"Rachel!, What has Happened, is everything OK?" i ask frantically.

" Sarah thank god, i just spoke to the Doctor all is OK, just a broken arm and a few bruises" she tells me.

"Tom?".

She nods.

I sit down and put my head in my hands.

"This is all my fault" i say to her.

"How could it be?" she asks.

"He turned up at Benedict's because i did not go home last night, i guess he thought i would be their as i was supposed to be practicing. He heard me tell you i slept with Benedict. He went off. I caused this. If something worse had happened...i never would have forgave myself".

"You made a mistake...Well i think it was a mistake but this is not your fault. Do not blame yourself. However you do have to be true to him. It is him or Ben, Sarah" she says to me.

I sigh.

"I know, i am a terrible person, i just...i can't seem to choose" i say sad.

He sits down and hugs me.

" Your the only woman on the planet who has Benedict Cumberbatch and Tom Hiddleston fighting over you" she laughs.

"To be honest i wish i hadn't".

"It will be ok".

"Ben gave me a Plane ticket" i say to her.

I get it out my bag.

"He wants me to run away with him. I don't know what to do Rachel" i say almost in tears.

She takes it from me.

"It is a week tomorrow" she says.

"Are you going to go?" she adds.

"I don't know, i can't leave tom now" i say.

"I only have a Broken arm" i hear a voice say behind me.

"Tom, i was just saying how Sarah should go and get some rest" Rachel lies.

"Why?, did she not get enough last night?".

"Tom, about that...

" Lets talk about it at home" he interupts me and then sighs.

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"It was a Mistake, i mean it" i say to him.

"Do you though?, because your not very convincing" he says.

" Please don't stay with me if your not happy. I may love you but if you can't return that love, then you don't have to try" he adds.

"Don't be nice to me tom, i don't deserve it". i say to him.

"I can't help it" he says smiling but still looking sad.

"I.....why do you have to be so nice. You deserve so much more" i say standing up.

He takes me hand."The thing is, i don't want more".

"Does this mean your forgiving me?" i ask surprised.

" You say it was a Mistake and i can not stay mad at the one i love. As long as your sure i am what you want then i am happy to put it behind us" he says.

"Really?" i ask.

"Yes, However Benedict won't be getting off as easily" he says.

"Don't hurt him Tom. It wasn't all his fault".

Tom sighs.

"Just Promise me it won't happen again" he says.

I know who i should be with now....

"I promise" i say kissing him softly.

He flinches.

"Sorry this Arm..its painful". he says.

" That was all my fault" i sigh,

"No,no it wasn't. I was angry and not thinking straight. I got into the car myself" he says.

" But if...i had not done what i had done none of this would have happened" i say.

" We can not think about that, it is in the Past. We have a wedding to think about...that's if it is still on?" he says.

"You bet it is" i smile.

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"And he forgave you just like that?" Rachel asks.

"I know, i was surprised but i have made my mind up. i think i always knew it would be tom" i say to her.

"As long as your Happy" she replies.

"I am".

"So when should i start planning your Hen night?" she asks.

"I am not having one" i say to her.

"Excuse me?, i am your Head Bridesmaid and i say their will be no wedding without a good send off" she says to me.

I laugh.

"I am not going to live in another country, i don't need a send off" I say to her.

" But you will be married and soon your career will be going places, don't get me started on children. I will hardly see you" she says.

"You will see me" i say.

"Please, just let me through this for you" she pleads.

I sigh.

"Ok but no stripper" i say to her.

"No even one?" she smirks,

"None" i say.

"Ok fine but you wont regret it. This will be the Hen night of all Hen nights" she says.

"Your taking this far to seriously" i laugh.

" It is important, your last night of freedom".

"I think of it as my last night before true Happiness" i say.

"You and your soppyness" she smirks.

" I will remember that when your married" i say.

"Could be very soon, within the next year or two" she says.

" I will look forward to that" i say to her.

" You will be better at it than me though" she says.

"What do you mean?" i ask her.

" Well your more Marriage Material" she tells me.

"Nonsense, you will make a great wife" i say to her.

" Not as good as you though, and you will be a great Mother" she says.

"If i ever have Kids" i say to her.

"Of course you will".

"I am not sure if i want them" i say.

"How not?".

"My career, it just wouldn't work. I would have to choose and i would obviously choose to look after my children" i shrug.

" Loads of actors have children and cope" she tells me.

" But i wouldn't be one of them" i say........