A tear leaves my eye.

"Well..?" Ben asks.

I let go of the paper.

"Ben..your her father" i say.

Ben smiles.

"I am a dad" he says.

"Congratulations" Tom says shaking his hand,

except tom isn't smiling.

I stand up unsure of what to do.

I Really thought it was going to be toms.

"I am going for some fresh air" Tom says.

He leave the room going to the garden.

A few minutes later their is a noise of something being smashed.

Oh tom....

What have i done.

"We are parents" Ben says.

"Yes" i sigh.

"You could try looking a little bit happier" He says to me.

"I am sorry it is just....",

"Tom?" he says.

"Yes".

He takes a deep breath,

"It always is him" he says to me.

"Benedict, you can be happy all you want ok?, your the dad but i can't help thinking about tom because he is the one i was with, the one i am still with. If it wasn't for me being the stupid bitch i was then none of this would of happened to him" i say angry.

"You can't say that because if we had not of slept together where would Bella be?, she wouldn't even be here. We created life, future. Now all that's left for me is to make you mine" he says.

" Ben..thats not going to happen" i say to him.

"So you no longer love me" he says.

"You know i do" i say to him,

"Then their is still a chance. Now if you don't mind i am going to check on my daughter, our daughter".

I am now on my own,

Why could she not have been toms, we could live on with our lives so much easier.

Tom is more sensible than Ben too, not that Ben won't make a great father because he will. i just think tom is more ready.

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"How did tom take it?" Rachel asks me.

"He did not do anything in front of us but i think he is really upset" I say.

"I guess he is bound to be..poor man" she says.

"Not really helping" i say to her,

"Sorry" she says to me.

Just then Michael comes through.

" I am sure he will get over it, just give him time" He tells me.

" I don't know if he will ever forgive me properly" i say.

"If he really loves you he will" He tells me.

"But the question is do you think your heart lies with him?" Rachel asks me.

"Honestly, right now i don't know".

"Then maybe it is best if you get a bit of space for now, sort things out see who you really want" she tells me.

"Where would i go?" i say to her.

"Stay here for a while, i would love to have you and Isabella" she tells me.

"Really, your such a good friend, i don't know what i would do without you" i smile at her.

" I know i am" she grins.

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"It is not for long i promise, just till i can sort myself out" I tell Tom.

He doesn't say anything.

"I will let you know when i am in a better frame of mind" i tell him

Still nothing.

I kiss his forehead.

"Goodbye Tom" i say getting Isabella Pram and shutting the door.

The tears start flowing.

I feel i may have just of broken his heart as well as my own.

I get into the car.

"Ready?" Rachel asks.

"Y..yes" i say.

"Trust me, this is for the best, have no contact with either of them. I will take Isabella when Benedict wants to see her and then you can see who you really want" she tells me.

"What if i lose them both" i say.

"You won't don't worry". she says patting my hand.

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*Tom's POV*

Is this it?

Have a well and truly lost her.

She has left.

I should of said something, begged her not to. Anything.

Instead i just stood their saying nothing.

I practically let her walk away.

Her and little Isabella.

The baby isn't mine.

I am trying not to let that bother me but i can not help it.

i want a child so much and with a woman i really love and when i thought i nearly had that.

I was just so happy.

However to find out that one of my closest friends is actually the father.

I can not help but feel pain and betrayal.

I am not going to lose her that easily.

I will fight and i expect Benedict will too.

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Benedict POV

"Rachel, do us a favor and pass that bottle" i ask her while i hold Isabella.

"Here, now as i have told you Your not to come near Sarah. Isabella you may see as much as you wish but just for a while stay away from Sarah. She needs this space" she tells me.

I nod

"As stupid as i think this is, i want her to learn what she really wants, and if you think this will work then i will keep my distance. Not for long though" i tell her.

"She may not choose you, you know that don't you?" she says to me.

"I know but a guy can have hope can't he?" I say to her.

"Just don't get your hopes up, even i don't know what she wants anymore" She tells me.

"I will pick her up tomorrow at 4pm" Rachel says to me.

"Ok, tell Sarah i say hi and i hope she is ok" i tell her.

"Ok but that's all your getting" she says leaving.

"So Bella, just me and you tonight" I say to Isabella.

I wish Sarah was here. We should be a family.

" Daddy will soon make us a whole family again, just you wait" I say to her.

She has such a Beautiful face and i can see the start of her mothers fiery hair.

She really will be her Mothers daughter i can just see it....

A/N- Hope you enjoyed. Sorry if it was not the result you want but on the plus side it give me a whole lot more to add to the story so the story will last longer. All votes and comments appreciated.