I did not go home last night.

I did not sleep with tom either, i used one of the spare rooms.

I couldn't face home. I know that dinner was last night but i couldn't go.

I haven't felt the same since our kiss last night.

I enjoyed it, a lot.

I want to kiss him again and again.

I can not help it.

Tom knocks on the door.

" Can i come in?" he asks.

"Sure" i say while pining up my hair.

"I have some of your old clothes here, that you left behind. thought you might want to change into something fresh" He says sitting them on the bed.

"Thank you tom, really".i smile.

"It's no problem Darling".

I love it when he calls me Darling.

He goes to leave the room.

"Tom" i say.

"yes?" he asks.

"Stay with me today, i don't want to go home. Not just yet" i tell him.

"Anything you want". he smiles.

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"Whats the date?" i ask walking into the living room.

"Um...the 25th September" He says.

"Shit!" i say quickly grabbing my bag.

"Missing something?" he asks.

"I have a scan for the baby, i need to get Robert before i go and it's in like an hour" i say quickly putting my shoes on.

"I'll drive you their and pick up Robert" He suggests.

"Oh would you. it would be a great help" i smile.

"I said anything, didn't i" he says grabbing his keys.

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"I am not here to hurt Tom" Rose tells them.

"No of course not, i just want you to make your presence known" Damon tells her.

"He'll hate me" Rose sighs.

"Your the one that left" Damon says.

"I left for good reason. To protect my family, the baby" She says annoyed.

"Yes, yes, why is their always got to be a baby involved. Just turn up at his door, tell him your back. It is simple" Damon says to her,

"I haven't even said yes to it yet" she says to him.

"I know" he grins.

"But your going to make me do it anyway" she sighs.

" Finally she gets it. Rachel show her out" he says to them.

"What did your last slave die of" Rachel mutters shaking her head.

"Nothing, she's still here" he says biting into an apple from the fruit bowl.

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We get to the hospital with 5 minutes to spare.

We are shown into a waiting room.

As we sit down i hear someone call out my name.

I turn to see Benedict.

"Sarah. Where were you last night. I was worried sick" he says coming over to us.

He looks at Tom and then gives Sarah a questioning look.

"Yeah i know i was sorting a few things out...and then my car broke down, terrible thing. Tom drove past and noticed me. That's why he is here now because my car needs fixed. It was really late and i didn't want him to have to drive all the way to our house, so i just slept in his spare room". i tell him only lying a little bit.

He raises an eyebrow and then sighs.

"Well thank goodness for that. I am here now though so Tom, you can go home if you like" Ben says with a weak smile.

"No!..I mean no theirs no need and anyhow, we are going to meet Michael later about a potential second series" I lie.

Why do i keep lying.

"Oh ok well i guess he can wait here" he says sitting down next to me

He kisses me.

I kiss back but only just.

That spark, that feeling. it feels like it is gone.

I look at tom.

He's looking away.

"Hey why don't you help me get some coffee, this appointment will probably be delayed" I say to tom standing up.

"Sure" he says following me.

" You looked away when he kissed me" I say suddenly.

"Well yes, i don't really want to see it. Would you like to watch someone else kissing the one you love". He tells me.

"Oh tom. I feel like i am not in love with him anymore".

"Then why don't you just leave him" He tells me.

"I don't want to hurt him, there is just no spark there, that feeling your supposed to get. Like when you kissed me last night" i tell him.

He moves a little closer.

"What are you trying to tell me?" he asks.

"I...I know this might sound like i am just using you all but i think i am in love with you again" i say suddenly.

"What?". he asks,

"I am in love with you!" i say.

"Then tell him" He tells me.

"I can't, but being with him has made me realize, i do love him, i am just not in love with him, like i am with you" I say.

"I am sorry but until you tell him, i can not have this conversation. It is not fair on him or me. i can not be lead on false hope". he says leaving.

"Tom, tom wait!" i say running to him.

We are in eye view of both Robert and ben now,

"You want me to prove it" i say.

He nods.

I take his head in my hands and plant my lips on his.

He starts to kiss back before I pull away,

"I think that just proved it" I say to him.

Ben goes over to us.

"Sarah?" he asks confused.

"Ben..i am sorry. I love you, i really do. i am just not in love with you. Most of my love comes from the fact we have a daughter together, i think that had an impact on my judgment. I need you to find someone who's in love with you. You have to admit, our relationship was starting to break" say to him.

"I...I need some fresh air" he says going toward the exit.

"Miss Pennington" The nurse calls.

I let go of toms hand and take a deep breath,

" That's me" i say walking towards the room.

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After the scan i go back to Tom's.

"I am going to need to get Isabella soon" i tell him.

"She will be fine for one night" Tom says taking my hand.

" I feel like a terrible Person" i tell him.

"Don't, there's no need to feel like that. Your not one" He says to me.

Suddenly the door bells goes.

"Who could that be?" tom asks.

I follow him to the door.

He opens it and then falls back.

"How the...Rose?." He says confused.

"Hello Tom".....

A/N- Hope that's ok. Last update for tonight. Hope you all enjoy it. Tom and Sarah are back together. Sorry all you Benedict fans, i love him but it wasn't meant to be for Sarah and Ben. Please share your opinion of this chapter in the comments section below. Thanks!