Filming day 2 is here. How long i have been dreading today. I can't face him. I feel so guilty. I know it isn't really my fault but i can't help feel guilty that i let him get close to me. I let him fall for me.

I don't care what my boss says i am driving myself in today. I have to go and see my parents after filming anyway. I really can not being doing with my mothers lectures. I don't know what i will do if she mentions Tom.

I sigh as i get into my car. Here comes a day of hell.....

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*Michael POV*

"I don't care if it will help her!....No i mean it she must never know mother. When she comes to see you this afternoon say nothing.....Your the one that let me go. Sarah must never know i am her brother". i say hanging up the phone.

She must never know. She just cant...............................

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*Sarah pov*

I park my car and get out. There doesn't seem to be as many people here as there was on Thursday.

i am even more surprised there isn't a load of Hiddleston fans trying to get near the place. The must be keeping our location a secret very well.

As i walk into the building i can see a lot of worried, distressed faces.

"Whats wrong?" i ask one of the crew members.

"It is Tom Hiddleston. He hasn't arrived" They tell me.

i look at my watch. Even i am 10 minutes late. It isn't like tom to be late.

"Has he phoned in to say he is sick or something?" i ask him.

"We haven't heard a thing" He replies.

"Do you know where he lives?" i ask.

I can't believe i don't know.

"Yes but i don't think i can tell you..

"If you want this show to continue i suggest you drive me there now" i say to him.

He sighs. "Ok but i am not losing my job because of this".

"Don't worry i will take all the blame" i say to him as we walk towards my car.

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"Just around the corner" they say to me as we drive to toms place.

"How do you know this?" i ask him.

" Tom and i have been friends for a couple of years" he shrugs.

"Oh cool, how did you meet?" i ask.

"Through friends. He really is a nice guy but he hasnt been talking much these past few days, i cant put my finger on it though. He went from the cheeriest i had ever seen him to depressed".

I stop smiling. "I think that may be my fault" i sigh.

"I hope you don't mind me asking but how can it be your fault". he asks me.

"It is a long story, all you need to know is i will sort it" i say to him.

At least i hope i can....

When we reach his place i park my car out of view. I don't want anyone to know i am here.

We go into the building and after climbing several stairs, because i stupidly did not notice the lift, we reach it to his apartment.

I knock on the door.

Waiting there is no answer.

I knock again.....Still no answer.

"Tom, it is Sarah" i say.

I can here slight movement but still no reply.

"I know your in here, let me in...Please".

Finally he says something;

"Are you alone?".

I look at the man behind me, i do not even know his name.

"No i am not but it is your friend. If you want he can stay outside?" i reply to tom.

All of a sudden the door unlocks.

I open it so i can just get in the close the door behind me.

i look around at his place. I have heard he likes to keep things very clean but it is a state in here.

He hasn't shaved as he has a small beard. I have to admit even when he hasn't really cleaned himself up he still manages to look hot.

"Oh tom, why are you no at the filming?" i ask him.

He looks at me with sad eyes. "I..i couldn't face you" he says looking away.

"Please don't do this, don't throw it away" i plead with him.

"You threw us away".

I have no choice i have to say it. "Because i was forced to!" i shout at him.

He turns to look at me. "What do you mean?" he asks.

I can't tell him the exact truth. "I did not want to ruin your career and everything you have worked for" i say. It is not a complete lie.

"How would us being happy and loving each other ruin my career?" he asks not convinced.

" I...I was scared i would keep you away from the big opportunity's" i lie.

He walks over to me. Getting really close.

I can feel him breathing on me.

He looks into my eyes. " I know you more than you think i do. I know when your telling lies" he says to me.

I look away from him.

He takes me head in his hands and turns me back round to him.

He kisses me softly on the lips.

"I am in love with you Sarah. It really was love at first sight. So please tell me what is really going on" he says looking right into my eyes.

I sigh.

I can not lie to him anymore.

"I was threatened. They told me if i did not end with you, they would end your career and make you hated" i tell him.

He lets go of me tensing up.

"Who was it Sarah?" he asks.

"I..I can't, please don't make me tell you" i say tears running down my face.

He sighs and then smiles. "Ok i won't but never leave me" he says kissing me.

I push him away gently. "Tom, i made an agreement, if i break it they will ruin you" i say to him.

"I am prepared for that, if it means i can be with you".

" But what about everything you have ever worked for!?" i say to him.

" None of that will matter if it means that i can't be with you" He says taking my hand.

His touch makes me soften...

"Oh i can't say no to you, if we could just keep it a secret..

"No can do, whoever this is i want them to see how much i love you and how i am never giving up" Tom grins at me,

" Well you better get changed then, we don't want to be later than we already are" i grin back.

"Ok, stay here, i wont be long" he says going into his room.

"Ok" i smile.

As soon as he is out of sight my smile drops.

What have i just done..............

A/N-Happy Birthday Tom Hiddleston, you star!. Hope this chapter was Ok and vote if you liked it :)