I stare up at my ceiling thinking about what Sugawara had said to me. Even if I did keep it hidden from the group, they would find out sooner or later and that just might make things worse. I might not be able to play anymore if word gets out or another team realizes my true identity. I gently grab my boobs even though they do not fit in my hands.

Maybe after training camp ill tell them. . . or at least try. I just have to hide it until then. I rub the marks and scabs that the aid bandage had left from being so tightly wrapped around my chest. I wince at the pain and begin touching them more gently. My mother walks in making me quickly pull my hand out of my shirt. I sit up as she sits right next to me then I lay my head on her lap.

"How was practice my dear?" She says smiling and playing with my hair.

"Good. . . mom?" I ask nervously.

"Yes sweetie?" She says gently while brushing a strand of hair out of my face.

"Im thinking of telling the team after training camp. . . do you think they are gonna rat me out?" She lets out a gentlt laugh.

"Baby, you guys have been through so much together. You could be an alien in a costume and they would still keep your secret." I smile and begin to fiddle with her fingers.

"What about Kageyama though?" She smiles and leans over kissing my forehead.

"Kageyamas mother hid her identity too. Kageyama wouldnt judge you for your secrets and how you guys talk about each other. . . id say he likes you so no worries." I begin to laugh loudly and cover my face as heat rises through my entire head.

"Pfft! Yeah, a-as a friend!" She shakes her head and stands up.

"Not what he told his mother." She says with an evil grin. She begins to walk out of my room.

"I shouldnt have let you start speaking to her!!!" I laugh out making me mom turn back and give me a large smile while laughing.

I lay back down staring at my roof and stretch out my body. I'm glad I had that talk with Suga. . . its relieving that at least someone on the team knows. And actually. . . Now that I think about it, its better for the team to know about me. I will be able to play better too without having to wrap up my chest! I slowly drift off into sleep thinking about how things might change.

The next morning I wake up and as I walk up to the mirror examining my body. . . I feel great. . . I have a nice curved in waist with slightly bigger hips. My breast are pretty big, bigger than Kageyamas hands. Fuck. . . I cant think like that. My face begins to turn red as I imagine Kageyamas hands on my boobs. I shake my head and turn around looking at my body. My butt is pretty big, not too big not too small.

I turn back to face the mirror and rub my curves smiling. Being a girl does have it perks. . . I guess. I look back at the aid bandage. Just for a couple days. . . I wrap up my breast tightly but not as tight as normally. I am able to breath and move more and you can see my curves even more. It doesnt hurt as much and I pull on my clothes and grab my sash looking at the time. Cheap! I gotta be there by 5. I snatch my phone from the charge and race down the stairs.

"I'm off to training camp mom! Ill cya Monday!" I yell while running down the stairs.

"Be safe Sweetie!" She kisses my head and open the door for me yo leave.

"Have fun!!!" She yells as I race down the street towards the spot me and Kageyama meet up. I see him standing there annoyed while leaning against the pole. I prepare myself to recieve a yelling and a wack on the back of my head but he only turns to continue walking to school. Most of the walk there is silent besides my sash hitting agaist my leg and our footsteps.

"Do you have to walk so loudly Hinata?" I start to press my feet to the ground more gently while walking. Other than that sentence, the rest of the walk was silent all the way to the school. Everyone was already there waiting for the bus to arrive. I check my phone see its 4:55AM. The bus could be here anytime now. I stand a little ways away from the group as they all talk to each other besides Kageyama.

Kageyama leans against a pole away from the group and Suga approaches me.

"Hinata, you. . . uhm. . . you didnt wrap it up tight. Do you wanna go to the bathroom to adjust? I can make up an excuse." He says standing between me and the rest of the group while whispering. I shake my head and smile.

"I'm gonna tell them after training camp." Sugawara smiles at me and nods his head while turning back to the group.

Kageyama watches me closely all until the bus arrives and we all begin loading on. I decide to sit in the very back as I'm first on the bus from squeezing through people. I thought to myself that the backrow seats are the most comfortable and its a long bus ride. So I can takr a nice nap sitting in the back.

I lean against the window resting my arms on the armrests. The aid bandage makes it pretty uncomfortable but I ignore it. I begin to hear footsteps heading for the back of the bus and sit right next to me. By this time my eyes are already closed and I'm slowly drifting off into sleep. I feel someone staring at me so I just hold off the sleepiness for a while longer. I feel there hand gently brush against mine intentionally making me shiver. I open my eyes to see Kageyama looking down at my hand hesitating.

"What are you doing?" I ask making him snatch his hand back with a jolt. The mood is literally sliced in half as he faces forward sitting straight up in his seat.

"Your uh, your hand was twitching and freaking me out." I scoff and sit up straight.

"Lame excuses, Kageyama." He scolds me out of the corner of his eye before shoving my arm off the armrest and placing his on it.

"Shut up dumbass." We fight for the arm rest for awhile before I give up in defeat and rest my arm on my lap. I try sitting up straight through the bus ride but my back begins to hurt. I start slouching and feel sleepiness creep back up on me slowly. My eyes keep shutting but immedietly after I open them back up. I cant sleep in front of Kageyama.

I wake up hearing snoring and a heavy object on my head. I go to reach for it and feel Kageyamas hair. Its soft and smooth. I gently run my fingers through it and no tangles stop me. Suddenly, I feel a hand on mine pulling it down onto the arm rest. He holds my hand as he continues to snore and my heart begins to pound against its cage. My face I can already tell is red and growing in heat. I hold his hand tightly trying to keep myself composed all until his fingers push between mine. My heart drops immedietly and I begin to feel distraught. My head spins as I feel the heavy object lift from my head.

No no no no! I snatch my hand back and press both of them inbetween my legs and rest my head against the window trying to fake sleep. I feel eyes on me as a hand reaches for mine. His hand brushes against my thigh making a tingle go up my spine along with shivers.

"Hinata? Are you awake?" I stay silent as his hand grabs mine and presses his fingers between mine once more. What the fuck is this?! I cant help myself but open my eyes and slowly turned my head to him. His face is red and he looks calm. Calmer than normal.

"Whats wrong?" I ask concerned as his hand grips mine tighter.