"Fucking pussy." Jaden laughed along with his hot-headed frenemies, pushing the weird kid into his open locker. I always felt kind of bad for him, he's cute I guess, in a sort of emo loner way. But to my 'friends' dismay, I kind of fucked with that.

"You didn't have to do that." I told him, in a 'I don't really care I'm just saying' kind of way. Even though I did kind of care.

"Aw, is someone crushing on the loser-kid?" He replied.

"Fuck you Jaden."

I turned back to him, Feonix, I think his name is. He gave me a half smile, after clearly eavesdropping into my pointless attempt to better Jaden.

I saw that cute boy Feonix again today, Jaden was a dick to him :( , I honestly don't know why I'm still friends with those assholes, I guess I'm scared to do what I really want to. People are so judgmental when your not like every other person.

I fucking hate this school.

Me, Elle and Scarlett were sat on the bleachers after school. We were playing truth or truth with my pink switch blade. It was my moms actually, she was a fucking rockstar.

We spun it and It landed in between me and Scarlett, I turned to look behind us. Only to find Feonix sitting there, alone, just staring into the abyss.

"Hey!" I called out, wanting his attention, an excuse to talk to him really.

"Why the fuck are you talking to him, ew." Elle accused.

I rolled my eyes at her and turned back to him.

"Yeah?" He smiled when he saw it was me, cute.

"What are you doing?"

"Just sitting. What are you doing?"

"Not sitting alone." I said back.

He smiled and bowed his head down.

My friends got up and left, not wanting to be seen talking to the 'weirdo'.

And we sat, looked at the sky and talked. And I liked it. I think he did too.

He was cool.

And with that, I kissed the note and slipped it into his locker.