When I go downstairs for breakfast there is a slight awkwardness at the table.

"How about a cooked breakfast before you leave dear" my mother says.

" Yes" I say.

" and you Tom, would you like some?" she asks him.

"Yes that would be lovely" he smiles.

my phones beeps in my pocket. it is from my boss.

You and Tom meet me at the office 1pm Sharp.

I sigh.

" what's wrong?" Tom asks noticing my sigh.

"My boss wants us at the office at 1pm. I think somethings up." I tell him.

"Well we will have to leave before 10" Tom says.

We eat our breakfast and I pack the last of my things.

I hug all my family goodbye and we get into my car.

"I just want to say I am sorry for last night, I took advantage of the situation because I feel like somethings pulling me towards you, there's something about you and the truth is I can't get you out of my head" he says to me.

I blush. I honestly don't know what to say.

then I sigh. " Tom, even if I you do like me and I like you because I do, We couldn't date. Not only is it affect our job but I fear I would get into your way. I am a low class actor who's biggest thing was 3 episodes on eastenders. You on the other hand are a Hollywood actor. we are part of different groups. we would hardly see one another".

" Do you think I care about our different classes. I consider you my equal. I just wish that you would let me show you that. One date that is all I ask" he says.

" But our job. it would get in the way of things" I say.

"Filming won't last forever. I am prepared to wait" he smiles at me.

His smile melts my heart. "Ok, one date but you will soon see I am not that much fun" I tell him.

"Oh i think otherwise darling". He smiles.

--

When we get to the office, My boss is sitting looking at a Newspaper.

"Boss what is it?" I ask him.

" Care to explain this" he says slamming the paper on the desk.

The front cover shows Tom with a girl...Wait that's me!. He is kissing my cheek. the text says

' Tom Hiddleston, New lover?'.

"Boss, this is shown all wrong. I was here with my family and Tom happened to be there we had dinner with him and that's us saying our goodbyes. Whoever wrote that article cut out my family" I tell him.

"Do you know how bad this will look for the show now" he says annoyed.

" Honesty ask my family they were there"I say to him.

"You two having a stupid bloody fling!, you will ruin the show". my boss shouts.

"Hey Michael. It honestly is made to look bad and even if we were together how would that effect the show?" tom say to my boss.

"Are you stupid!, your crazy fan girls will be all over this, not only will we use views on the show but the show will be made to look fake, like we are making you look good because you New lover is the Head of the show".

"People won't be like that and anyway we aren't doing anything wrong. We aren't dating" I say.

"Well I don't want to see anymore of this or I will have no choice but to cancel. I will clear things up. please leave now" my boss says to us.

When I get out I can't help but cry.

Tom puts his arm around me.

"No, get off. Can't you see we are bad news for each other and you don't know what paparazzi bastards are around" I say shoving him off.

He looks hurt.

"Honestly Tom it better if we just keep this professional and I have to cancel tomorrow. I will see you at the filming. I say to him, getting into my car.

"Wait!" he shouts out to me. I reverse as quickly as I can and drive away, not looking back.

It is for the best I keep telling myself. Whatever you may feel for this guy remember your promise you wouldn't let a film star into your heart again, not after last time. Besides you don't know him very well.

No matter what I tell myself I can't help but let the tear run down my face.

" I getting phone and dial Rachel.

"Hello" she says.

Before i can say anything I burst into tears.

"Sarah is that you?, what's wrong?" she says worried.

" I really need a girly talk" I just manage to say.

" I will be at yours as soon as i can" she says hanging up.

that's what I love about Rachel she may be a drama queen at times but she is always there for you.

--.

Suddenly the door opens to my house. I gave Rachel a key a year ago. Luckily Tom doesn't know where I live.

"Sarah?" she shouts.

" in here" I say.

" Oh Sarah, what ever is the matter" she asks sitting down.

I tell her everything from our first meeting to the party kiss and them my boss sending us in".

She stays silent then she says, " was he a good kisser?" she asks.

"Honestly Rachel, your not helping".

" I know sorry it's just your kissed my idol, I was wondering what it was like".

" Oh it was Amazing" I smile.

"I bet" she smirks.

" but that's the problem. I could lose this big job and without it I may not be able or stay in London anymore. My boss is threatening to cancel the show if we start anything" I tell her.

"Why how cruel, why is he doing that?" she asks.

"He says it is for the shows playing own good but I don't know. I don't trust him much anymore" I say to her.

"Well I can't believe I am asking this it seems so unreal,.. did Tom say he really likes you?" she asks.

"Can't get me out of his head was exact words" I say.

"Well then why don't you film the show and then after that you can start dating?, the boss can't complain because it won't affect the show anymore" as suggests.

"I have been so stupid"I tell her.

"No your just confused. I can tell you must really like him otherwise why would you cry over him" she say.

"I better phone him"I say of her.

"Go ahead,I will make us a coffee". She says.

I dial his number.

it rings once before he picks up.

"Sarah, is that you?" He ask me over the phone.

"Yes I wanted to apologies,the way I left was rude and well I have had some thought and if you can wait till after the show is finished then we might have something" I tell him.

"No need to apologies my darling. I understand your confused, so am I but like I said I can't get you out of my head ever since we met. I am prepared to wait" he says back.

"Good, well Tom I need to go. I still think it is best we don't meet tomorrow, let things settle. Let's meet again at the filming" I say.

"Ok darling, goodbye" he says.

I hang up.

We may have something and I want to date him but I have to wait....