I can not stop thinking about Yesterday.

I almost went behind toms back, even if it was just going to be a kiss.

I am not that kind of person. I like to be committed, although i am doubting myself now.

Even tom has noticed something is up.

"Are you ok Darling" he asked me this morning when we were lying down together.

"Yes, of course" i smiled lieing.

"You just seem well...Different. Did everything go ok yesterday". he asked me.

"Yes it was great". I lied again.

I hate lieing to him. i feel like a Bitch.

I got a voice mail from Benedict last night.

He must of been drunk because he said some weird things..

But i am trying to forget that because tomorrow i have to go and work with him.

It is really making me nervous.

Maybe i am being stupid, i guess i won't know till tomorrow......

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*Benedicts POV*.

How can i not get her out of my mind.

I..it is just terrible.

Can someone really leave that kind of effect on you.

I can not wait to see her tomorrow.

Her beautiful face just melts my heart.

They only thing stand in the way is..Tom.

He is a good friend, a very good one and the last thing i want to do is hurt him but i can not help but feel a little bit of hatred and jealousy, as he has everything i want.

How can i ever work wiith him again or even have a drink with him.

What if he invites me to the wedding?.

Ugh!, how am i to go about this....

I want her...i want her to be mine.

I want to wake up next to her every morning, be able to kiss her when i want too.

I want to grow old with her.

There is said it.

I think i really am in love with her...

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*Sarahs POV*

" Right my turn my turn!" Rachel Shouts.

We are at Rachels house with her new boyfriend.

He is quite nice and i think they look cute together.

We are playing a silly game of truths which was of course Rachels ideas.

She picks up a card and then reads it out loud.

"Are you feeling guilty about anything?".

Really that had to be the question that comes up?.

We all go around the room and say our answer.

Everyone says no although i do not know how many are telling lies, i know i am.

"This is a silly game" i complain.

"Shh, do not ruin my night Sarah" she says.

" Sometimes you would forget your 26" i say to her.

"I am quite young thank you very much, and i am entitled to my own fun, now it your turn pick up a card". she says to me

I pick one up and i can not believe me eyes.

"When and where did you get these cards Rach?" i ask.

"What?, what do you mean..Oh..last week their brand new" she replies.

The question is Choose a Celebrity, Tom Hiddleston or Benedict Cumberbatch.

Are these Cards designed for me!?.

"Well what is it?" tom asks.

"Which...Which Celebrity do you Prefer Tom Hiddleston or Benedict Cumberbatch" i say.

Rachel Sniggers.

i elbow her in the side.

"Ouch!" she says out loud.

"Whats funny?" tom asks.

"Oh nothing, Rachel just seems to think Bens name is Hilarious" i lie.

Just as we are about to answer the door bells rings.

"Who could that be?" rachel says getting up.

I can here muffled voices as she opens the door...Wait..i could recognize that voice anywhere..

"Look who's here" Rachel says to us all but looking at me.

"Benedict?, what a nice surprise to see you here" Tom says.

"Sorry to Intrude but i had some urgent stuff about the film i needed to tell Sarah before tomorrow" he smiles.

"Could you not of phoned her?" tom asks confused.

"It needs to be explained in person" Ben shrugs.

"Well why don't you two go talk in the kitchen while we finish off this game" Rachel says.

"Yes that would be great" Ben says following me.

I catch glimpse of toms face as we leave the room.

He looks confused.

"What do you want Ben?" i ask.

"Well hi" he says smirking.

"Sorry, it is just, i know this has nothing to do with the film" i say to him.

"Yes your right it doesn't but i can not keep this to myself anymore" he says.

"What do you mean?" i ask.

Before any of us can say anything else his lips are on mine.

I try to say something but i cant...I can't stop him....I don't want too.

I put my hands round his neck.

"Sarah!" Someone says coming in.

I pull away quickly to see Rachel at the door.

Thank god it wasn't tom...

"Rachel ,it was not what it looked like...I...he...." i can not say anymore i run out the room

"Listen Benedict, Sarah is my best friend. Has been for years. I know her and she wouldn't go against tom unless she really did like you so i tell you now. You sort this out between you two or i will and damn i swear you hurt her and i will hurt you" Rachel says to Benedict before leaving the room.

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*Benedicts POV*

I did it, i kissed her.

"Sarah where are you" i whisper after going up the stairs.

Theres no reply.

"Please Sarah, do not be like this we need to talk" i say to her.

Suddenly the door on my left opens and out comes Sarah, tears running down her face.

I wipe the tears away from her cheek.

" Oh love, i am sorry it was wrong of me but i..i love you".

"How can you Benedict, you dont know me yet".

"Have you never heard of Love at first sight" i say to her.

"There is not such thing Ben!" she shouts at me.

"There is for me, you just need to believe it Sarah. i love you" i say

"No Ben!, you don't. Please dont do this" she shouts.

She goes to move past me but i pull her back.

"Tell me you do not feel something and i will let you go".

She laughs.

"That is exactly what Tom said and look where that got us".

"Do you or don't you".

She sighs.

"Maybe i do but i love tom".

" He would understand".

"Ben i did not say i loved you" she says.

" You can not deny it Sarah, do you not feel the connection. My heart melts everytime i am near you. You can not deny we have something" he says.

"No Ben, No!" She says now with tears down her face again.

"Sarah,Sarah!, are you ok?" Tom says running up the stairs.

I quickly let go of her.

"There you are, is everything ok?" he looks at me and then pushes past, hugging sarah,

"Yes,yes i am fine, things just got to me for a second". she says to him

He doesn't look conviced.

"You go wait in the car, i will catch up darling" he says to her.

He then looks at me.

"Benedict, if you have done anything...i swear. You may be my friend but she is my life".

"I honestly do not know what happened" i shrugs,

He looks at me for a second and then walks away.

What just happened.....

A/N- Well More drama on the way. Something big will happen between chapter 20-22 so watch out for that, all you fans out their will be very surprised i am sure. I would just like to give @DawnMcMullen a shout out, she has been incredibly nice to me :). Hope you enjoyed :)