they do. I would risk all my happiness for Sarah. I would not want to see her anyone else but i would do anything for her" He says.

" You really are a good Person Tom" I smile.

My smile then disappears and i frown.

"I just need to make a quick phone call" I say getting up.

"Of course" He says.

I dial Damon's number.

"Damon, it's me....Yes everything is fine...Well actually it is not...I need you to stop everything...Yes call off the papers and everything...Why because i said so..If you do not i will tell him everything...Damon it is not fair on him..He is a good guy...Look i love you but i can not let you go through with this. If you are really my friend Prove it and stop everything" I say hanging up.

----

"And Cut!" The director shouts.

That's our first scene of the day over, just about 10 more to do today.

I go and get a coffee.

Martin sits next to me.

"What did you two do last night" He says me raising an eyebrow.

"Nothing like that!. I am an engaged woman" I say.

"Well you think you to had, the way he was acting" Martin says.

"Well...He did kiss me but that was it. I do not know what you mean about him 'Acting' that way" I say to him.

"Oh come on. A couple of days ago he was the sour faced, sad Benedict he has been for many weeks but today well today he's Benedict. The real Benedict" He says.

" Maybe he just woke up on the right side of bed this morning for once" I say.

"I doubt that. Sarah...Just don't give him false hopes. I do not want to see him crash like he did before. He is after all my best mate" He says.

"I know. I have to tell him that there is no future for us...I just can't bare to hurt him" I sigh.

"Just think though. He will be much a lot more if he thinks he is in with a chance" He says.

"Your right. I will tell him tonight after filming" I say to him.

"Good, your a decant one Sarah. It's a shame you two couldn't work out" He says smiling before leaving.

I sigh as soon as he is out of sight.

I don't want to break his heart again. Why does he have to love me. Why can he not love someone single, someone who isn't complicated...

---

"Honey come here. How many times have i told you to stay close to Mummy" Rose says to her son,

He pulls close to her, bottom lip trembling.

"It's ok, just do not do that again" She says hugging him.

"Is daddy coming to see my today?" He asks her,

"Um..I am not to sure darling. I will call him and see" She says as they walk into the cafe.

Once she has seated him down she pulls out her phone.

"Hey" Tom says on the other side.

"Hi, it's Rose. I just wondered if you would like to come and see your son. We are at Roberts cafe" She says.

"Um..Yeah sure I will be there in 10 minutes" He says hanging up.

Eric looks at her with big bright eyes.

"Daddy is coming" She smiles.

After about 15 minutes of waiting Tom walks through the door.

He looks around and then spots them going over.

"Daddy!" Eric shouts running over to him.

Tom laughs picking him up.

"Hello Little man. Your getting so big already" He says.

Rose smiles at the sight of them.

Tom carries him over.

"Hey" He says to rose.

"Hi, we were waiting for you before we ordered" She smiled.

"That's nice of you" He smiles back.

"So what does my little monkey want?" Tom asks Eric who is sitting on his knee.

Rose watches them as they talk, play and laugh,

If only she was still with Tom.

She could not help be regret her decision to leave.

It was by far the worst decision of her life.

She could never ever forgive herself.

"You ok?" Tom asks her noticing her frowning.

Rose got out of her little day dream and nodded.

" So how are you two enjoying London" Tom says.

"It's great to be home" Rose says.

"I bet it is" Tom smiles.

"It really is. I have really missed everything" She says.

"London does grow on you. It's a wonderful place" He says.

"It is that" She smiles.

Soon their food arrives.

"So where are you staying?" Tom asks.

"We moved to my parents summer home. It's quite big for just two of us but it is lovely. Plenty of room for eric to play without causing havoc" She says.

" Has he made friends?" He asks.

"Oh yeah, he has made loads. A right charmer. Must take it after you" She laughs.

"Well what can i say" He winks.

"But yeah i really think we belong here. Eric will be able to see his dad as much as you both like. I have just got a new job" She smiles.

" Um..well about that..After Sarah and i are married we are moving" He says.

"What?" She says.

"Well i doubt it will be that far, will we still see you?" She asks.

"Actually we will be moving to Australia" He says.

"What!. No you can't. I..We just got you back in our lives" She says.

"I am sorry but it is our decision" He says.

"But what about Eric. Is he to grow up without his dad?" She asks.

He looks at Eric.

"He can come and visit me whenever he likes and i will come to see him" He says.

She sighs.

"Your really going to go aren't you" She says.

"The house is already bought. We are keeping the one here so if we want to come back at anytime we can" He tells her,

"We'll miss you" She says.

"And i'll miss both of you. There is so much i will miss but We need a new start. You of most people should understand that" He says to her,

"I do" She says placing her hands on his.

He lets it stay there for a moment before pulling back.

"I need to go now. I am getting a call from Sarah soon. There is something you should know. Eric is going to have siblings soon" He says,

Roses eyes go wide.

"Your having twins!?" She says.

"Actually, triplets. There due in 4 months" He says.

"Well congratulations" She smiles.

" Thanks i better go. Bye little man" He says waving at his son.

"Bye Rose" He says kissing her forehead.

She watches him leave and then turn the corner of the street.

Once he is out of sight, a tear escapes her eye.

"Why are you crying mummy?" Eric asks.

"Mummy is just being silly" She says putting on a smile for him.

She knew now there was no future for her and Tom.

She lost all that when she left the first time.

She knew she did not deserve him.

He was far to good for her.

She thought of the good times they had together.

The first day they met, there first date, there marriage day and night.

Why did she have to be so stupid and let it all slip away......